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ELENA'S POV:
The rain wasn't just falling. It was that aggressive, stinging East Coast downpour that turned the Ridgewood campus into a blurry watercolor painting of grey stone and dying ivy. My boots supposedly waterproof according to the 5 star reviews on A****n had surrendered ten minutes ago. Now, they just squelched with every step, a pathetic soundtrack to the sinking feeling in my chest. I ducked under the narrow stone archway of the Humanities building, shivering as a gust of wind whipped through my thin trench coat. My laptop bag containing the half-finished draft of my pitch to the Ridgewood Daily was tucked firmly under my arm. I fumbled for my phone, my fingers numb and clumsy. "Come on, Lora. Pick up." The call connected, and a blast of heavy bass and high-pitched shrieking exploded through the speaker. "Elena! Tell me you’re calling to say you’ve finally decided to have a personality and come to this mixer!" Lora’s voice was a frantic, joyous yell. I could practically see her: multicoloured hair perfectly tousled, holding a drink that was definitely a colour not found in nature. "I’m drowning, Lora," I shouted, pressing my back against the cold stone. "The buses stopped running the North route, and I’m stuck at the far end of campus. Please tell me you’re near your car." "I... okay, so, funny story," Lora shouted back. I heard someone in the background yelling something about a "legendary" beer bong hit. "I am currently at the Sigma Delta house. And by 'at,' I mean I am legally a citizen of this dance floor. Also, I’ve had three of those 'Blue Voodoo' punches. If I try to drive, I’ll end up in the campus fountain, and frankly, I look too good to die in a pond." I closed my eyes, leaning my head back against the wall. "Great. I’ll just grow gills and swim to the dorms." "Ugh, don't be a martyr, it doesn't suit your bone structure," Lora chirped. "Call your brother! He’s probably just 'studying' and by studying, I mean ruining some freshman’s life. Tell him I’ll let him flirt with me for five minutes if he rescues you." "Ethan? He’s probably dead to the world but fine. Stay safe. Don't drink anything else that looks like radioactive waste." I hung up and scrolled to the contact that was always my last resort. Ethan was my brother and the school’s most charming headache. Since he’d made the varsity basketball team, his ego had its own zip code. I hit dial. It went to voicemail twice. On the third try, he picked up, but the sound that came through the speaker wasn't a greeting. It was a soft, feminine giggle followed by a muffled, "Ethan, stop it!" "Ethan!" I yelled, my patience evaporating faster than the puddles around me. "El?" He finally answered, sounding exactly like a guy who had been interrupted mid-makeout session. "This better be an emergency. I’m uh in the middle of a art study." "Unless that 'art' is a romantic comedy starring you and whatever girl you're currently traumatizing, I don't want to hear it," I snapped. "I’m stranded at Humanities. It’s a monsoon and I’m freezing. Please tell me you can come get me." "Crap, El, I can't. Coach has us on lockdown at the athletic center. Conditioning starts in ten. If I leave, I’m benched." I heard a rustle of sheets and another giggle. "But stay put. I’m sending someone. One of the guys is heading out because he wants to grab something . He’s already in the lot and will be there in five." Relief flooded me. "Thank you. Who is it? Should I look for a specific car?" "You'll know it. It’s the car that probably costs more than our parents' house. Black Mercedes-AMG G 63. Just get in, okay? I gotta go, Coach is—babe, stop—I gotta go!" The line went dead. I tucked my phone away and hugged my bag tighter. Five minutes. I could survive five minutes of shivering if it meant a heater and a ride. I stared out into the sheet of grey, watching the way the streetlights reflected in the growing puddles. A pair of headlights cut through the gloom, turning the