ANMELDENAnya’s POV
“Who the hell are you?” His voice was low, harsh, and utterly devoid of any recognition. It was the voice of a man in deep, silent agony, and yet, it still held that same imperious rock-star authority.
“My name is Anya,” I said, walking slightly further into the room, ensuring I was visible. “I’m the new Personal Assistant. Ethan Cole hired me. I start… now.”
Finally, slowly, he raised his head. His eyes—those stormy, green-gray eyes that could look either like a misty morning or a gathering storm—fixed on me.
It took him only a fraction of a second to piece it together. The shape of my face, the familiar high cheekbones, the undeniable, unwanted connection. His eyes widened, not with surprise, but with immediate, chilling hostility, like a fuse being lit. The silence that followed felt like an explosion waiting to happen.
The glass in his hand slammed down hard on the side table, rattling loudly against the heavy wood.
“Anya fucking Sharma,” he hissed, the name sounded more like a curse on his tongue. “My supposed father’s leech of a daughter?! Ethan hired you?” he chuckled, gulping down a large content of his drink, befor continuing.
“You’ve been publicly wishing death on my career for years. And now you’re here to fetch my ibuprofen? Did he run out of qualified sycophants?”
The insult, specifically targeting my deceased father and the circumstances of my childhood, landed like a physical blow. The heat rose in my chest, threatening to ignite my control. He was every bit the arrogant monster I had spent years condemning.
I met his gaze, refusing to flinch. The money, the NGO, the mission. They were my shield.
“I’m here to fulfill a contractual obligation, Kai. Just like you are, by continuing this tour. My business is strictly professional.” I crossed my arms, mimicking his guarded posture.
“I’m here to manage your schedule and keep this tour functioning. If you require anything, you’ll find my number on the duty chart. Just consider me furniture, slightly less comfortable than this chaise lounge, but hopefully more functional.”
His body shifted, and he leaned forward, his bare arms resting on his knees, his good hand gripping his thigh. The sight of his immobilized, left hand was sobering, driving home the reality of his predicament. He couldn’t play his music, well, and that was clearly his greatest torment.
“Furniture that smells like deceit,” he spat, his voice dangerously low, like a low cello note filled with malice. “Tell me, Critic. Did your father put you up to this? Did he tell you to sneak on board so you can finally get the dirt you need to run your disgusting little smear blog? Did he get a cut of Ethan’s money? Do you still think I was drunk when I crashed?”
The accusation of my father’s involvement, a suspicion that always lay dormant in my mind, a ghost whispering that my father used me, stung like salt in a fresh wound. And the insult about the crash. I watched his face closely, searching for any flicker of guilt, any hesitation that suggested he was hiding something about the accident. There was nothing but pure, unadulterated contempt for me.
“My father has nothing to do with this,” I lied smoothly, maintaining the rigid mask of professionalism. “I took this job because it was an incredible offer. End of story. My ethics are my own, and right now, they’re governed by the ironclad confidentiality agreement I signed. I’m legally your servant, not your enemy. Try to remember that.”
“No,” he corrected, pushing himself upright slightly, his stare boring into me.
“The end of your story is ruining everything you touch. You are a poisonous pathetic distraction, Anya. And you will be confined to the kitchen and the bunk. If you cross this threshold again without my express command, you will be fired, and you will lose the money you’re clearly desperate for.”
He gestured to the door with his good hand. “Now get out. And don’t forget to knock before you deliver the slop. Your new job description is ‘silent and subservient.’ Try to keep up.”
I turned, my jaw aching from how tightly I was clenching it. He was every bit the arrogant, entitled monster I had written about for years. The brief pang of sympathy I had felt the night before was instantly vaporized by his contempt.
As I stepped out and closed the thick door behind me, I pressed my back against the wall of the corridor, breathing hard. He was right. I was desperate.
Was this truly worth it? Being insulted, demeaned, and serving the man whose existence was a blight on my memory of my mother—all for money? The humiliation was immediate and crushing. I felt sick, physically ill with the compromise I had just made.
The image of the bright, shining building of the North Star Foundation wavered in my mind, fighting against the ugly, visceral feeling of having been called a “leech-daughter” by the one person who knew the true context of that title.
Thirty days, I told myself, only thirty days. I reached into my messenger bag, touching the familiar sheaf of North Star documents. This wasn’t just a PA job. This was a war of attrition, and my moral center was taking heavy fire.
