Se connecterElara's POV
The rest of the day blurred into steam, blood, and the rhythmic thud of a butcher’s knife.
I prepped dozens of steaks, hauled heavy crates of vegetables, and washed more dishes than I could count.
My back throbbed where the whip had struck, the salt-thick kitchen air making every cut burn.
By the time the last tray was cleaned and the kitchen fell silent, the moon was already high.
Night.
I shook my head, clearing the haze of exhaustion. I was getting ahead of myself.
The Blood Moon wasn’t tonight; it was still two weeks away.
Two weeks until my eighteenth birthday.
I leaned against the heavy wooden prep table, staring through the small, barred window at the silver glow of the waxing moon.
In any other pack, the Alpha’s daughter would be preparing for a grand debut, choosing silks and lace to celebrate her transition into adulthood.
For me, the only hope I had left was the mate bond.
“Just two more weeks,” I whispered to the empty kitchen. “Please, Moon Goddess… let my mate be kind. Let him be someone who will take me away from this miserable fate. Anywhere but here.”
Escaping Silver Ridge was my only choice.
I couldn’t survive another year as a ghost in my own home.
“Are you daydreaming again, you lazy brat?”
The voice sliced through the silence like a jagged blade.
I flinched violently, my body reacting before my mind could process who it was.
In my panic, my arm swept across the counter, knocking over a heavy iron pot of boiling water I had just removed from the stove.
The scalding liquid splashed over my left hand and wrist.
“Aaghh!”
The scream died in my throat as the searing heat hit my skin. I staggered back, clutching my arm, the pain so intense it turned my vision white.
“Look at you! Now you’ve made a mess of the floor I just saw you cleaning!” The head cook, a woman with a heart as cold as the meat lockers, marched toward me.
She didn’t look at my red, blistering skin. She only looked at the puddle on the floor.
“Get a cloth and dry it up before I tell the Beta’s wife you’re being destructive. Move!”
I bit my tongue, the metallic taste of blood filling my mouth as I fought the urge to cry out.
My hand throbbed with a rhythmic, burning pulse, but I didn’t dare reach for the cold-water tap.
With my good hand, I grabbed a rag and dropped to my knees, once again at floor level.
As I wiped up the hot water, my tears finally escaped, dripping into the mess I was cleaning.
Two weeks. I just had to survive two more weeks.
*****
As much as I prayed for time to move quickly, it stretched into an agonizing crawl.
Every second was a new test of my endurance.
“Move it, girl! The Alpha’s table doesn’t wait for Omegas!” the head maid shrieked, shoving a heavy silver platter of roasted meat into my blistered hands.
My head throbbed, and the steam rising from the platters made the air thick and suffocating.
I felt like I was going to faint, my legs trembling beneath me, but I forced myself into the dining hall.
I had to serve them. I had to stand there and watch the perfect family.
Alpha Vance sat at the head of the table, laughing at something Kaelith had said, while my mother, Luna Vance, looked at the adopted girl with eyes full of warmth, a warmth I hadn’t felt in a decade.
They looked so happy.
So loving.
So complete.
And then there was me.
The shadow in the corner.
Once the serving was done, I was permitted to sit at the far end of the long table, the Omega’s seat.
My appetite vanished the moment I looked at the food.
Across from me, the younger pack children made distorted faces, snickering under their breath.
One boy deliberately tipped his water glass, letting the liquid spill across the wood and soak into the sleeve of my tattered shirt.
He grinned, his eyes gleaming with a cruelty he’d learned from the adults.
They only did it when the Alphas weren’t looking, and I knew better than to speak up.
No one would listen to my side; they would only punish me for “causing trouble.”
“Kaelith, that defensive maneuver you mastered today was flawless,” my father’s voice boomed, drowning out the clatter of silverware. “To celebrate, I’ve ordered a custom-made silver blade for you. You are the future this pack needs.”
“She’s a natural,” one of the elders added, patting Kaelith’s hand. “A true credit to the Vance name.”
The praise hit me like a physical blow.
Combined with the searing pain in my burned hand and the ache in my chest, it was too much.
I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t stay in a room where the air was filled with love for an outsider and nothing but coldness for me.
I rose quietly, keeping my head bowed so no one would see the tears blurring my vision, and slipped away into the shadows of the hallway.
My footsteps were silent as I retreated to the only place where I was allowed to exist.
My room was nothing more than a converted storage closet in the cellar—cold, damp, and smelling of old stone. As soon as the door clicked shut, the dam broke.
I collapsed onto my thin cot, burying my face in a moth-eaten pillow to muffle the sound. I cried until my body shook with deep, racking sobs, until my eyes were swollen and my throat raw.
‘Is this all I am?’ I wondered, clutching my burned hand to my chest. ‘A placeholder in my own bloodline? A ghost waiting for a life that was stolen before it even began?’
I thought of Kaelith’s new silver blade and the way my mother had tucked a stray lock of hair behind the girl’s ear.
They hadn’t even noticed I’d left the table.
If I died in this cellar tonight, they wouldn’t find me until the morning chores went unfinished.
“Please,” I whispered into the darkness, my voice a broken thread. “If there is any justice in the stars, let my mate be the one person who doesn’t look through me. Let him be my door out of this hell. I don’t need a king. I don’t need a crown. I just need to be seen.”
