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120 - I Hope You Feel It

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Salvatore;

I blink at him in silence as his words replay in my head. A swarm of emotions that are stronger than my heart hit me, and I can feel the pain in my chest.

“W-what?”

I mutter, and he breaks down again.

“I’m sorry… I’m sorry… I’m… I… Sal, I'm sorry…” He sobs, and I don’t know what to do.

I don’t know how to feel.

At first, I feel betrayed, but then again… I’ve also kissed Lucas.

Why did David kiss him? What is going on between them? Is… is David gravitating towards Lucas? Is he… is he r
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PKQueen1
For some strange reason, I hate that Sal has to share his love between Lucas and David. I wanted Sal and David together only. This just makes me feel like Sal will never truly live any of them and it’ll give him an excuse to step aside and let them fall in love so he wouldn’t have to say I love you
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Lorrain Wolfe
I just find it weird how Lucas tells Sal all of a sudden that he loves him and makes a move and now he's made a move on David and made him feel he's done wrong. About time David catches Lucas and Sal at it and realizes they both lied
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Erica Boeh
sal needs to suck it up, tell David he loves him and that he also kissed Lucas and doesn't want to lose either one of them
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