Lila.
Jace didn’t slow as he strode past us down the corridor, his broad shoulders cutting through the air like he owned it. His gaze never touched me at least, not in any way I could prove but for a split second, as he passed… I swore something invisible brushed against my skin. I swallowed hard, my fingers tightening on the strap of my bag. By the time I blinked, he was gone, leaving only silence and the faint echo of his boots against the floor. “Lila.” I turned, startled. He was still there… kael. He hadn’t moved an inch, his eyes were still locked on my face… like he was waiting for me to say something, or for me to bolt. “Sorry for asking but…. Can I help you though?” I slowly spoke as I stared back at Kael. “You don’t have to be scared,” he said gently. “Not of me.” The words twisted something deep inside me. My lips parted before I could stop them. “Then… why?” His head tilted. “Why what?” “Why are you outside the girls bathroom?” My voice came out fragile, but it was the only question I could choke out. Kael’s jaw shifted like he was debating something. Then he smiled faintly, almost sad. “Because I had to know.” My pulse jumped, my heart skyrocketed. “Know what?” “That you’re real.” The floor felt like it tilted under me. “What…?” But then he cut me off with a soft shake of his head. “Forget it. I already confirmed what I needed to know.” Before I could say anything, before I could demand answers, Kael stepped back. For one moment, his gaze lingered on mine, warm and almost… protective. Then he turned and walked away… And just like that I was alone again. My chest clenched. Why did that feel like losing something I didn’t even have? The air shifted again but this time it wasn’t because of a handsome hockey captain walking by… no, this time it felt ominous… like I was being watched, but there was no one in sight. By the time I got to class, Kael’s words were still tangled inside me. “…I had to know you’re real.” What did that even mean? Real? Of course I was real. But the way he said it, like I was something rare, something impossible… it left my thoughts spinning. I repeated my mantra under my breath as I slid into the back row: ‘Low profile, no trouble.. be.. Invisible.’ The rest of the day dragged on although I kept expecting Kael to show up again, maybe even explain himself, but he didn’t. He disappeared just as suddenly as he had appeared, and I was left clutching the fragile warmth of his smile like it was a stolen light. By the final bell, my nerves were fried and tired. I ducked the crowded hallway, cutting through the side staircase that led toward the library wing. No one ever used it… too drafty, too far from the main building. Perfect for being unseen. But halfway down, the air changed. That same cold edge…. Heavy, sharp, alive. I immediately froze at the landing. He was there. Jace. Leaning against the wall like he’d been waiting all along, arms crossed, dark eyes fixed on me. My books pressed tighter to my chest. “You— ” What the hell was going on today? First Brielle and her obnoxious character then Kael and now him… “Well, hello Lila.” His voice cut clean, low and dangerous. The words slammed into me harder than Kael’s ever had. My throat closed, but my body wouldn’t move. “I… what… ” My voice cracked. “You’re.. ” “Don’t say my name.” His eyes narrowed, and for a second I swore they burned. “Names have power. Yours most of all… ironically.” My knees nearly gave out. He stepped closer, the stairwell suddenly too small, too silent. Every footfall echoed through me like a command. “You should’ve stayed hidden,” Jace murmured, his voice dipping lower. “But it’s too late now.” My chest heaved. “Stay hidden?… I don’t understand… ” “You will… sooner than you think.” My head tilted in confusion, but suddenly I froze as I felt his shadow cover me, I raised my head in shock, and something more shocking happen. His lips pressed on mine. Warm, sharp, and possessive. My eyes widened in shock as his eyes bore into mine and I swear I saw it change. His eyes contained emotions that couldn't be separated. Was that Possessiveness, madness, protectiveness, longing and hope I see in his eyes? But…Why?! “Lila…”He whispered softly. Then suddenly, the air around us thickened, “You’re mine!” And then before I could blink… he was gone. Just… gone. The cold, the weight of him, all ripped from the air as if he had never been there. My body trembled hard, my lips still cold and my head spark with fire. What the hell just happen?! He kissed me..? Jace kissed me?! My books spilled from my arms as I let out a breath I never knew I had been holding, pages scattering across the stone steps. Kael’s words rang in my ears. “I had to know you’re real.” And Jace’s voice followed, colder, darker… “You should’ve stayed hidden.” “You’re mine!” My fingers trembled as I scrambled to pick them up, but my body just wouldn’t stop shaking and then I froze as my eyes widened in shock and disbelief… My body freezed, I felt there was fire burning inside my heart. Painful and… “Urgggh..!”Lila.Jace didn’t slow as he strode past us down the corridor, his broad shoulders cutting through the air like he owned it. His gaze never touched me at least, not in any way I could prove but for a split second, as he passed… I swore something invisible brushed against my skin. I swallowed hard, my fingers tightening on the strap of my bag.By the time I blinked, he was gone, leaving only silence and the faint echo of his boots against the floor.