With that final, desperate plea clinging to my heart, I drifted off, the cold dampness of the cellar seeping into my bones.
Elara’s PovVarick’s voice was a low, steady anchor. He stepped toward me, his shadow falling over me not as a threat, but as a shield. He reached out, his thumb catching the tear on my cheek before it could fall. His skin was warm, his touch as careful as if he were handling the most fragile glass in his study."Look at me," he commanded softly.I forced my eyes to meet his. The shock I had seen earlier was gone, replaced by a simmering, protective heat."It is not your fault that they tried to starve your mind just as they starved your body," he said, each word heavy with the weight of a vow. "But those days are dead, Elara. In the Vanguard, we do not hide knowledge. We do not keep our people in the dark."He didn't pull his hand away. His touch grounded me, and my breathing finally began to even out."I will find you a tutor," he continued. "Someone patient. Someone who knows that a brilliant mind sometimes just needs a different map. It’s okay. You aren't in that hallway anym
Elara’s PovAfter the flurry of introductions and tasting nearly every dish in the kitchen, I finally pulled away from the warmth of the hearth. My stomach was full, and my heart felt even fuller, but as the crowd settled back into their rhythmic chores, I realized the towering shadow that usually anchored me was gone.I turned in a slow circle, scanning the courtyard. The stone pillar where he had been leaning was empty."Looking for the Alpha, Miss Elara?" one of the guards near the heavy iron gates asked. He wasn't standing stiffly like the guards at Silver Ridge; he had a relaxed posture and a genuine smile."Yes," I said, a slight flush creeping up my neck. "I... I didn't see him leave.""He headed toward the west wing about twenty minutes ago," the guard replied, gesturing toward the main keep. "He’s in his study. Said he had pack business to attend to now that he’s sure you’re in good hands.""Thank you," I said, giving him a small nod.As I walked away, the hushed voices of
Elara’s PovI took a deep breath, slipping my hand into the crook of Varick’s massive arm. The warmth of his skin seeped through my sleeve, giving me the courage to step past the threshold of my room for the first time as a free woman.As we descended the winding stone stairs, the silence of the residential wing was replaced by a distant, rhythmic thrumming. It sounded like a heartbeat, a symphony of clanging metal, laughter, and the unmistakable sizzle of fire."The courtyard and the kitchens," Varick rumbled, noticing my ears perk up. "It is the busiest hour. Are you ready?""I think so," I whispered.We stepped through a set of wide archways, and I gasped. The courtyard was a hive of chaotic life, but it was the kitchen wing, visible through a series of open-air serving windows, that stopped me dead. At Silver Ridge, the kitchen was a place of misery, a cramped, smoky box where two or three exhausted Omegas slaved over massive pots while being screamed at for not being fast eno
Elara’s PovMorning light spilled into the room, no longer a harsh reminder of a day’s labor, but a warm invitation.I had woken early, my body feeling lighter than it had in years. I had even braved the en-suite washroom, a marvel of heated water and scented soaps that left my skin smelling of mountain lilies. Now, I sat on the edge of the bed, hair damp and brushed smooth, wearing a fresh tunic of pale cream. I was watching dust motes dance in the sun when a firm, familiar knock sounded against the door."Elara? May I come in?"My heart gave a small, happy skip. "Yes! Please, come in."The door swung open, and Varick stepped inside. He looked as imposing as ever in his dark leathers, but his eyes softened the moment they landed on me. Sora followed close behind, her medical kit in hand and a wide, knowing smile on her face."Good morning, little wolf," Varick rumbled, his gaze raking over me to ensure I was truly as well as I looked. "You look... rested.""I am," I said. For th
Elara’s PovAs time went on, I found myself lost in the rhythm of their voices. Miri was a natural storyteller, her hands flying through the air as she recounted mishaps in the palace kitchen or the time a young pup had tracked blue dye through the Alpha’s private study.For the first time in years, the weight in my chest loosened. I didn't just smile; I laughed. It was a small, rusty sound at first, but as Sora joined in with her dry wit, I felt a spark of genuine warmth. They were so normal, so easy, and for a few blissful minutes, they made me forget I was a girl with no wolf and a broken past.The fear that usually dictated my every breath had retreated into the darkness, replaced by the light of the garden.After hours of lighthearted chatter and more food than I had eaten in an entire month at Silver Ridge, Sora and Miri began to gather their things. The sky had deepened into a rich, velvety indigo, studded with stars that looked like spilled diamonds."The hour has caught u
Elara’s PovThe walk to the gardens felt like stepping into a dream I hadn't yet earned.As Varick led me through the corridors of the Citadel, I couldn't stop my head from turning. My eyes stayed wide, drinking in the majesty of the building. Unlike the cold, sterile marble of Silver Ridge, this place was crafted from dark stone, warm timber, and ancient soul. Towering arches reached toward the sky, and every flickering torch seemed to whisper stories of old heroes."It’s... beautiful," I breathed, my voice echoing faintly against the stone.Varick looked down at me, a flicker of pride in his icy gaze. "My mother cultivated these gardens herself," he said, his voice softening. "It is considered one of the finest in the North."As we stepped through the heavy doors, the scent hit me first: a dizzying, wonderful perfume of night-blooming jasmine, pine, and wild berries. It was so fresh, so alive. I had never smelled anything so clean."It’s perfect," I whispered, a flutter of gen







