Criss Jami once said, "If love is blind, then maybe a blind person that loves has a greater understanding of it." Well in my case, I don't have any understanding of it, well I thought I did.
I was sited at the poolside, lying on a beach chair under an umbrella.
"Stella, what does the new girl look like?". Stella chuckles "what?" I asked curiously
"Nothing, I just remembered when you asked me to describe what your husband looked like, even after telling him it didn't matter"
I giggle"oh you remember that, it wasn't for me you know, the fate of my children's looks depended on it" we both laughed ''Caramel skin, deep brown eyes, silky black hair, sideburns, and a cute button nose, 6ft1, that's how you described him. oh and deep dimples when he smiles, I clearly remember, I even had a maid describe him again in case you were lying, I don't know if that was considered as handsome so I definitely needed a second opinion" we both laugh
Stella whispers in my ear "She doesn't look like someone who is fit to be a housemaid if you ask me, Tall, light-skinned, Black hair, green eyes, a shape that can attract all kinds of men, not only is she beautiful but highly educated, her dressing sophisticated, she hardly does anything, yet your husband seems to adore her, but this is just my thought".
I let out a sigh " Your thought you say, you aren't the only one". I decided to call for her "Benita, can you please bring me my lemon juice, make sure to add three ice cubes ".
" Okay" she responded kind of annoyed. I decided not to overlook anything. She comes back " There you go". She hands it to me, wasn't served in a tray or anything.
I take it from her "You didn't bring a straw?".
" Wasn't asked to, oh well, next time".she replied bluntly.
"Are you sure you plan on working here?".
"What is it with you anyway? you have a lot of help around you, why are you even bothering me?".
I get on my feet, Stella assists me " Look here, you came here to work didn't you?, the amount of maids I have doesn't matter, as long as you are one of them then I can call whoever I want ".
She scoffs "Because you feel like some princess? we are your slaves huh? you don't have the right to boss anyone around, that's just pathetic".
I was honestly lost for words, does she even know what she's talking about? "I didn't force you, you decided to be here, you can ask any one of them, I don't treat anyone harshly, we all try to live as one happy family".
She laughs "Happy? is that what they told you? because you are blind you don't see the look on some of their faces, how can you tell if anyone is happy? your husband is he happy?. Who knew being blind also messes with one's brain ".
The maids gasp, I fought the urge to slap her, but I was scared I was going to aim in the wrong direction which will only make me seem more pathetic.
"Don't talk to her like that!" Stella exclaimed, "You do anything to hurt her, and you'll answer to me!".
Benita laughs " I'm not scared of you or anyone".
"Get out, you're fired". I ordered
She laughs maniacally, she was really starting to get on my nerves " You weren't the one who hired me, your husband did, and I doubt he would agree to do that".
"Oh, we'll see about that". I fold my arms.
___________"Theres no way I'm doing that".
I ask annoyed" Why?, did you hear what I said, I told you she literally insulted me, and you're going to keep her!".
"Violet, can we please do this another time?, my parents will be here any second, and fighting over some maid-"
"Some maid?, she's not just some maid Jesse, she-" *ding dong, we hear the doorbell "This conversation isn't over".
One of the maids gets the door, while the others lead his mother, father, and his little sister to the dining table.
I made sure to wear a bright smile "welcome, it's so good to have you guys here". They embrace me one after the other.
We were all sited having dinner." How are you these days?, hope you aren't bothering our Jesse, I'm sure you need a lot of work" his mum said
Jesse's mum and I have never once met eye to eye, she literally hates me because I'm blind and doesn't fear to point it out, nothing about me can impress her.
"Stop it mother, Violet isn't like that, she's very independent, and that's one of the reasons I love her". I smile sweetly at him.
she scoffs" whatever".
I feel little fingers poke me, I turn to my right "Yes?".
"Are you really blind?". Jesse's little sister, Jessica whispers
"Yes, I am".
" So, you can't see when I make this face.........or this face.....or this one?".
I laugh "Nope, but I can hear you and tell you are making silly faces".
" So do you see like, just black? or do you see purple like your eyes"
"Nope, I see, nothing".
" How does that feel like?".
