I thought I wouldn't have to see Igor for the rest of the night but it seems I was proved wrong. He just never disappoints. He comes into the room fully dressed, which makes me wonder if he has a separate hotel room and simply did that to torture me. I wouldn't put it past him. I don't sit up in bed when I see him. "If you're up for it, we can have dinner together," he begins, which takes me off-guard completely. "I believe there is much we can discuss before we return to New York." "I don't think there's anything we can talk about," I say, not missing a beat. "And I'm not up for to but thank you for asking." Igor narrows his eyes at me and then adds, "I only asked to be courteous. If anything, this is further evidence that you're the one making things more complicated than they have to be. Be downstairs in thirty minutes or you'll be carried there. And in case you were wondering, no, not by me." I grit my teeth as I watch him walk out. I don't think there is anyone in the world
We're back in New York and I have to say that I'm beyond relieved. Too much happened in LA and frankly, I can't say that I made any good memories there. Being harassed in the club by some stranger and then having to deal with Igor ruined everything for me, and since that was all that happened, I think it's safe to say that the trip was terrible. Igor has me dropped off at the apartment before he goes to work. He doesn't mention my job so I assume I don't have to go in today. I wouldn't have either, not with the jet lag that's killing me. What I need is sleep. Hubert greets me at the door. He sends me up to the room with a hot bowl of soup and I'm beyond grateful. He is the best person in this place and I'm glad I have him on my side. I sleep for a few hours and wake up just in time for dinner, but what I don't expect is the penthouse being this full with people. Hubert is standing by the stairs and immediately climbs the few steps to meet me. I ask, "What's going on?" "It's Leo's
I wish I could find it in me to get out of bed and go to work like I did last time. He didn't give any order for me to go there today. Frankly, I'm starting to think that he gave up on the idea as soon as Boris whisked me away that day. He only took me to LA because he knew Boris wouldn't be there. What I want is to maintain what I started, which is proving to him that he doesn't have all that control over me. Today, however, I'm just not up for it. I don't want to do anything apart from lying in bed and thinking about life. The good news is that Leo has moved out. It seems Igor was serious about him getting out. According to Hubert, this happens at least once a year so he doesn't believe it's anything permanent, but to me it comes as a shocker because I know why he left. Did Igor really kick him out because of what he said to me? It was a tasteless joke but I don't think it warranted such a drastic reaction. Either way, I won't be seeing much of him and it's a relief. Being aroun
I’m still in the same tragic mood when we get back to the apartment. I’ve gotten a hold of my emotions but this isn’t something that I’m easily going to get over. I start to go up the room but I hear Igor say, “Clara, a minute please.”I pause and then turn my head and see him standing by his office’s door. His expression is unreadable so I don’t know what he wants from me. I have no choice but to obey and he steps aside to let me enter. He then closes the door and moves around me to get behind his desk. I get a whiff of tobacco and his musky perfume. He sits down, his icy eyes still on my face, and says, “I’m aware of what happened at the café.”I wonder who told him but I’m not concerned. I had no control over what happened. I can’t decide who I come across. Igor arches a brow. “You’re not going to say anything?”“What can I say?” I ask dryly. “Do you want me to confirm it? I did see her at the coffee shop. What about it?”I’m genuinely confused. I don’t know what he wants from
We’re on the way to the mountains and I can barely believe that I’ve tagged along. There are times when I seriously doubt my decision. It’s clear that they’ve been doing this for a long time as a family and I feel like I have no place here. It’s hard for me to join in on their conversations and most of the time, I don’t want to. However, every time I look out the window and take in the scenery, I realize I’m glad I’ve come. We’ve only ever been to a trip like this once, and I was much younger at the time. Dad just never had time and my mother didn’t like such trips. I remember her complaining the whole time and I guess he decided it wasn’t worth the trouble. I never forgot it, though, and now I’m reminded of that trip. Although it’ll be painfully awkward with the Makárovs, I’ll endure it. There’s no driver today; it’s just the four of us. Igor is on the wheel, Ivan is on the passenger’s seat, and Anastasia is seated beside me. She hasn’t said a word to me since we got in the car a
As promised, I’m ready in thirty minutes. There’s an animated chatter coming from downstairs so I know that the guests have arrived. I take a deep breath before going downstairs and entering the kitchen, where everyone is standing and talking. Igor is the first to catch my eye. I watch him appraise me before making his way to my side. There are butterflies in my stomach, for some reason. Perhaps it’s a fight or flight reaction to watching him walk toward me. “I want to introduce you to them,” he tells me before taking my hand and taking me to the kitchen. He drops it as soon as we reach the group, so I don’t have to do it, but I see Anastasia’s eyes on us before he does, and when she looks at my face, I can’t help but feel embarrassed. “This is Clara,” Igor introduces. “My fiancée.”The guests consist of an elderly couple and a younger man who is the spitting image of the older one. I assume that they’re a family and that the young man is their son. The woman steps forward and pl
I’m shocked to see him standing there. “Mason?”“I couldn’t sleep,” he tells me. “I thought I’d come here to check on you and see if you were up for a talk.”I have a terrible feeling about this. I don’t think it would be right to let him into my room this late at night. When he catches my facial expression, he says, “I’m sorry. That was stupid of me. I shouldn’t have come.” He pauses and then adds, “There are just times when I get so sick of not having anyone to talk to. You’re the first person who’s talked to me with genuine interest in a long time.”“Oh,” I say before lowering my eyes. “I should go,” he tells me. “I’m sorry for disturbing you. Good night, Clara.”“You could come in for a few minutes,” I say as he turns his back to me. I regret the words as soon as they leave my lips but there’s no taking them back. “I’d really appreciate that,” he says before walking past me. I close the door and turn around to face him. I haven’t closed the blinds yet—I was planning on sleeping
My face remains warm throughout the hike. When I imagined it, I thought we’d split up or something. I’d try to avoid Igor and actually enjoy the day. However, things are quite different. We’re all in one big group and walking in the same direction. Anastasia is in the lead and Ivan is behind her with Mason’s parents, and I’m behind them with Igor. I’m walking ahead of him but it doesn’t help that I can feel his eyes on the back of my head, drilling holes in me. This situation is getting out of hand and I don’t know what to do anymore. I wish things could go back to being what they were because it was easier that way. Faking politeness wasn’t at all necessary, and we didn’t have to act like we got along. The problem is that I can’t even avoid him or be cold to him because it’ll be without reason and I’ll seem like the crazy one. I don’t want to have to look bad because of him, and so we’ll keep playing this game until he breaks character. So far, it feels like it will never happen