Chapter 36

Carnation had no idea dancing could be so much fun and ecstasy. She used to dance in high school, but she no longer feels euphoric when she performs in front of a large crowd.  She used to dance because it was what she had to do. But she now feels vibrant and beautiful. Maybe it’s because he just lacks love for the things she used to do before. Perhaps she isn't giving her all because she doesn't feel enough love for what she does.

She has had a lot of life realizations because of what has happened to her in the last few months. But it didn't include her remorse for falling in love with Wregan. He loved her, and she loved Wregan; it's just that they didn't love each other enough to end their relationship so quickly. Because if they truly love each other, as they always say. 

He'd never fool her, and if she truly loved Wregan, she'd never let another woman touch her man. She must have stopped them. But no, instead of revealing herself, she turned away an