"Use one hand to close one eye, don't shut your eyes close, just use that one hand to cover it, and try looking at me, the one that's open sees me but the one eye covered sees nothing".
She gasps "Woah, you're right, must be scary".
"Nah... I'm used to it".
Jesse's mum clears her throat " Jessica, don't ask such questions, that's rude, and Violet, you should know better than to speak while we are at the table eating, now let's just focus on our meal".
Jessica and I chorused "Yes mother"You might be wondering why Jesse's father isn't saying anything, that's because he lets his wife do the talking and control him, and I think that's one reason why Jesse's mother hates me because she feels I'll enslave her son like she does her husband.
Dinner was nice, and as soon as we were done, Jesse's family left.
I took a quick shower and got ready for bed, I lay down flat
"Hey, baby". Jesse whispers planting kisses on my body, I resist and turn away from him."What's wrong?".
"Fire her".
"Not this again"
"Give me a good reason to keep her? she doesn't do anything, she insulted me, clearly doesn't even want to do the job, so why?".
" Look, just let her be, do it for me?".
I get upset "What's that supposed to mean?, is there something about her I should know?". He remains quiet " Tell me, is there more to it?".
"Uhmm, well, she really needed a job and she begged me and I offered her one here that's why, I just felt bad for her, cause I know her, we went to the same high school".
I let out a sigh "is that really all to it?".
"Yes I promise you, I love you Violet, and you know I do". He pecks my lips " I love you so so much". He goes back kissing me, and this time I don't resist.
It began, I started hearing little moans, I roll on the bed and stretch my hand towards Jesse, but didn't feel him there. I immediately sat up, I start to panic, for some reason it felt like I was being choked. I shouldn't think that far, it could be the maids, or maybe someone is watching porn. I couldn't sleep, I just sat on the bed. I could hear little footsteps like someone's tiptoes, I lay on the bed pretending to be asleep, and Jesse carefully gets on the bed. Suddenly that harsh smell chokes me, and I start coughing. "Honey? are you alright?". Jesse asked concerned, he starts patting my back. I try to catch my breath" I'm fine". He grabs the bottle of water on his lamp desk, he gives it to me, I drink up and hand him the empty bottle. "Are you sure you're okay?". " Yes". "You really scared me there". I turn my face in his direction. " Where were you?". he nervously laughs "What do you mean?". "You weren't in bed, where were you?". He doesn't say anything " Tell me, w
This smell, am-am I in a hospital?. I try sitting up but I instantly feel a sharp pain. "Hey, don't do that, you'll hurt yourself". I hear Jesse's voice. I start crying "Jesse, is that you? I was so scared.... I thought I was going to die". He gives me a hug "I'm so sorry honey, I'm sorry you had to experience that". I sob "it hurts so much, she-she tried to kill me, that girl- Benita, she tried to kill me!". " Hush..., relax, no one did baby, you slipped and you fell". Those words echoed in my ears, You slipped and you fell. Someone walks in, I hear a finger snap, it was my father. "Father!" I cried out He wore a worried tone in his voice"Oh, look at you, what happened?, I got a call from Stella, she told me you have been rushed to the hospital, I didn't know it was this bad, What the hell happened!!".No one was saying anything, I didn't say anything." isn't anyone going to say something? in a house full of maids and my daughter falls down the stairs, what could've caused this
My father was angry with me, he didn't speak to me for days, I tried calling but he didn't respond. I don't regret my actions, he needed to understand that I am now Jesse's wife, and it's only natural for me to stand by him. At least that's what I thought. I didn't feel like myself for days, I kept convincing myself that I did the right thing, but for some reason, the scene kept playing in my head, the smell, like it was hunting me. I've been in my bedroom for three days now, I haven't been able to leave, I guess I'm still shaken up. "Miss, this came for you," Stella said handing me a box. "What's this?". I asked curiously "I guess some item, it was sent by mail, it's for you miss". I open it, I bring out the item, it felt hard and small, I couldn't quite tell what it was "What is it?". I could hear Stella scoff a little "It's an ID cane miss". "Huh? from who?". " it doesn't quite say".Why would anyone send me this? "Uhmm, give it to me then, I'll keep it" I hand it to her
