“Sophia, you were always getting me into trouble,” I said as I was danced with some guy that looked as if he’d had more cocktails then we had. As I got closer toward him, I realized that he was old; he made my dad look youthful.
Fuck!
“I’m not ready to be any guy’s sugar baby!” I said as I pushed him away and started to scan the bar for someone else. Anyone younger than Grandpa!
“Let’s see if we’ve still got it.” Sophia had said when she winked at me earlier.
“What do you mean?”
“Remember we never had any money, so we used to get all these guys to buy us cocktails? Then by the end of the night, we’d tell them that you and I are more than friends.”
“That’s so wrong!”
“Emma, remember that guy? The one that told you that his dick was so big, that he could convert you!”
I squeal as I remember the guy, the idiot telling me that he converted his last girlfriend!
That was when we had started scanning the place for guys to buy us drinks and for some reason she had ended up with a hot guy and I had ended up with Grandpa. Then again, I wasn’t really concentrating. As much as I wanted to drink and not think about Sebastian, he kept flashing through my mind.
I wondered if Sebastian had got together with the hooker. It was stupid, and it should have been the furthest thing from my mind. But it bugged me. I noticed that lately he had been in the limelight alone. I wanted to ask Sophia, but I knew that she would tease me about having a thing for her brother.
Maybe that was all it was: a “thing,” and I needed to get over it. Sebastian had tons of girls after him. I knew that a doctor, especially one like me with “fake” boobs and butt, apparently courtesy of Doctor Xin, couldn’t spark an interest in his elevated world. Besides, I was five years older than him. I had done the math a dozen times since I had gotten the job. It wouldn’t work out; it couldn’t.
Now I knew that I was really drunk. I went up to some guy and, remembering the girls talking about Doctor Xin, pointed to my chest and slurred, “Hey, do these look real to you?”
I had a couple of buttons missing from my shirt dress, probably from when I had nearly slipped while trying to get my balance in the bathroom.
He rubbed his chest closer to mine and said, “Oh yeah baby, but I can’t tell with your dress still on. Your place or mine?”
Any other day that would have been the signal to tell the guy that Sophia was my girlfriend and not my friend. But—and there was always a but—the idea of Sebastian hooking up with that girl, the hooker, just wouldn’t leave my head. And seeing Sophia on the dance floor brought back distant memories of the last time that I’d had sex. It had been so damn long--I couldn’t even figure out if it had happened this year.
I should have been a nun, not a fucking doctor.
No sex.
No drinking.
No fucking life.
When did I get so boring?
“Are you trying to figure out if your man’s home? ’Cause I can tell you’re not married.”
“How?” I shouted over the music, which felt as if it was getting louder by the second.
“Cause you got no ring!” He grabbed my hand to point to my finger, but somehow his hand managed to rub past my chest on the way. I knew it was just an excuse to touch them. After all, I had given him an open invitation asking him the stupid question about whether my tits looked real. I had already asked Sophia, and she had kindly reminded me, “Some things never change.”
I had been insecure in college too. Especially when I had started putting on weight in only one area: my chest.
I felt pathetic asking about it. I shook my head, thinking that I needed to get Sebastian out of my mind and hook up with whatever-his-name-was to cure me of my obsession.
“Hey. So what’s your friend’s name?” Sophia seductively held on to me.
“Carl...” I pointed to the guy thinking that at last I had remembered his name.
“Ben!” He smiled, shaking his head. Sophia was getting into her role, pretending that we were more than just friends, but then Ben was seductively eyeing her up. He took her hand and said, “I was asking your friend back to my place. But, if you like, you could come instead?”
Really!
He had dropped just me like that, while I was thinking of sleeping with him.
“Nah! We’ve got plans, if you get my drift…” Then Sophia stroked my face, the same thing we used to do back in college.
“If you like your older sister can come back too. I don’t mind.” He was shaking his head as if he would lose out if he didn’t offer for me to go back to his place too.
I yanked Sophia’s hand away from him and in my anger shouted, “Seriously, if we were sisters does he think that we would go back to his place!”
She laughed, “You’ve really been out of the circuit.”
We reached the front door just in time, because as I nodded the cocktails and burgers that I’d had earlier started to emerge from my throat. That was when both Sophia and I bent over and threw up everything that we had consumed in the last few hours on the curb. My head was spinning, and I could tell that I had more to dispose of as I continued to jerk my body up and down and throw up. I would puke, stand up, and then Sophia would follow.
She finished up first and said, “We’re not college students anymore!”
I handed her a Kleenex and agreed, “I say,” as I wiped my mouth. All of a sudden I had a piercing headache.
She laughed, “Your place or mine?”
“I live in a shoe box.”
“Okay, mine.”
She winked and then she hailed a taxi as the goons outside looked at as if we were a couple of losers. As we sat at the back of the taxi, she said, “We had fun didn’t we.”
I laughed and said, “Sure!”
