Elara's POV"No… I don't, but…" I trailed off, not knowing what else to say. My stomach lurched. No family. The warmth I felt next to Rufus started to feel tinged with a new worry. Was I burdening him? He'd saved me, taken me in, fed me, and now... this baby. Was it all too much?"Elara," Rufus said, his voice gentle, "look at me."I hesitantly turned my head towards him. His eyes were soft, the harsh edges I'd seen before completely gone. "You don't have to rush anything," he continued. "Think about it. This place can be your home for as long as you need it. We can figure things out together."Together. The word echoed in my mind. Together meant not being alone. Together meant having someone to face the unknown with. It was a terrifying and exhilarating prospect at the same time."But what about the baby?" I whispered, the fear creeping back in. "What kind of life will it have here, with no father?"My voice trembled as the question left my lips. The fear that had been simmering ben
~ Elara's POVA flicker of concern crossed Rufus's face. "A job? You don't look well enough to be working right now.""I know," I admitted, "but I'll get better… I hope."He sighed heavily, not saying anything else and we resumed walking back to the house. I looked around the house and there was only one bed. I wondered how our sleeping arrangement would be. I thought to myself that Rufus should be the one to sleep on the bed since he was the owner of the place. I quickly took a bedspread on the bed and laid it down before sleeping on it.“What are you doing?” Rufus asked, staring at me with the same adorable, confused expression that had been on his face when I had been sobbing while eating. "Um… sleeping," I replied, looking down at the sheets on the floor and then back at him. "What does it look like I'm doing, old man?" I teased him. He rolled his eyes at me and huffed out an exasperated breath. "I know that. But why are you putting blankets on the floor?" He asked. "Did you
~ Rayel’s POV I waited for a couple of seconds, hoping Hazel would leave. But she didn't, instead, she was staring at me expectantly and had a hopeful grin on her face. I realized that she was waiting for me to start and most likely wanted to stay with me as I ate. As much as I loved Hazel, I didn't want to be around her at the moment. I was still torn between mourning for Elara, anger at Hazel for her nonchalant attitude towards Elara's death and knowing that Hazel loved me, which was the only reason she was desperate to give me an heir. The thought of Elara and how she had died, brought a lump to my throat. I hurriedly swallowed it and moved closer to Hazel and the food she had laid out for me. I thanked her again for the food, feeling guilty for the way I had treated her as she beamed at me and then I started eating. She sat beside me and watched as I ate and then she started telling me how she woke up early and headed to the kitchen to cook the food.“I made the food alone with
~ Rayel’s POvA part of me wanted to roar in frustration, to lash out at the unfairness of it all. Elara was gone, ripped from this world in a way that I still could not wrap my head around. And now, Hazel, the reminder of our desperate situation, of the weight of expectation that threatened to crush me. It all felt too much for me to deal with. "Hazel," I mumbled, my voice thick with emotion, "You're not to blame for any of this."Her words echoed in my mind - a laughing stock. Shame burned in my gut. Could I truly be so callous, so consumed by my own grief that I wouldn't consider Hazel's feelings? She had been by my side for years, a pillar of strength, enduring whispers and sideways glances with a quiet dignity.I held her tighter, the warmth of her body a grounding presence in the chaos of my emotions. "Look at me, Hazel," I said gently, cupping her face in my hands. Her red-rimmed eyes met mine, filled with a vulnerability and pain I hadn't seen before.She must have been feeli
~ Hazel’s POVI stared at Mr Louis for a while waiting for his response but he wasn’t saying a word.“Are you even listening to me at all?” I asked him.“I heard you right, your Majesty. I will try and raise the issue as you wanted,” he said with a bow.“Thanks for unwavering support, Mr Louis,” I thanked him before dismissing him. I stood up from my seat and walked closer to my mirror, stared at my reflection and then smiled at myself. Hazel, you are brilliant, I thought to myself as I winked at my reflection in the mirror. I knew fully well that Rayel might have just agreed to my demand for a new breeder to appease me. And I was not certain he really meant it. He still looked upset by Elara's demise and I was trying to not let his sullen behavior get to me.A niggling doubt did flicker across my satisfaction. Rayel's despondency over Elara's death was undeniable. The spark that usually danced in his eyes was dimmed, replaced by a dull ache that I could not understand. We both mourn
~ Rayel’s POVThe hall fell silent, and a sense of relief washed over me. I sat down and tried to come up with solutions regarding an heir.Only if Hazel can... I trailed off before finishing the sentence. I don't want to get a new breeder, but Hazel does, and the council wants me to have an heir. I was torn and unsure of what to do. What if I find a new breeder and she is exactly like Elara? What if I fell in love with her, just as I did with Elara? What if I couldn't shower her with love like I did with Elara? What if I couldn't protect her and she became like Elara?Several thoughts ran through my mind. My heart pounded in my chest, a trapped bird desperate for escape. During the meeting, I'd managed to hold onto my pride, to project an image of a strong Alpha. But the truth gnawed at me – I was a wolf caught between duty and desire.Duty screamed at me in the voices of the council. The Silvercrest pack needed an heir, their bloodline a sacred thread that couldn't be allowed to u
~ Elara’s POVI laid gently on the bed and watched Rufus drift off to sleep. I was so grateful to him for treating me like a real human being. Everyone that I had known all treated me like trash but he was the only one that had treated me right. I could only hope that his intentions were pure and wasn’t treating me well because he needed something from me. The thought of going through what I had at Rayel and Hazel's hands made me cautious. They had not treated me horribly, but their treatment of me hadn't been kind either. Rayel had been harsh and cruel at any opportunity he got while Hazel had only been kind to me because of what I could give them… a baby and an heir for Rayel. I placed my hand on my belly, suddenly feeling a modicum of guilt for running away once I found out that I was pregnant. I wondered if they had seen the bloody dress I had deliberately planted in the forest to make them believe that I was dead. Did they mourn my passing, or was I simply a replaceable cog in t
Elara’s POVI stared at Rufus who walked back to the bed and asked if he wanted anything.“I almost forgot to tell you that I got you a brand new phone,” he said and searched through the bag and brought out a brand Samsung phone. “What? A new phone? Is it really for me?” I asked, looking so surprised. "Yes, Elara. It's yours," he replied. I stared up at him in amazed awe, before looking down at the phone he held in his hands. "Are you sure?" I asked, my voice now in a whisper as though I thought speaking loudly would break the small device. He chuckled, the sound warm and kind. “Yes, Elara. I'm sure. I gave it to you, didn't I? It’s yours,” he said and then gave me the phone to unbox. I couldn’t believe my eyes as I quickly brought out the latest Samsung model from the box. It was my first time having a phone. My stepfather had never bothered to get me one and I had never thought of having an old phone let alone owning a new one. I almost burst into tears as I kept staring at th