Sofia's POV
I lay on my room's floor until I could feel my breath return to normal. Staring at the walls of my room, each tick of the clock drove a deeper wedge into my chest.
The thought of my father's cold eyes as he pronounced my fate in a millisecond.
Ring ring ring... The sudden ring of my alarm snapped me out of my reverie, breaking my thoughts.
"Party time," it read, forcing a tense smile on my face. I was supposed to go party tonight, to have the time of my life, I stilled as the creeping reality of what my future was to become dreaded me.
But I wasn't going to let that hold me back, if I was going to be tied to a man because of my father, the least I could do for myself was to give myself an escape for tonight. I had no thought of what my life was to become after I signed that marriage certificate and something was very sure— even if I ran to the depths of the earth, my father would find me.
I grabbed my jacket off the rack, throwing it on without a second thought. The burning need to get out of the house, to feel something other than the forceful life that had been thrown at me, leaving with me no choice.
"Miss Sofia," The maid at the door called as I stormed out of the room.
"What can I help you with?" I asked, folding my hands in front of my chest.
"Your father..." She stammered "What about him?" I cut in, walking intimidatingly closer to her.
"He said you were not allowed to leave the house," She said, almost breathlessly.
"That doesn't apply to me today, whenever he comes back from pawning me off, just tell him I went out," I said and turned to leave.
"But Miss Sofia," She called and grabbed my hands instinctively. I stared down at her hands on mine, my glares enough to burn her hands off mine.
"Get your hands off me," I warned.
"I—am really sorry Miss Sofia, but..."
"No buts and ifs young lady, if your hands happen to touch mine again, I can't promise you'll live to see the light of tomorrow," I warned, deadpanned, watching in amusement the guards walk closer.
"Miss Sofia," The bulky one amongst them called, walking closer to me. "Please..."
"Say a word about me going back into that house and this might be the last job you get till you die," I said, stepping closer to him.
"But your father...."
"It seems you've lived your life to the brim, and I need to make one more thing clear, I am Sofia, the only daughter of the man who hired you, so I'm telling you now with the power I command, get out of my way or we put an end to this right here and now," I said, barely holding back the rage I'd been holding in the whole day.
He heaved a sigh before moving out of the way for me to pass.
"That's what I thought," I snapped as I walked to the car park.
Picking the most expensive and my father's favorite car, I drove out of the house into the cold streets. The cold air outside prickled my skin, making me shudder.
I wrapped my hands around myself, winding up the car window before driving off into the cold streets that led to the club.
When the neon glow of a club sign caught my eye, I swerved into the parking lot without a second thought.
Wrapping my jacket around me, I stepped into the club, my eyes catching the bar.
I walked closer, sitting on the stool at the far end of the bar. The bartender threw a glance at me before turning his attention back to a group of men ordering drinks.
"What'd you like to order ma'am?" He asked, walking closer to me.
"I want the strongest drink you've," I said and watched as he stared at me, leaning in closer to ask again.
"I'm not repeating myself, just so you know," I added, my voice was firm, leaving no room for small talk.
“Coming right up,” he replied, his tone indifferent.
I watched as he poured the liquid into a glass, his hands steady as he slid it toward me, I wrapped my fingers around it, relishing the coolness of the glass against my palm before taking a long sip.
The burn in my throat was sharp, but it was exactly what I needed. For the first time all day, I felt grounded. The chaos in my mind dulled just a little, the weight in my chest easing enough for me to breathe.
The music pulsed in the background, a steady rhythm that matched the pounding in my head. People danced, laughed, and shouted over the noise, their lives seemingly untouched by the kind of despair of having to be pimped by a man I knew nothing about.
I drained the glass and motioned for another. "Rough night?" a voice asked from beside me.
I turned my head, my eyes narrowing at the man who had taken the seat next to mine. His dark hair was slightly disheveled, his sharp features illuminated by the dim, colorful lights of the club, and his eyes were a silent symphony to the chaos in me.
"Rough life," I muttered, turning back to my drink as the bartender placed it in front of me.
He chuckled, the sound low and smooth. "A whiskey girl with a sharp tongue, a dangerous combination, got anyone to accompany you?" He asked.
"Not as dangerous as a stranger who doesn’t know how to mind his business," I shot back, my tone icy.
Instead of taking offense, he smirked, leaning against the bar. "Touché."
I ignored him, focusing on my drink instead. The warmth of the alcohol spread through my body, a temporary reprieve from the cold reality I had left behind.
But he wasn’t giving up
"Let me guess," he said, his tone light and teasing. "You're here to forget. Something about the way you walked in and headed straight for the bar was a clear indication that something was up," he pried again, leaning closer.