I had held my phone in my hand for the last twenty minutes with only one thing on my mind, and that was to call Emma and apologize for what had happened last night. I had managed to grab her card from Mason. The stripper was good, real good at stripping. But I’d lost track of what she was doing, thinking about Emma in my house. She had really brought it all back home. The girl that I’d met when I dropped my big sister at college—and hadn’t stopped thinking about since then—had walked back into my life. That wasn’t something you forgot about in a heartbeat. My parents used to tease me about wanting to go to see my big sis at college all the time. Sure, Sophia and I were close when she was at home. She used to drop me at practice and all that kind of considerate stuff that a big sister would do. But when I first met Emma, she felt like she had put me under her spell or something. I just wanted to go back to that college every damn weekend. Now I thought about it, Emma was my inspiratio
“Why did I agree to this?” I had asked Mason the same question when we left the house and again as we sat in the car. But I had to ask him one more time as we sat on the plane. I was supposed to be resting before the next season, and so far my best friend had me doing everything but rest.He whispered, as he looked around the plane as though someone might be interested in our conversation, “You know why. You were sitting there this morning, just staring at the doc’s card. And let’s not even get started what happened with the stripper.” He held his head down in shame. “A hot, sexy stripper and you were dead man. You think I didn’t know?” I shook my head. “You’re dead down there and if anything can wake you back up, it’s Vegas.”He patted me on the leg as if it was as simple as that. I didn’t even want to go out of town for a day, let alone a weekend, because on Monday Mom would get the results of her biopsy and I wanted to know once and for all if the cancer was back or not. “Even you
“This is crazy; you know that, right?”Sophia nodded as we stood in line to check into the Wynn. The place was wild; from the number of guests that were checking in to the tiled multi-colored flooring, it was a place to have fun. I just didn’t see why we had to come here and couldn’t just wait until the weekend was over. Why did she insist on us coming to act as her baby brother’s sitter? I was a doctor, not a babysitter!She asked me one question; “You ever been to Vegas?” When I told her that I hadn’t, she’d insisted that we came to rescue her brother. I had never been to Vegas, and I hated to admit how naive I felt coming here. I never expected it to be like this, but then I suppose that’s why everyone gets wild in Vegas. It wasn’t because it was a quiet destination; it was the complete opposite. The lighting in the reception was unreal. I felt like a kid visiting the candy store for the first time. They had lights on the walls which looked as if they were spitting fire. Everythi
I took a deep breath, wondering what I’d got myself into. I should tell Sebastian that this wasn’t going to happen, I hated losing, and most of all I hated casinos. I had a feeling that he knew exactly what was going to happen next; I had been naive thinking that I had the upper hand. As they called for the last bidder I wondered if Sebastian knew that he was about to win. “You’re not tricking me are you?”Sebastian smirked, wordlessly answering my question, which should in itself have made me want to leave the table. But my feet felt as if they were stuck in quicksand as curiosity got the better of me. Sophia’s brother had filled out and was so fucking hot. Like too hot. He was once a spotty little kid that used to hang on to my every word. That was back when we’d first met, when Sophia was my roommate back in college. Since then he’d filled out, and judging by the tight biceps that were holding onto me, in more places than one.I could smell his strong musk, and as I turned to him
“Hey, so what’s up with you and the doc?” Kent said as he tried to snap the chips out of my hand. I avoided his grip. “You want your money back; then you’re going to have to win it. Like winners do, not losers.” He passed me a glass of champagne that the waitress had just given him, along with her number. Yep, the big bad giant boys were in town. “Give that to Paul!” I titled my head disapprovingly. I had admired Mia and Kent for being in a relationship, and now Kent was going to act like some dog and cheat on her. Not cool; not cool at all. Sure, I knew that plenty of players did it, but that was their business; none of them were my close friends. Besides, Paul was single and it didn’t matter if he hooked up with nearly every waitress in Vegas; there wasn’t anyone back home waiting for him.“What happens in Vegas stays in Vegas!” Kent said as he slipped a couple of my chips into his pocket. Now I was acting like my mom as I took my chips out of his greedy hands. I was trying to
I decided that I was thinking too much about it. I just saw a couple of chairs that were free at the “Quick Hit” slot machines and took my card out of my purse and just went for it. Before Sebastian sat down, he said, “Are you sure about this one?”I raised my hands and said, “This is supposed to be fun!” I wasn’t going about it the right way though; I was looking at ways to win on the machines, reading the winning patterns. At the same time, I was using my phone to figure out the Vegas laws for the rules of the payouts.I shook my head. Sebastian was right. The whole point of it was to have some fun. I was turning it into a tedious exercise, which wasn’t the point of us coming to the slots in the first place. I thought for a split second that maybe I’d come over here to get Sebastian alone, away from his friends. Especially seeing as he was so mad with Kent. Sophia had given me a quick rundown of their names before we came down to the table, seeing as I’m crap with names. Kent had
“All this jumping up and down, winning tonight. Shit, I’m starving. What about you?” Emma nodded and that was when I noticed that she wasn’t playing anymore. I had gotten kind of wrapped up and lost in the whole winning thing. Maybe I hadn’t paid her enough attention and she was getting bored of the whole thing. “Well, you did say that you wanted to play the slots…” I teased her as I tried to tickle her, but she was holding on to her glass as if her life depended on it. I had never seen someone sip so slowly on gin and tonic. It was obvious that she didn’t drink much as she frowned every time she drank it. Which was the complete opposite of Sophia, who seemed to never stop drinking. Then again, she did entertain a lot as part of her role. Journalism was just another word for celebrity spying in New York. Sophia had accused me of being cynical and invited me to a celebrity party, which had only proved that my theory was true. “Do you want to eat?”She laughed as she finally decided
After dinner, we went back on the casino floor. I tried to catch Sebastian’s attention, but just as soon as I’d managed to make him ignore the slot machines, his friends managed to steer him away from me. I shouldn’t have felt jealous, but they were passing champagne around on the casino floor as if it was water. I’d had two for every one that Sophia got hold of before we saw the guys. He was my best friend’s younger brother, so why was it that by filling out and growing taller he had got me all hot and bothered? And I didn’t mean that my heart beat faster or that I felt like some teenage girl with a huge crush on a quarterback. This was completely different. Those blue eyes that used to look at me as if I was some supermodel that rocked into his sister’s room were the same eyes that still stared at me. But back then it was cute. Now it just made me horny. I’d thought that I was dead down there. I couldn’t remember the last time I had any action. And as we reached his table and he