MasukMe? What did I do this time?
Her trembling finger shot in my direction. The room went silent again. All eyes on me. “She’s the one behind all of this!” My breath caught in my throat. All of what? “She’s lying!” the maid screamed, her voice breaking as tears streamed down her face. “She has always envied our lady! Always!” Gasps erupted. “She couldn’t stand that Lady Jeanine was loved and blessed and chosen!” I shook my head, each word striking like a whip. “Th–that's not tr—” “And today—today was her last day!” the maid cried hysterically. “So she tried to deceive the Crown Prince!” My heart stopped. What?! “Deceive…?” someone whispered. “Yes!” the second maid sobbed, clutching her chest. “She must have used some dark, forbidden method to fake a mate bond!” My legs grew weak. What kind of logic was that? Who fakes a mate bond? "Fake a mate bond? How is that possible?" someone who had a slight resemblance to my father asked. It was my father's brother. I'd seen him and other members of the Lesley family a lot in the temple. Only now did I realize that almost everyone in the Lesley family had arrived. The crowed had grown. I didn't even know when they arrived. Suddenly, the Priest of Nadrasei spoke, frowning, "The method of faking a mate bond is a spell that is native to the people of Azure Kingdom, but forbidden in our Naderlands Kingdom." He paused, his frown deepening. "However, the people of Azure comes for pilgrimage in the goddess temple once every year. They must have taught you the spell when toy were still a servant at the temple." All eyes rested on me, hot and vicious. My mouth opened and closed. I was unable to defend myself. True, many kingdoms came to Naderlands for pilgrimage every year, but I was never allowed to serve them, because the Oracle feared I'd jinx the visitors or cause trouble that could humiliate our kingdom. “A fake mate bond?!” “That’s treason!” “How dare she!” “No…” I shook my head weakly, stepping back. “That’s not–” They don't let me speak. “Isn’t it?” My brother's cold voice cut through the noise. He stepped forward, eyes blazing with fury and murderous intent as he looked at me like I was something rotten. “It all makes sense now.” My stomach dropped. “You knew you would die today, so you made a desperate gamble,” he continued. “You fabricated a mate bond with His Highness, the crown prince… knowing that if you succeeded, you could replace Jeanine and rise from your shame.” Murmurs of agreement rippled instantly. “Yes… that must be it…” “How scheming…” “Shameless!” "Malicious snake!" My ears rang. “I didn’t—” my voice came out hoarse, barely audible. “I didn’t do anything…” “That's why she wore rags today. To gain the Crown Prince's sympathy!” the maid who slapped me doubled down on the lies. “What? She has good clothes?” someone asked. “Yes. My lady gave her new clothes to wear, yet she chose to wear rags today.” I stood there, dumbfounded. I'd never seen something like this before. This level of lies and deceit being played so smoothly. It was clear that this was planned. But why? I was already going to be killed today. What was the point of all of these? My brother turned to the Crown Prince and bowed slightly. “Your Highness is truly wise,” he said smoothly. “To see through such a vile scheme.” All eyes shifted to him, to hear what he had to say. Would he really not investigate, not even a little? Would he condemn me, his mate, like everyone else had done? Mates were extraordinary. I heard that mates could feel each other’s emotions… their pain… their truth. So… why? Why was he looking at me like that? Like I was filth. My chest tightened so painfully I thought I might collapse. “Help me,” I whispered behind my veil, summoning courage to look him in the eyes, hoping he could hear me. His eyes were ocean blue. I could see the struggle in them, the frown of discomfort as he raked me with his eyes from head to toe. Perhaps, his wolf was rebelling. Even though some mates don't want each other, they still treated each other with respect and mercy. “Please, show me mercy, I'm your mate. You can feel my truth, right?” I pleaded, hoping he'd at least stand up for me. Just this once. Suddenly, Jeanine slipped from his arms. “No…” she whispered, shaking her head as tears streamed endlessly down her cheeks. She stumbled toward me, each step unsteady, her expression shattered with heartbreak. “My sister would