I needed air. I needed to escape the purple mood lighting of the bus. I needed to remember why I was here. I walked stiffly down the corridor, past the bunks and the galley kitchen, heading toward the front lounge.
As I reached the midpoint of the bus, Ethan Cole stepped out of the crew mess area. He was in a perfectly tailored dark suit, looking impossibly pristine and composed, a stark contrast to the angry, half-naked wreck I had just left.
I walked past him, my face rigid with barely contained fury. He didn’t say a word, just watched me go, his lips forming the slightest, almost imperceptible shake of his head—a silent acknowledgment of the chaos I had just experienced.
I stopped dead on my track, realizing I had just walked past the most important man in my mission. I turned just as Ethan Cole entered the private area where Kai was.
My breath hitched. He wasn’t just observing, he was a major key player in this and probably the closest thing to a friend Kai has.
Oh yes! Fuck yes!
I was definitely going back to eavesdrop on what Kai had to say about me. And, perhaps more importantly, what Ethan had to say about Kai. The humiliation Kai dealt me provided the fuel for a spectacular relapse of my journalistic impulse.
I tiptoed and walked silently back to the door of Kai’s suite, my sneakers making no sound on the thick carpet. My ears were standing upright, metaphorically speaking, and my heart was beating so fast it felt like a hummingbird trapped in my ribcage. Something disturbing in me was also curious to know if the gay rumors were true. Was the intimacy of the tour environment leading to genital meets and greets behind closed doors?
I strained my ears to listen, pressing myself against the thick wood of the door.
My brows furrowed. They weren’t conversing in English, but they were sure having a shouting match. The words were guttural, sharp, and definitely not the low, seductive tone I imagined for a secret rendezvous.
The language was clearly not English, possibly something Slavic or Greek, making the content impenetrable, but the intent was pure, aggressive rage.
Ethan finally shouted something in a booming voice that cracked through the thick door. It was definitely English: “Kai, please will you just calm the fuck down!!”
Oh shit.
Then came the silence.
A long, thick, suffocating silence.
I tried to steady her pulse, breathing slowly through my nose, but the next words that came out of Kai’s mouth, spoken in a clear, measured, and terrifyingly calm English whisper, destabilized me entirely.
Anya’s POVThe hotel room was small and smelled like lemon cleaner and old carpet. It wasn't the kind of place a novelist writes about in a bestseller, but it was safe. It was a no-tell motel on the edge of the state line where people didn't ask why you were covered in bruises or why you kept looking out the window every time a car drove by.Kai was asleep on the bed. He looked peaceful for the first time since I met him. The sharp lines of tension around his mouth had softened. I sat in the plastic chair by the desk and watched the cursor blink on my laptop screen.I had the drive. I had the truth. But that voice on the phone was a new kind of problem. It wasn't a corporate shark like Ethan or a fixer like Stone. It was something deeper. It felt like the industry itself had grown a mouth and started talking to me.I looked at the silver drive sitting on the desk. It looked so small. It was just a bit of metal and plastic, but it held the math that could change how people heard the w
Anya’s POVThe phone in my hand eventually felt heavier than the tape machine ever had. The voice on the other end didn't have Ethan’s desperate edge or Marcus Stone’s clinical chill. It was deep, smooth, and resonant, like a cello played in a room with perfect acoustics. It was the sound of someone who had never had to shout to be heard."The main event?" I repeated, my voice steady despite the fact that my world had just imploded for the tenth time tonight. "I’m sorry, but I think you have the wrong number. I just finished a very long shift, and I’m officially retired from the industry.""A critic never truly retires, Anya," the voice said. "They just change their perspective. Ethan was a talented manager, but he was a small man with a small vision. He thought the North Star was a product. He didn't realize it was a frequency."I looked at Kai. He was leaning against the car, his eyes closed, his chest rising and falling in slow, ragged breaths. He didn't hear the voice. He didn't s