Sophia’s POV The road stretched before me like a long, gray ribbon under the dull sky. I walked with my head bowed, arms wrapped around myself, as if trying to hold in the pieces of me that kept threatening to scatter with every step. My soul felt numb but my hands couldn't stop shaking. The road was cold and silent, people stared at me intrigued with pitiful eyes and mouth in awe. Had they recognized me? Were they feeling bad for me? Actually I couldn’t care less. My feet were sore, my legs heavy, but I couldn’t stop. I didn’t know what I was walking toward, only that I had nowhere else to go but home.Home. The word felt so odd to me again. I hadn’t thought of my father’s house as home in years. The further I went, the more the memories began to press in—my father’s stern voice when I was young, his silent disappointment on the night I was married off, the way his eyes had looked at me that last morning before I left. I hated him for what he had done, for selling me into the Holmes
Sophia’s POV The Rae’s knock came softly at first, like a hesitant breeze against the heavy wooden door. I didn’t answer. I had no strength left for words. She opened the door anyway and stepped in, her eyes careful, her posture cautious as though stepping into a room filled with glass shards.“Mrs…” her voice was timid, almost apologetic. “Mr. Holmes requests your presence in the parlor.”For a moment, I didn’t move. The request echoed in my head like a distant call from another world. My body felt like lead, sunk deep into the mattress, my limbs useless. The walls around me were silent except for the faint hum of the wind slipping through the curtains.I stared at the Rae without really seeing her. I could feel her nervousness—she shifted her weight from one foot to the other, waiting for something that I couldn’t give. I wasn’t sure if it was exhaustion or surrender that made me finally rise. My legs were stiff, my movements slow and mechanical, as if I was being dragged forward b
Sophia’s POV The car ride home passed like a blur.Outside the window, the city slid by—gray streets, pale faces, the cold shadows of late evening. I sat still, my head tilted slightly against the glass, not seeing any of it. The seatbelt pressed against my ribs where the wound still throbbed. My hands rested on my lap like pieces of stone.I heard Zack breathe beside me, slow and uneven, like someone afraid to make a sound. He kept glancing at me, but I didn’t turn to meet his eyes. I didn’t have the strength for that. I no longer had the strength for anything.The hospital’s smell still clung to my skin: antiseptic, metal, and faint traces of blood. It lingered like a ghost, reminding me of every hour I had spent staring at the ceiling there, waiting for pain to pass, for grief to fade. Neither had.When we finally reached the Holmes estate, the huge gates opened as if to swallow me whole. I didn’t feel like I was coming back home. I felt like I was walking back to my cage, to the
Sophia’s POV I opened my eyes into chaos.A blinding light hit me, then blurred shadows moved above me. The ceiling was white, too white, spinning in circles as my body floated in and out of the noise. Voices rose and fell, sharp and urgent, but I could barely catch their words. My chest felt heavy, my ribs burned, and every breath dragged fire inside me.“Pressure’s dropping—”“Scalpel—now—”“She’s fading—keep her awake!”The voices echoed, bouncing inside my skull. I wanted to speak, to ask where I was, what had happened, but my mouth refused to open. My tongue was sand, my lips cracked. The air stank of antiseptic, of blood, of something sharp that stung my nose. I heard the rush of machines, the beep of monitors, the shuffle of rubber shoes against the floor.I blinked once, and the world slipped away again. Darkness pulled me under, deep and heavy. For a second, I thought it was death, that the gunshot had finally swallowed me whole. But then the voices returned, louder, more de
Zack's POV The walls of my room still carried the echo of my sobs. My throat burned from hours of crying, my stomach churned with the mix of alcohol and drugs that poisoned my blood. I had beaten myself against the ground until my fists hurt, until the skin of my knuckles tore open. The world blurred before me, but the blur was nothing compared to the storm that crushed my chest. I had ruined everything. I had destroyed Sophia, the only light left in my wasted life.I could still see her face when I told her the truth. The way her eyes widened. The disbelief. The shock. The hatred that flared like a blade across her soul. And then she was gone, running out, leaving me with the weight of every crime I had committed.I pressed my head into the cold floor, pulling at my hair until strands broke between my fingers. “Why? Why did I say it? Why did I ever touch her life? Why didn’t I let her go?” The questions tore out of me in broken whispers, but the silence swallowed them. My thoughts
Sophia’s POV I had stood by the door for what felt like forever, listening to the way Zack’s broken sobs shook his chest, the way he almost tore his own skin apart with shame. I had come to comfort him, to remind him he wasn’t alone in this endless storm, but the moment I stepped inside, his eyes flickered with hostility. He looked at me as if my presence burned him alive, as if I was the one shoving him deeper into despair and drew him out of sinking at the same time.“You shouldn’t be here,” he rasped, voice jagged and bitter. His arms trembled as he dragged himself away from me, his eyes glassy, veins dark beneath his skin. “You don’t have to see me like this! Not now! Get out!”The words stung, sharp and unforgiving, but there was no truth in them. I could see how much his chest rose and fell, how fear and shame filled every inch of him. He wasn’t angry at me. He was angry at himself. Still, I stepped closer, soft enough to not startle him, gentle enough to not give him reason to