Mag-log inDamien wolfe
The first thing I heard was wood breaking, a satisfying sound that surprised me because for a second I didn’t realize it was me making it. The desk split under my hands with a violence that felt satisfying in the moment, the grain snapping like an animal caught and the top collapsing into a scatter of paper and pens. A mug slid off the edge and hit the floor, the ceramic cracking sharp and final. Ethan stood by the door the way he always did when I lost it still, careful to look invisible because he’d learned that motionlessness sometimes protected men from what came next. “Say it again,” I told him, voice low and too steady. He swallowed and said it, the words pushed out like they were moving through mud. “We checked all the girls. None matched Elma’s record. We pulled prints, cross-checked files, ran databases…” “Check them again,” I ordered, and it wasn’t a question. He opened his mouth to answer and closed it when the chair launched across the room. It slammed into the plaster with enough force to leave a dent, chips of paint raining down. My office looked ransacked, as if somebody had torn through it to remove the quiet. From forty floors up the city lay beneath us, indifferent and sprawling, a place that pretended not to belong to men who carried other people’s loss in their bones. Ethan cleared his throat, the sound thin in the mess of the room. “We think she was in the crossfire. The building collapsed before extraction. If she was there…” “She wasn’t,” I cut in, each word a stone dropped into a still pool. “Damien…” “She wasn’t!” The sentence tore out of me before the thought could be censored. My fist smashed the remaining desktop until the wood splintered under my knuckles and a vein stood out in my arm as if it wanted to escape. I inhaled and the breath did nothing. Ten years had become a weight I carried in my ribs leads that went nowhere, raids that closed like doors, names that dissolved into ash. Everyone told me the same thing over and over until the words stopped meaning anything. I was supposed to accept that she died in the rubble while I was barely feet away, and the idea lodged in me like bone. Ethan moved forward the way you approach something dangerous and necessary at once. “You’ve done everything you can. Maybe it’s time to let go.” Those words hit harder than the gunfire from the night before. For a moment I only stared at him, the confession of tired man to tired man hanging there between us and tasting like defeat. A bottle on the desk answered then my hand found it and I didn’t aim at him, but I threw it close enough to remind him how anger sounds when it breaks glass. Whiskey spilled down the wall, dark and fast. He didn’t flinch. “That wasn’t going to bring her back.” I barked a laugh without humor. “Neither was giving up.” “You were running on fumes, Damien. You hadn’t slept. You were seeing ghosts in every corner.” “I built this empire on ghosts,” I snapped, the words more raw than I intended. “Don’t tell me when to stop.” He let out a slow breath, the kind that comes when someone has nothing left to parry with. “You think I liked saying it? I was there too. I saw those cages. I heard what they did to those girls. But Elma…” He closed his eyes for a second and shook his head. “If she was in that building” “She wasn’t,” I said again, quieter now, the voice a razor. “Don’t ever finish that sentence in my presence.” For a second the room seemed to hold itself together because no one knew how to move first. Ethan broke the tension with an exhausted sigh. “You can’t keep chasing this. You’ll burn through everyone trying to help you.” I walked toward him and he didn’t look away he met me like a man who’d chosen a stance and would not back down from it. Up close he smelled of smoke and the small trace of someone who had been near chaos himself. “Then I’ll chase it alone,” I said. The sentence was simple and absolute. He opened his mouth as if to argue, then took one look at my face and shut it. He nodded once, and left the room. His reflection flicked in the floor-to-ceiling glass for a moment before the door closed and his shape disappeared. When the door clicked shut the quiet returned in a way that made the broken furniture and spilled drink louder. I pressed both hands against the wall until the knuckles whitened and the drywall gave, tiny bits of dust clinging to my palms. Pain flared along my wrist . It was dull, solid, a thing I could count and understand. Elma as a child used to trace the veins in my hands and say they looked like rivers on a map she said she’d follow them someday to find out where I kept all my anger. I told her then it was not a place for anyone. She laughed, said storms didn’t scare her. I dug my fingers into the studs until the sting steadied the rest of me. The laptop on the desk still showed Ethan’s report, her name absent from every line. My jaw tightened until my teeth clicked. No Elma. No trace. No answer. The same conclusion repeated until it had the rhythm of a verdict. I picked up the phone and called Christian. “Pull satellite feeds from the compound,” I said when he answered. “I want everything before the blast, during, after. Every camera angle you can find.” He hesitated with the kind of caution men adopt when they know what a question costs. “You really think…” “Just do it,” I snapped, and I hung up before he could finish the sentence he’d been careful enough not to say. “She was out there,” I said aloud because the room needed a liar or a believer and I chose believer. The words sounded thin even to me, but they were the only thing I had to throw against the dark. I sank into the chair, elbows on my knees, head heavy between my hands. The tang of whiskey clung to me, the sort that doesn’t wash away with decisions. Every time my eyes closed the warehouse came back with its heat and metal and the faces of the girls who’d made it out. And every time, Elma’s face surfaced too less a person and more a hunger, sharp and precise, refusing to be fed by anything I’d already done. Maybe she was a ghost. Maybe I’d created her in the hollow left by every failure, a map of guilt I traced so often I began to believe its lines. For a long moment I couldn’t tell what was memory and what was the mind making sense of absence. But one thought kept its shape steady as a fact if Elma was alive somewhere, I would destroy whatever stood between me and the place