Anya's POVEthan’s face went pale. For a second he looked like a lost child. Then the mask of the CEO snapped back into place. He reached into his coat and pulled out a small black remote."Then the music stops for everyone," he said."What is that?" Kai asked."This warehouse is rigged with the same charges we used at the canyon," Ethan said. "If I can't take the lab with me then no one gets the formula. I’ll burn this place to the ground and you with it. I have a bike waiting at the back exit. I’ll be gone before the first fire truck arrives.""You’d kill yourself just to keep a secret?" I asked."I’m not dying Anya. I’m just taking a very long intermission."He moved toward the back of the lab but Kai was faster. He lunged over the glass partition and tackled Ethan. The two men hit the floor in a flurry of limbs and broken glass. The case spilled open and the amber vials scattered across the concrete."The remote!" I screamed.It had slid across the floor toward a drainage grate. I
Anya’s POVThe drive back toward the city was a blur of high beams and heavy rain. The adrenaline was wearing off and leaving behind a cold hollow ache in my bones. I held the reel to reel tape machine in my lap like it was a holy relic. It was the only thing that could truly bury Ethan Vance but seeing him crawl out of that river with the journals had changed the stakes. He didn't just want to survive anymore. He wanted to rebuild."He’s headed for the private airstrip," Kai said. He was white knuckled on the steering wheel the bandage on his head soaked through with a mix of rain and old blood. "He has a Gulfstream fueled and ready. If he clears the airspace he’s gone. He’ll disappear into a country without an extradition treaty and start the whole cycle over again with a new face and a new name.""He won't get that far," I said. My voice sounded distant even to me. "He’s wounded. He’s desperate. And he’s arrogant. He thinks we’re too broken to follow.""We are pretty broken Anya,"
Anya’s POVThe world didn't just explode; it tore itself apart. I felt the ground vanish beneath my boots, replaced by a sliding, treacherous slurry of shale and ice. I wasn't running anymore; I was falling into the throat of the mountain.The red flare Ethan had dropped vanished under a ton of falling debris, but the fire had already done its work. The primer cord had snapped like a whip, triggering the secondary charges Ethan’s crew had rigged to the entrance. The timber frame of the mining shaft disintegrated, sending a cloud of splinters and dust into the air that tasted like sulfur and old death."Anya!" Kai’s voice was a distant, desperate shred of sound in the chaos.I couldn't answer. I hit a flat shelf of rock and rolled, my shoulder screaming as it took the brunt of the impact. I didn't stop until I slammed into a wall of cold, damp stone. For a long, terrifying minute, the only thing I could hear was the heavy thud-thud-thud of boulders settling above me and the frantic ha
Anya’s POVThe yellowed sheet music sat on the stainless steel table like a ticking bomb. Thomas Vance—the man who was supposed to be a memory, the father Ethan had supposedly buried along with his conscience had vanished back into the shadows of the precinct, leaving me with a map to a grave I didn't want to dig.I stared at the coordinates. They weren't just numbers; they were a rhythm. Julian Rhodes had hidden the location in a time signature that only someone obsessed with his technical flaws would recognize. It was a 5/4 beat, shifted and stretched."Miller, time's up," the guard grunted, his hand hovering over his holster."I need that phone call," I said, my voice cold. I didn't look up. I just memorized the ink on the page. "And I need it now, or the next review I write is going to be about the security lapses in this intake center. I’ve already counted four broken cameras and a guard who’s sleeping in block C."The guard blinked, his posture stiffening. "One call. Make it qui
Anya’s POVThe private jet was a sleek, silver bullet cutting through the clouds toward Chicago.Inside, the cabin was a masterclass in claustrophobic luxury, cream leather seats, polished walnut tables, and a silence so thick you could choke on it.Ethan was in the cockpit lounge, supposedly argui
Anya’s POVThe ballroom of the Peninsula was a funny shiny cage of crystal chandeliers and velvet drapery, but all I could smell was the ozone of a coming storm. The room was packed with journalists, their cameras perched like vultures on black tripods, lenses trained on the empty mahogany table a
Anya's POVThe morning didn't bring any clarity and instead it brought a heavy, suffocating awareness that made my head throb like a bad hangover without the fun of the drinks. I woke up on the velvet sofa in the penthouse while the grey light of a New York dawn filtered through the massive windows
Anya’s~The ride back to the Carlyle was silent, but it wasn't the empty silence from before. It was a pressure cooker.Kai sat in the corner of the Maybach, his tuxedo jacket discarded on the seat between us. He had rolled up the sleeves of his white shirt, and the sight of his forearms—strong, co