never do something like that. Sister… is it true? Tell me they're lying.” Her voice trembled. Would she believe me if I told her they were lying? Wasn't she in cohort with all of them? Still, I had that urge to explain. To clear the name I didn't have, to seek my mate’s sympathy. Even if he didn't want me, I wished he'd believe me. That someone would finally take my side, just this once. “I—” “After everything I’ve done for you…” my sister cut me off before I could speak. “But I understand why you'd do so… Unfortunately, I do. And I'm the reason you turned this way.” She suddenly raised her dress and dropped to her knees before me. The entire hall went berserk. “My Lady!” “What is Lady Jeanine doing?!” “Sweetheart, you—” They rushed forward. Her maids tried to pull her up, but for some weird reasons, they couldn't get her to stand up. Perhaps, her wolf had overpowered them. Or they had planned another scheme again... “I’m so sorry!” she sobbed, hitting her forehead on the floor repeatedly while everyone screamed. “I’m sorry I was born the blessed one!” “I’m sorry you had to suffer all these years!” “I’m sorry Mother and Father were deceived and they didn't find you earlier on!" "I’m sorry you were hurt! I’m sorry you were alone!” Her voice cracked over and over again, raw and broken. However, I stood there, staring at her behind the veil. Even though this was all an act, I deserved this apology. “But… but I loved you genuinely…” she whispered weakly. Her forehead must be hurting because she stopped banging it on the floor. “I always loved you… I thought you loved me too…” My hands trembled. “So, why…?” she looked up at me, eyes full of pain. “Why did you do it…?” “I didn’t do anything!” for the first time in my life, I yelled. "You're—" “You still dare to lie?!” My father thundered. However, Jeanine wasn't done. She finally allowed her weeping maids help her up. “If my existence causes you this much pain…” her voice suddenly steadied. Something about her shifted. “Then I’ll disappear.” My blood froze. What was she trying to do? Before anyone could react, Jeanine yanked a golden hairpin from her hair. “Wait—!” But it was already too late. She drove it straight into the side of her neck. “JEANINE!” “MY LADY!” “LADY JEANINE!” "Cousin Sister!" Screams tore through the hall. Blood spilled instantly, staining her pale skin, dripping down her fingers like crimson ribbons. Time stopped. My vision blurred. My blood ran cold. “No… no…” The Crown Prince caught her before she hit the ground, his face completely drained of color. Earlier, he was just standing there, watching the chaos in confusion. Now, his stance was clear. “Are you insane?!” he roared, careful not to touch the hairpin that was half buried in her neck. Jeanine smiled weakly, blood coating her mouth as she tried to speak. “If I die…” she whispered faintly, her voice barely there, choking on blood. “She can finally have the life she thinks I stole from her…” tears ran down the side of her eyes. BANG! My brother kicked my stomach, sending me flying through the hall and slamming into the wall behind me. “You…” The Crown Prince’s voice came out low and deadly. Pain exploded through my body. I spat out blood, laying there and barely breathing, as I was unable to move. My stomach hurt. My bones were on fire. A kick from a powerful werewolf was nothing an ordinary human like me could endure. When I looked toward them, as they crowded around Jeanine, another stab of pain hit my chest and I spat another mouthful of blood. “You dare…” the crown prince continued slowly, his voice shaking with rage, “drive her to this point?” My heart shattered. A hollow, dull pain traveled up my throat. Tears welled up in my eyes. He rose with Jeanine in his arms. “I, Crown Prince Vince of Naderlands, reject you as my mate!” The hall froze. The air stilled. Someone sucked in air through their teeth. "This is the first time in centuries that a mate was rejected. She's truly unlucky." That person was right. Instead of rejection, the undesired female mate could be taken as a concubine or compensated in monetary value. The undesired male could live on with his unrequited love, or also be compensated in monetary value. A verbal rejection was the height of humiliation for a mate. “Accept the rejection!” my brother barked. “Or, are you scared that your little lie will be exposed?” another person chimed in. “That's right. The