she waited. I would burn the world down to get her back. The door opened again. Mara stood there for a beat, quiet and composed in a way that had nothing to do with fear and everything to do with knowing where to start. She didn’t react to the wreckage at first she only looked at my bleeding hand and then at the ruined desk as if cataloguing damage. “Sir,” she said, voice even. “What now?” I asked, voice rough. “The girl you brought home,” she answered. My head snapped up. “What about her?” “She is awake.”Aria’s POV I woke up with the same tight feeling in my chest I’d gone to sleep with. It had been creeping in since yesterday’s verdict, since that hug, since the way his whole body softened against me like he didn’t care who was watching. I didn’t want to think about it, but every time I blinked, it was there. That warmth. That weight. That moment where I realized he wasn’t as untouchable as he pretended. I kept replaying the look in his eyes when the judge said he was free. Relief mixed with something else I didn’t really understand. Something almost… grateful. Something that felt too close to hope. I tried to shake it off when I got out of bed. I took a shower, changed, brushed my hair, all the normal things. But the second I stepped outside my room and walked into the main living space, I felt it again. That strange awareness that settled right under my ribs whenever he was nearby. He was standing near the grand table, talking to Christiano and Ethan. Papers were scatter
Aria’s POV It had been hours since the verdict, but I still felt that hug on my body like it had only just happened. My skin remembered the weight of his arms before my mind even caught up. I kept replaying it even though I told myself I shouldn’t. It didn’t matter how many times I blinked or tried to think of something else. The way he held me kept coming back. He didn’t hold me like someone being dramatic or looking for attention. He held me like someone who had been holding everything in for too long and finally broke open for a moment. Like he had needed that hug more than breath. And I didn’t know what to do with that feeling, because something inside me answered it immediately, and that reaction scared me more than any of the courtrooms or cameras. When we got home, everything felt different in a way I couldn’t explain. The house looked the same. The walls, the floors, the furniture all the same. Nothing had changed physically, but something in the air between us felt com
Aria’s POV The last hearing felt slower than all the others. Hours stretched like they were holding their breath, waiting for someone to make the world start again. I sat a few rows behind him, hands pressed together, knees stiff. The sound of papers shifting, pens clicking, shoes scraping against the floor every small thing felt too loud. Damien sat in front, his back straight, his head tilted slightly to the side like he was listening to something far away. From where I was, I could only see part of his face, the edge of his jaw, the way his hand rested on the table. He looked calm, the kind of calm that only came when everything inside you had already been torn apart. I wanted to move closer. I didn’t. I just watched the small, quiet things he did how his thumb brushed the pen he wasn’t using, how his breathing barely showed, how sometimes he leaned forward like he was about to speak but never did. His lawyer did all the talking, clear, firm, measured. They went through t
Aria’s POV We left the courtroom together. The hearing was over, but everything still felt unfinished. The noise inside had faded behind us, replaced by the heavy quiet that follows when people stop pretending to care. Damien walked beside me, his shoulders straight, his eyes forward, the kind of calm that never really is. My heels clicked against the tiles. I didn’t know where to look, so I just focused on moving. The floor felt too smooth, my legs too weak. I wanted to disappear before anyone else could stare, before someone asked me how it felt to lie and call it truth. Then his hand brushed mine. I thought it was an accident at first. But when I didn’t pull away, he didn’t either.It was so light I almost didn’t feel it at first, but the moment my skin caught his, something inside me paused. His fingers slipped around mine, slow and certain, like he’d made the decision long before his hand even reached for me. My pulse jumped, fast and loud in my chest. He didn’t look
Aria I’d never been inside a courtroom before that day. I thought it would feel like a place for justice, for truth, but when I stepped inside, it felt more like a stage. Every pair of eyes turned toward , guessing, waiting to decide who I was supposed to be victim, liar, or girl too broken to know the difference. The other girls went first. One after another. Each of them dressed in soft colors, hair tied back, their voices trembling but steady enough to sound real. I sat in the back, hands clasped, fingers digging into my palm as I listened to their stories all just telling the truth. I could hear Vance voice in all of them, shaping each sentence, cutting away the parts that didn’t fit the version of the truth we needed. Every testimony was like watching pieces of myself being repeated by someone else. Damien sat at the defense table, motionless. His suit was immaculate, but his eyes they looked exhausted, haunted, the way someone looks after fighting for too long. He didn
Damien’s POV She was standing by the window when I walked in. Morning light slipped through the blinds, cutting across her in soft lines that caught the edge of her skin, her hair, the pale curve of her neck. She didn’t see me at first. She was just there, quiet, arms folded loosely, watching something outside that probably didn’t matter. I told myself to keep walking, to go straight to the study, to not look too long. But I did. I stopped. And I just watched her. Her robe hung loose around her waist, the tie barely holding it together. Beneath it, I caught the faint shape of her body through the thin fabric. The light turned everything into suggestion the curve of her hip, the soft rise of her chest as she breathed, the line of her collarbone peeking through. It hit me then, that slow ache that starts somewhere in your chest and spreads lower until it becomes heat. I’d felt it before, but never like this. Not when she was this close, this unaware, this painfully human in fr







