Ashley’s POV
"I'm so sorry for being late," I began, my voice barely a whisper. I knew I was already off to a bad start, because even in the movies, being late to a family dinner of this magnitude was almost like a cardinal sin, especially in a household like this.
Amarinth, her eyes slicing me up from head to toe, let out a dramatic scoff. "Well, somebody pinch me because this is a first. Or is the sky red? Since when did the almighty Ashton ever apologize for anything?" Her tone was dripping with sarcasm, and I could feel the icy daggers of her gaze piercing through me. Her reply made me realize that my sister had once again, shown off her talent for turning even the most mundane situation into a battlefield and provoking people.
Growing up, Ashton had always had a knack for blunt honesty, a trait I both admired and dreaded. She was never the type to back down and it was clear that on more than one occasion, she must have clashed with Amarinth because Ashton was a lot of things, which included but was not limited to–stubborn, self-absorbed, and had a mouth that was sharper than a two-edged sword.
I fought the urge to palm my face. Now I understood why Ashton dreaded dinner but she'd left me with a mess to clean up, and I was already waist-deep. Before I could respond, Alfred cleared his throat. "Now that everyone is here, let's eat. Annabel, would you like to say grace?"
As Annabel bowed her head and started the prayer, I stole glances at the people around the table. I realized then that Ashton had only given me the bare minimum. Names and relationships were one thing, but understanding the dynamics of a family was a whole different ball game. I felt like a fish out of water, surrounded by people who had known each other for years, their interactions a complex dance of unspoken rules that I was certain that my sister had most likely broken over and over again since she married into this family. I resolved to play it by ear, to observe and learn. After all, this was just one weekend. I could survive it.
A stunning centerpiece of vibrant flowers dominated the center of the table, surrounded by a display of silver platters and bowls. The buffet was a feast for the eyes, with a tantalizing spread of dishes that could feed at least twenty people. There were pastries, fresh fruit, towering sandwiches, and an assortment of other dishes that reminded me of just how affluent Ashton’s new family was. I'd have to spend at least my entire month’s savings to be able to eat lavishly like this.
As the others began to pile their plates, I noticed Annabel staring at me curiously. Raising an eyebrow, I signaled my confusion. To my surprise, she smiled. "I've never really noticed your freckles before," she said. "You look...different. But it's pretty."
I raised my brows, fighting the urge to whisper and ask her what exactly looked different about me, but I feared that I would give too much away about the fact that I wasn't Ashton and that would ruin the entire weekend or make Amarinth who was already barely tolerating me more ammunition to say something else this night.
"Thank you," I whispered.
Just as I was about to dive into my plate, Adam cleared his throat, drawing everyone's attention. "Father, there's an investment opportunity I think we should consider," he began.
Alfred nodded, his expression impassive. "I'm always open to new ventures, Adam. But perhaps you should discuss this with Andreas. He’s been doing a remarkable job as CEO. If your idea is as promising as you say, I'm sure he'll be interested."
A flicker of disappointment crossed Adam’s face, but he nodded in agreement. The underlying tension between the brothers was palpable, a silent battle for dominance playing out beneath the surface. I couldn't help but feel a sense of dread. This was only the beginning.
The entire table was tense, everyone else seeming to hold their breath at Alfred’s reply. Adam leveled Andreas with a glare, his jaw clenched, while Andreas remained calm, his attention focused on his meal. I mentally thanked Ashton for at least briefing me on the dynamics. Alfred had passed over his first two children, naming Andreas as his successor to the conglomerate group three years ago. A decision that had not gone down well with Adam and Amarinth, who were now heads of the steel company and hospitality business respectively, positions they seemed to believe were beneath them.
Sansa, Adam's wife, attempted to lighten the mood. "It's such a shame our twins are away at boarding school. They would have loved to visit Aspen this time of year." Her voice sounded a little bit too high and it was clear that her laugh was forced, further worsening the awkwardness of the situation.
Alfred nodded, a thoughtful look in his eyes. "There's always Christmas, my dear. I miss my grandchildren terribly."
I picked up my glass, intending to take a sip of water, when Thomas, Amarinth's husband, leaned forward. His eyes held a certain intensity as he offered me a glass of wine. I declined politely, the last thing I needed was alcohol to impair my judgment in this already tense atmosphere.