“Lila.”I turned, startled. He was still there… kael. He hadn’t moved an inch, his eyes were still locked on my face… like he was waiting for me to say something, or for me to bolt.“Sorry for asking but…. Can I help you though?” I slowly spoke as I stared back at Kael.“You don’t have to be scared,” he said gently. “Not of me.”The words twisted something deep inside me. My lips parted before I could stop them. “Then… why?”His head tilted. “Why what?”“Why are you outside the girls bathroom?” My voice came out fragile, but it was the on
Lila. “Arghhh” I groaned out in pure utter frustration. The laughter still echoed in my head long after the gym doors had shut behind me. Their sharp voices yet low voices, their mocking smiles and the way they stared at me like I was some sort of alien… it clung to me like smoke. I didn’t follow the other girls to the locker room. I couldn’t... Not with the way Brielle’s glares burned and drilled deep holes in my back and the way the squad buzzed around her like vultures who had scented blood. Instead, I quietly ducked into the girls’ bathroom, shutting the door quietly behind me. “Inner peace” I slowly mumbled as I stared at the mirror in front of me scanning myself. My reflection in the mirror looked pale, nervous and frustrated. She looked like a complete stranger. I gently leaned against the sink, gripping its cold edge before I splashed water on my face as I really need to cool off ‘Why did they look at me like that?’ I wondered to myself. As if on cue, my chest tigh
Lila.“Stop it!” Brielle’s sharp voice cut through the gym, snapping me out of my already messed up rhythm. My feet wobbled mid-spin, and I nearly toppled over but I was quick to stabilize my movement so my fall wouldn’t be too painful.“Arghh! Shameful! You’ve already made a mistake. Now get back to the side… Let someone else go first!” she angrily ordered, her eyes burning with disdain. And immediately, a chorus of snickers rose from the cheer squad. My face became red with embarrassment and I pressed my palms to the floor, trying to steady myself, but the laughter stung, echoing in my ears. “Ohhh… Not Suprise,” Brielle muttered, smirking at my clumsiness. “Clearly, you’re better at watching and dodging a ball than actually performing.”I quickly scrambled to my knees, swallowing my embarrassment as every part of my body screamed at me to vanish… to disappear.The hockey boys began to move towards us and Brielle’s smirk disappeared. She straightened her back and tried to recla
Lila. The gym smelled of polished wood and faint sweat, a smell that somehow seemed sacred here at Northvale Academy. I hugged my books closer as I stepped inside, forcing myself to breathe normally. My heart raced anyway. This was it.. the first real introduction to the cheer squad and, indirectly, to the hockey teams I’d supposedly be “supporting.” “Oh heavens be my strength” I slowly whispered… I had spent the last couple of days keeping my head down, following Aunt Margaret’s rule to blend in and be invisible. And now here I was, about to be scrutinized by the school’s most popular girls, while Mr. Leo stood beside me, grinning like nothing could go wrong when everything was already going wrong. “Everyone, quiet down!” his voice rang, piercing through the chatter. He clapped his hands once, his enthusiasm vibrating across the gym. “I’d like you to meet our promising members .” The cheer squad collectively groaned. Brielle, the cheer captain, shot me another look sharp e
Lila.The whistle blew, sharp and final, and the crowd roared.The hockey team had scored the last point, and the energy in the field was explosive.Students shot up from the bleachers, clapping, shouting, high-fiving each other. Everyone seemed to belong. Everyone except me...I pulled my bag a little bit closer to my side and pushed myself to my feet. The game had been fun to watch, sure… but sitting alone while the others laughed in their groups and gangs made the noise feel emptier, like I was an intruder at someone else’s home.Maybe that was my fault, but then… it was safer this way.I slowly moved towards the exit with my head down as I tried my best to act invisible as much as I could when the air around me shifted. A collective gasp rippled loudly through the field.And I turned… just in time to see the hockey ball flying towards me. Fast…. Too fast.My body immediately reacted before my brain could register my next move. A sharp sidestep, a half-turn, my hand brushing the