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Chapter 40: Everything We Ruined

Author: Zara Lynn
last update publish date: 2026-05-13 19:18:09
NOAH'S POV

I wasn't looking for a book. I was looking for the reason my life was currently a heap of smoldering ash.

I found her in the corner of the law section, tucked between two shelves of leather-bound records. She was sitting on the floor, her back against the mahogany, a single desk lamp casting a harsh light over her. She looked up when my boots hit the carpet, and for a second, the world just stopped turning.

I walked into her space, my height cutting off the light until she was
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