Before I could recover from his unexpected attention or read any meaning to his sudden niceness when it was clear that his wife hated Ashton’s guts, Margaret's voice cut through the air. "Ashley, dear, are you and Andreas trying for a baby soon?" The question hung in the air, heavy with expectation. I choked on my water, my face turning a brilliant shade of crimson.
Of all the questions if been expecting to hear tonight, a baby?
“That's a bit rude, Mum,” Annabel chided, “you're putting them on the spot."
Margaret shrugged nonchalantly, "They've been married for over six months now. There's no time like the present. And Andreas, you're always working. I think it's time you started trying whenever you have time to touch your wife instead of working too hard at the company. She looks like she’s tired of waiting for you to come around and I know you both could use a vacation.”
A collective gasp rippled through the room and even Alfred seemed taken aback by Margaret's bluntness. My face turned a shade of crimson, my throat tightening as I felt my heart pounding in my ears.
Andreas cleared his throat, his hand reaching out to pat my back. I flinched at the unexpected contact but quickly relaxed when I realized everyone was watching. He pulled out a handkerchief from his pocket and offered it to me. "Are you alright?" he asked, his voice low.
I nodded, trying to adjust to the way my skin tingled as my hand brushed Andreas’, surprised by the gesture because he'd all but acted like I was an inconvenience and stormed out of the room like he couldn't wait to leave.
He turned to Margaret, his voice firm, "With all due respect, I would appreciate it if you didn't put my wife on the spot like that again."
There was a tense silence as everyone watched the unfolding drama. Even Annabel looked like she still couldn't believe her mother's comment. Margaret, however, seemed unfazed.
She opened her mouth to respond, her expression enjoying the scene, but Alfred placed his hand over hers, shaking his head gently. "Tonight is for enjoying each other's company," he said firmly. "The quicker we eat, the quicker we can all retire for the night and prepare for tomorrow."
Confused, I leaned in to ask Andreas what was happening tomorrow. As he turned to face me, his brow raised, and my heart skipped a beat. The proximity was startling and I shook my head almost immediately, looking away. Trying to stop my frantically pounding heart, I turned to Annabel instead, my cheeks flushing with mortification.
“What's happening tomorrow?” I managed to whisper.
"There's a hunt early in the morning," Annabel explained, her eyes sparkling with excitement. "It's the highlight of every visit. And then, in the evening, we're hosting a dinner party for the townsfolk."
The rest of the dinner passed quietly, a tense undercurrent hanging in the air. As everyone began to rise from the table, Annabel reached out to hug me, her embrace warm and comforting. "Goodnight, Ash," she whispered, leaving a gentle kiss on my cheek, an action that caused my eyes to widen in surprise. Were Ashton and Annabel close? It was clear that Andreas’ other siblings didn't care about my sister and her husband, and I wondered if Annabel was really genuine or just like them.
As she turned to give Andreas a kiss on his cheek, I caught a glimpse of his stoic face softening for a brief moment. He nodded towards her, and then, as quickly as it had disappeared, the mask was back in place.
Andreas and I walked upstairs in silence, the weight of the evening's events heavy in the air. With each step, a growing dread settled in the pit of my stomach. I knew what was coming next; spending the night together with my sister’s husband. My mind raced, conjuring up scenarios that ranged from awkward to downright terrifying. What if he didn't want to continue being cold to me like he'd been when he first arrived?
As we entered the room, I opened my mouth to say something, but Andreas beat me to it, "I'll sleep on the couch,” he announced.
Relief washed over me, but it was quickly replaced by confusion. Why would he choose to sleep on the couch? Ashton had said that they weren't on great terms but was it bad enough that they couldn't even share a bed?
Something was off, and I hoped that whatever it was, I would be able to figure it out sooner rather than later.