I moan softly as Jesse slowly releases and falls back on the bed, we were both panting "That was epic," he said with a bit of excitement. I dont say anything "What is it?" he asked concerned "What do you mean?" I replied rather bluntly. "You've been acting so weird lately, are you okay?". " Yes, just had a long day, that's all". "If you say so then, I'll hit the shower". He gets off the bed I let out a sigh. There are two ways to be fooled. One is to believe what isn't true; the other is to refuse to believe what is true. By Soren Kierkegaard I have been trying to convince myself to forget everything, to look at the bright side of things, but I don't think I can, it's killing me. Seems like my husband's mistress is hiding, she does as if she isn't in the house, the only time you hear her is when my husband is fucking her. I decided to visit the pool in the house, water always helps me relax. Stella assist me in getting in the pool, I start swimming, I felt like my troubles w
I felt super sick the next morning, I was throwing up like crazy. Jesse opens the door and rushes towards me, He touches my forehead "You have a fever?". I don't say anything "must be because of all the crying, I'll call a doctor, go back to bed and rest, I'll have the maid get your breakfast". He rushes out and bangs the door. Sometimes I wish I could see my reflection, to see how I look, to see what I look like, to know exactly what's wrong with me. A doctor checks on me, and he lets out a sigh "Well, what's wrong with her?" Jesse asked curiously "She's pregnant, congratulations". Hearing the doctor say those words, my hands immediately touch my tummy, there's a baby growing inside of me. "Pregnant?!" Jesse exclaims with a confused tone in his voice "Yes, it seems like she's been stressed out lately, please try to take very good care of her, I'll be leaving now, again, congratulations to you both". The doctor exit the room leaving just me and Jesse. He scoffs "You're pregn
Three months passed, and it felt like I was stuck on some time wheel, I went through the same thing over and over again, Jesse spent more time with his lover, and I spent my time reading and listening to audios on raising a child. I miss that early stage in our marriage when I would wait up for him to come home so we will have dinner together, I miss being excited when I hear the sound of his car, I miss us making love together and holding each other's hands when we fall asleep, even though they might not have meant much to him, it did to me. Jesse's family is coming over for dinner tonight, Because they want to see me, I am carrying their grandchild after all. I told my father the news about a month ago, and he already sent enough baby things for me to start a sales job. I made sure the maids set the tables and made dinner to their taste, they are very picky. 8 pm sharp and I hear the doorbell, Jesse quickly stands next to me and wraps his hands around me, it made me feel uncomfor
"Honey can we talk?". Jesse said entering my room, and shutting the door. I had just come out of the shower. "Sure what do you want to talk about?". I remove my towel and I noticed he turns away, I smile " What's wrong? not like you haven't seen me naked before". He awkwardly laughs "I forget that you easily notice movements, almost feels like you aren't blind at all". I walk closer to him, I place my hand on his chest, the other on his shoulder, I slowly move my hand from his chest down to his dick. I whisper in his ear "Being pregnant has its way of making someone feel so darn horny" I go down on my knees, I unzip his pants "Oh god!" He moans as I bring out his cock that's already as hard as a rock and put it in my mouth,I could feel his whole body shaking as I make enjoyable noises while sucking his dick, he starts moaning out and using his dick to choke me, I remove it from my mouth instantly and get on my feet. I take off his jacket, his tie, his pants, his shirt, and his
I feel light touch, I open my eyes, and to my surprise, I see my hands, I start to panic, What's going on? I see someone approaching me, a man with rich grey hair, he stops in front of me and snaps his fingers, my eyes widen "Father?", he smiles at me, my eyes gather tears and I hug him "Oh father, I was so scared, I thought I lost you" tears freely flow down my face, I use my hand to wipe the tears, I wear a bright smile " I can see your face, isn't that great! I don't know what's happening" He touches my face and kisses me on my forehead, suddenly everything becomes blurry "What's this?, why can't I see you anymore?" I stretch my hands "Father!, father!" I cried out "Father!...." I gasp sitting up straight "Where am I?" I hear a plate drop "She's awake!" I hear a girl scream out. I can't tell where I am, there's this odd smell, like dough. I try getting on my feet but I instantly fall to the ground, I noticed my hand was connected to a drip. "Careful" I hear a familiar voice say,