Chapter 9

You can do this, I try to reassure myself.

'Are you getting cold feet sweets?'

'I-I'm just nervous is all.' I felt my palms become sweaty what is wrong with me all of the sudden just seconds ago I was ecstatic but now I'm nervous as hell.

'It's okay Izzy, it's perfectly normal for you to be nervous now everything is going to be okay, push those ugly thoughts away and think about the hunk of a man waiting for you.'

I let out the breath of air I did not realize I was holding.

Ron then extended his hand towards me I then grabbed hold of it  and our fingers intertwined and he squeezed my hand and somehow that little action made me feel better so I smiled at him and nodded my head.

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Ron was the one walking me down the aisle, I wanted to smile so bad but I couldn't bring myself to do it thinking about my father, it was supposed to be him walking me down the aisle on my special day.

He was the one who should have been c