Ashley’s POV“Thank you,” I managed, taking the bouquet from Andreas, my fingers trembling slightly. “You… you came.”He chuckled softly, nodding. “Wouldn’t miss it. I’m proud of you, Ashley. You’re amazing. The book…it’s incredible.” He paused, and the warmth in his eyes made my heart race. “I’ve already read it, by the way,” he added, a hint of teasing in his tone. “I couldn’t put it down.”A small, awkward laugh escaped my lips, a nervous sound. “You read it?” I asked, almost incredulous. “All of it?”He nodded, his gaze unwavering. “Every word. You have a real talent, Ashley. I’m not just saying that because of…well, because of us.” He gave a small smile, almost sheepish, and I swallowed, fighting the urge to reach out and kiss him. “You’ve always had it in you. I’m just glad the world gets to know the face behind the work.”I felt a warmth in my chest, the kind that had been absent for so long. I opened my mouth to thank him and paused, wondering if he’d leave after I responded a
Ashley’s POVThe book launch venue was everything I’d hoped it would be—a cozy, intimate setting with an air of understated elegance. The soft glow of chandeliers reflected off the polished wood floors, and the tables were lined with white tablecloths, their centerpieces adorned with my favorite flowers. It was the kind of place that felt warm and welcoming, just like the people who had supported me along the way. As I stood outside for a moment, taking in the sight of it all, a nervous flutter took over my stomach. The event was finally happening. This was real. I rushed to the back entrance, slightly out of breath as I adjusted my dress. It was simple but elegant, a soft blue outfit that felt just right for the occasion. I had done everything to plan, but of course, I was running behind. The chaos of getting ready and the last-minute checks on everything had left me feeling a bit frazzled, but beneath the nerves, there was a sense of excitement I couldn’t ignore. This moment was f
Ashley’s POVA Year LaterThe air was crisp, but the sun cast a warm, golden glow over the gravesite. I sat on the bench near Ashton’s tombstone, the scent of fresh flowers mixing with the earthy smell of the cemetery. In my hands, I held a bouquet of bright flowers and a box of cookies—the kind we used to love as kids.I arranged them carefully at the base of the stone, each movement slow, deliberate. I knew Ashton wasn’t really here, but I couldn’t shake the feeling that she was still with me—somewhere, somehow. Sometimes, I liked to think she could hear me, or at least, feel my presence. So, I began speaking aloud, as if she were sitting right beside me, just like when we were younger, chatting about everything and nothing at all.“It’s been an eventful year, Ash,” I murmured, feeling the weight of the words as I spoke them. “I guess you know that already, but I still need to say it. I’ve been doing a lot of things I never thought I’d do.”I paused, looking out at the rows of grave
Ashley’s POVI swallowed hard, my throat tightening. The words felt like a punch in the gut, but in a way, they were also the relief I hadn’t known I was waiting for. My sister, my twin, had always been larger than life. She had overshadowed me in everything—her beauty, her confidence, her charisma. It wasn’t always intentional. She hadn’t known the effect she had on me, the way I always felt like I was just trying to catch up, just trying to exist beside her.“I’m sorry for all the times I overshadowed you, even without meaning to. You were always the best part of me.”The words blurred as tears welled up in my eyes. I hadn’t realized until that moment how much I had needed to hear them. I had spent so much of my life feeling like an afterthought, living in the space that Ashton’s brilliance had left behind. But now, as I read those words, I allowed myself to believe them—for the first time in my life.“I hope you can forgive me for all the times I wasn’t there, for all the mess I le
Ashley’s POVThe room was quiet, save for the hum of the heater, a soft background noise that reminded me that I was no longer at the mansion. I sat at the small desk in the corner of my now shared apartment with Liv, staring at the blank page of my journal. The pen in my hand felt foreign, like I was holding someone else’s tool, meant for someone else’s purpose.It had been weeks since I left Andreas, though it still felt like I was living in the aftermath of that decision. The pain was still there, a constant presence in the pit of my stomach, but there was something else, too—a strange, bittersweet peace. I was no longer just pretending. I wasn’t living in the shadow of Ashton’s life, her successes, her untimely death. I was just... me.I shifted in the chair, pulling my knees up to my chest as I let my gaze drift out the window. The lights of the city twinkled below, but the sky above was dark, as though it mirrored the way I still felt inside. Despite the nights I cried myself to
Andreas’s POVMoving to the bedroom, I laid on Ashley’s side, feeling the coldness of the sheets where her warmth had once been. Without her, it felt wrong, everything felt wrong. But I couldn’t change it. Not yet, at least. She had made her choice, and I had to respect that.I had to admit it, even to myself: I didn’t think I could live without her. But as much as I ached for her, chasing after her now would only drive her further away. She needed time, space to figure herself out, and I wasn’t about to make her feel cornered. I wasn’t about to be the one who trapped her. She had already sacrificed so much for me, for Ashton. If I was going to love her the way she deserved, I had to let her go.I knew that she didn’t ask me to wait. She hadn’t asked me to do anything, really, except to give her what she needed. But in my heart, I couldn’t shake the resolve that I would wait for her. Time would pass, and maybe she’d find her way back to me. Or maybe she wouldn’t. But no matter what, I