rain into falling diamonds. A sleek, matte-black car rolled up to the curb. It was a beast of a vehicle and looking entirely too clean for a night like this. The car didn't stop directly in front of me. It lingered about two feet away. I waited for the driver to hop out, or at least roll down the window. Nothing. I stood there for thirty seconds, the rain soaking through my coat, until the passenger window slid down just a crack. "Are you planning on taking root, Voss? Or were you waiting for me to come out and carry you in like a bride?" The voice hit me like a bucket of ice water. A gravelly tone that I would have recognized anywhere, even after three years of trying to scrub it from my memory. I didn't move. "The door isn't going to open itself," the voice drawled. "Unless you’ve decided you prefer the hypothermia." I lunged for the handle, yanking the heavy door open and scrambling into the cabin. The warmth hit me instantly, an expensive, cedar-and-mint-scented embrace but the tension in the air was so thick it felt like I was breathing in smoke. I slammed the door shut, shivering violently as my wet coat bled moisture into the pristine, black leather seats. "Geez," the driver muttered. "You’re getting water everywhere. Do you have any idea how much this interior costs?" I turned, my hair plastered to my face to find Noah Hale staring at me. He looked exactly the same yet entirely different. His jaw was sharper, shadowed by a dark stubble that made him look less like the boy who used to steal my snacks and more like a man who destroyed reputations for fun. He was wearing a black team hoodie, the sleeves pushed up to reveal forearms corded with muscle. His grey eyes swept over me with a look of pure, unadulterated annoyance. "Nice to see you too, Noah," I said, my voice trembling with a mix of cold and panicked adrenaline. "I’m so sorry my near-death experience is inconveniencing your upholstery. Should I have asked the rain to wait until I found a plastic bag to wrap myself in?" He didn't look at me. "You’re soaking wet, you’re late, and you’re currently ruining a six-figure car. Ethan owes me a massive favour for this." "Ethan owes you? I’m the one stuck in a car with a guy who has the personality of a cactus," I snapped, fumbling with my seatbelt. "If I’d known Ethan was sending the campus grinch, I would have walked." "Then get out." Noah turned his head then, his gaze locking onto mine. There was no warmth there. "The doors are unlocked, Elena. Go ahead. Walk." I looked at the torrential downpour, then back at his stony, gorgeous profile. My pride was screaming at me to leave, but my frozen toes and my expensive laptop won the argument. "Drive the damn car, Noah," I whispered, turning to stare out the window. "Buckle up, Voss," he replied, his voice smooth and dangerous. "It’s going to be a long ride." As the car pulled away from the curb, I realized with a sinking dread that the rain was the least of my problems. The storm wasn't outside anymore. It was sitting in the driver’s seat.ELENA’S POV I was awake. I had been awake since. The apology, then the second apology, smaller. And then the three words I had stopped allowing myself to expect in forever. I LOVE YOU, ELENA VOSS. He said them as if testing the air. He said them again, quieter, as if the repetition might make the fact settle more permanently into the room. I kept my eyes closed a little longer. Not to deceive him. Only to hold the weight of the words inside my own ribs before I had to answer them out loud. They sat there warm and heavy. I had written versions of this moment in the margins of notebooks I never showed anyone. I had imagined it in the dark after the hotel room, after the rain-soaked gas station, after the train station bench when he told me to leave Ridgewood. None of those imagined versions had included the beep of a monitor, the dull chemical smell of antiseptic, or the faint dried smear of his blood still marking my cheekbone. I opened my eyes. Noah was already looking at me.