rejection wouldn't hurt if the mate bond was fabricated,” the priest explained. My fist clenched, because I knew it would hurt. I didn't fabricate anything. But how hurtful could it be? Stronger than what I've endured all my life? “I– I accept your rejection.” Something inside me snapped immediately. I folded as a scream ripped from my throat before I could stop it. It felt like my already battered heart was being torn open from the inside. I collapsed fully onto the floor, my fingers clawing at my chest as if I could tear the pain out. It burned. Everyone stared at me, stunned. “Make it stop… please—!” I choked, my body convulsing violently. Perhaps, it was this excruciating because I had no wolf. Or because I was already too weak. Gasps echoed around the hall. “The bond… was real…?” I saw a flicker of unease in the crown prince's eyes. However, someone scoffed, “She's a scheming witch. If she can fake a mate bond, she can definitely fake everything that pertains to it.” Another said, “She's probably taking advantage of the pain from Master Alfred's kick!” "Even now, she's not stopping her schemes. I hope this teach you all to know who you bring into your homes." "She truly is badluck." "She has committed all the sins in the book of deception!” "Just kill her already. She's a disgusting schemer!" My eyes blurred with tears and pain, I saw them point fingers at me, yelling over each other to have me killed. “Take Lady Jeanine to the healer,” The crown prince ordered, handing Jeanine to my brother. “I don't want to stain her sight with blood.” My brother carried my sister and rushed off with her maids and my mother. Lying on the floor, soaked in my own sweet and blood, I waited for my judgement. Would he kill me himself or let others do it?“I am the man they bow to,” he whispered. My breath caught in my throat. I wasn’t sure if it was from the words themselves or from the way he said them.As if there was no room for doubt. No space for denial.His breath brushed against my ear, warm, sending a strange shiver down my spine that had nothing to do with fear.“I am the authority that governs every voice within these walls,” he continued, his voice low, almost intimate.My fingers trembled at my sides, clenching and unclenching in a bid to not succumb to his alluring voice.“And I am the one who decides what is seen…” his fingers brushed against my arm, “…and what is never spoken of,” he finished softly, his touch lingering just long enough to make my breath falter.My heart pounded harder against my ribs.Not just from fear. But from the way his presence wrapped around me. Suffocating in a way that made it impossible to think clearly.I swallowed, trying to steady myself, trying to hold onto something—anything—that made s
“Milady,” they bowed. “We were instructed to bring your dinner here.” Then, they stepped in quietly, their footsteps soft against the polished floor. The scent of warm food drifted into the room, rich and comforting, completely at odds with the storm raging inside me.And then, there were blood replenishing tonics and strength boosting tea. I had seen them before, on my first night with Talahei. With Head Maid Lira’s instructions, they set the trays down and stepped aside. Their heads bowed low. Those carrying wooden containers filled with water, filled past, towards the wash room. Fifteen or so of them. Done, they all bowed, “Milady, enjoy your meal,” and left. The word echoed in my ears, louder than it should have been.My fingers curled slightly at my sides, my breath catching in my throat as I stared at them leave, in a straight line, unable to process what I was seeing.This wasn’t right.Nothing about this was right.Why were they acting like this was normal? Why wasn’t a
My fingers tightened against his chest. Even though no one said a word, the silence was louder than any accusation.They knew I was cheating on their master. Or… worse… they accepted it. And I didn’t understand why.Or maybe Talahei had promised them something they couldn't refuse. Maybe Talahei had stolen power with the Grand Preceptor in seclusion. And everyone now answered to him. That must be it. By the time we stepped out of the long corridor, the evening sun was slowly starting to descend. “Talahei…” I tried again, softer this time, my voice strained. “Where are you taking me?”“You’ll see.” That was all he said.No explanation. He didn’t stop walking.He didn't even acknowledge the chaos brewing inside me.Before I could protest again, we reached the stables.My breath hitched.Horses.The smell of hay, sweat, damp wood… and something else beneath it all hit me first, clawing at my throat and dragging me somewhere I never wanted to return to.My body reacted before my mind