NOAH'S POV I woke to the low beep of a monitor and the thin gray light of early morning pushing through the hospital blinds. For a few seconds the ceiling tiles above me stayed unfocused. The residual fog of the anesthesia still clung to the edges of my thoughts then the dull, insistent throb in my left forearm pulled everything into place. The cut. The blade. The way I had turned toward Elena’s voice instead of the weapon. The stitches that now held the skin together under a clean white bandage elevated on a foam wedge. I turned my head. Elena was in the chair beside the bed. She had fallen asleep sitting up, her head tipped sideways against the high back of the chair, one hand still loosely curled around a pen. A notebook lay open across her lap. Her credentials from the championship game were still looped around her neck, twisted from the hours of waiting. A faint smear of dried blood—mine—remained near her cheekbone where I had touched her in the annex before the medic arrive
ELENA’S POV They took him through the double doors at 1:14 a.m. I stood in the middle of the surgical waiting room with the blood of his forearm still faintly smeared across my cheek and watched the doors swing shut. The nurse had said the cut was deep but clean, that the tendon had been grazed but not severed, that the surgeon was good and the procedure should be straightforward. She had said all of it in the calm professional voice people used when they wanted the family to breathe. I had just nodded. Then I had sat down in the nearest plastic chair and tried to remember how to do exactly that. The waiting felt familiar in the worst way. First, Ethan and now, Noah. At seventeen I had sat in a different kind of institutional room and waited for an outcome I had already tried to shape with a statement that cost me everything clean about my own name. That night I had been alone. No one had brought coffee. No one had sat beside me and said my name like it still belonged to a person
NOAH'S POV The second the medic finished the temporary wrap I reached for her. Elena was already there. I pulled her in hard, one-armed, the injured forearm held stiff and away from her body so the blood would not ruin more of her clothes than it already had. She came without resistance. Her hands fisted in the front of my shirt immediately, gripping hard enough that the fabric pulled tight across my back. I could feel the fine tremor running through her arms. I could also feel the larger one running through mine—the adrenaline that had kept me on my feet in the annex was leaving in uneven waves, and the shaking came with it. I held on. She held back harder. For a long moment there was only the sound of radios, the low instructions of the officers still clearing the annex, and the rough edge of my own breathing against her hair. The cut on my forearm throbbed in time with my pulse. Blood had already soaked through the towel and the first layer of gauze. I did not look at it. I lo
ELENA’S POV I saw the blade before Noah did. It happened in the second after Jax’s shoulders had already started to collapse, after the security radios had begun to crackle in the hallway, after the worst of the confrontation seemed to have broken. Noah had turned partially toward me, one hand still open at his side. Jax was no longer blocking the door. The threat had looked finished. Then Jax’s right hand moved. Metal caught the light and I screamed his name. “Noah—!” He turned toward the sound of my voice instead of toward the blade. The decision cost him the clean angle he might have used to step back. The knife that had been meant for his face dragged instead across the outside of his left forearm as he brought the arm up on pure reflex. Blood came immediately running down the inside of his wrist and dripping onto the concrete in dark spots. He did not go down. He staggered half a step but his feet stayed under him. The knife clattered away when Jax tried to revers
NOAH'S POVI didn’t announce myself.The door to the old equipment annex was already cracked open, the hallway behind me empty. Most of the building had cleared out hours ago. The championship banners in the main corridor still smelled faintly of the celebration that had ended only the night before. None of that mattered now.I pushed the door wider with the flat of my hand and stepped inside.Jax spun around so fast the metal folding chair behind him scraped hard against the concrete floor. His face was pale under the harsh overhead light, eyes wide and already calculating exits. In the far corner of the room, Elena stood with her back against the wall. Her wrists weren’t bound, but the way Jax had positioned himself between her and the only door made the threat clear enough. One of his hands hovered near his jacket pocket. The other was raised slightly, as if he had been in the middle of telling her to stay quiet.The situation was stable. Just barely.“It’s over, Jax. They know eve
NOAH'S POV The knock on her door was soft and I knew she had heard it by all means.I stood in the dimly lit hallway of her dorm building, blood still drying on my hoodie, my split lip throbbing with every heartbeat. My knuckles burned where they’d split open against Jax’s face. I shouldn’t be her
NOAH'S POV The second Elena pulled that envelope from the bottom of Ethan’s locker, the entire world narrowed to a single white rectangle in her hands.I felt it before I even saw the name. That familiar sick twist in my gut. The one that never really went away no matter how many points I scored o
ELENA'S POVOkay so in my defense, I was exactly where I was supposed to be.I need that on record before anything else because knowing Noah he has already constructed a version of this story where I wandered into the middle of a live drill waving my camera around like I had a death wish, and I ref
ELENA’S POVI told myself I’d only wait five minutes, but that was an hour ago. Now I was standing in the corridor like a complete idiot, Noah’s varsity jacket folded too neatly in my arms, pretending I had a shred of dignity left. Every time the heavy doors at the end of the hallway groaned open,