My scream died the moment I realized that I wasn't falling. I was in the air. Caught in his strong arms. My breath came out in short, uneven bursts. “What are you doing? Put me—” The word barely left my lips when he leaned into my neck, planting a soft kiss there. “Haven't you missed your husband, Milady?” My entire body went rigid. Slowly… painfully slowly… I turned my head. And froze. “…you,” I whispered. Up close, there was no mistaking his gorgeous features but that wasn't the point. How could he claim to be my husband? Had he lost his mind? Wasn't he scared of what people would say if they saw him holding the Grand Preceptor’s wife like this? My heart slammed violently against my ribs. “You…” My fingers curled against his chest, pushing weakly against him. “Put me down.” He didn’t. If anything, his hold tightened slightly, as if amused by the lack of strength behind my resistance. “That’s no way to greet your husband,” he murmured, his breath warm agains
It was Hugo.“Have you been avoiding me or just playing hard to get?”He stood a few steps away, hands loosely behind his back, posture relaxed in a way that didn’t match the sharpness in his eyes.It had been five months since I last saw him, yet that smugness, that arrogant air, was still etched into him like it had never left.I remained silent.Not even sparing him a glance.And that, apparently, annoyed him more than any words ever could.His jaw tightened.“It’s been five months,” he continued. “Five months since I was assigned to be around you, yet this is the first time we meet?”I could feel his eyes moving over me, sizing me up like I was something he had been ordered to watch rather than a person.“Need I remind you why I’m here?” he added, voice sharpening. “Do you honestly think I want to be stuck on this forsaken island with you forever?”Still, I said nothing.Not a reaction. Not a breath wasted on him.That silence made his irritation deepen.He exhaled sharply.“In ca
Nanny Hagar’s voice cut through my thoughts again, sharper this time, laced with impatience. “You’ve yet to respond.” “I heard you,” I said lazily, my body still swaying gently with the swing. “I just didn’t feel the need to answer.” Her silence stretched, tense and heavy. Her face morphed with anger. “You’re becoming insolent.” I ignored her again. For someone who couldn't talk back five months again, the changes seemed to be much for her to accept. “With how little the blood we've been sending back has become, it would be unfortunate if the temple had to come here themselves.” My heart skipped for a moment. “They wouldn’t dare.” “Wouldn’t they?” she asked, scoffing. “Do you think the Grand Tutor would stop them? For you?” Silence. That question…I had asked myself the same thing more times than I could count. Would he? Would the man who had not shown his face since he married me, protect me? My gaze lowered slightly. “I am his wife,” I said, though th
Days passed. Weeks passed. Now, five months. I've subconsciously blended in. Even though my marriage wasn't looking so promising, the Grand Preceptor’s servant and guards still treated me with utmost respect. Except, you know who. “Lady Jeanine, it's the end of the full moon in ten d
The door opened and closed. There was silence at first, then I heard his footsteps approaching. My palms felt clammy.Each step he took sounded louder than it should have. It pressed against my nerves like a heavy weight.I held my breath, my gaze fixed on my hands resting on my lap. I did not dar
I spent the rest of the day contemplating how the night would be. The Grand Preceptor still hadn't seen me yet. I'd asked Head Maid Lira about him and she smiled, telling me he'd see me soon. Sitting quietly by the window, I watched the Linnea garden. The way they danced softly to the wind, for
Sitting in the dining hall, I watched the maids continuously place dishes before me. Most of which I had never seen before. The long table seemed to stretch endlessly, its polished surface quickly disappearing beneath porcelain dishes, silver trays, and carved bowls that carried the scent of warm







