LOGINArya’s POV
I tried not to gawk so I won't be discovered, but it was almost impossible not to.
The hall was insanely breathtaking. Crystal chandeliers adorned the ceiling like frozen fireworks. The entire room was quite literally covered in gold. The tables, chairs, silverware, everything.
Who the hell was Kayden’s father and what did he do for a living?
The marble floors were polished to shine, such that you could see your reflection in it. White flowing curtains spilled from tall windows that revealed the city glittering in the distance.
Guests moved around in their flowing gowns and tailored suits, their laughter and conversation blending with the soft live music playing in the background.
I spotted a few famous faces. I wasn’t much of a social person, but even I could recognise a few prominent ones. This was a gathering of high profile people. I couldn't be more out of place.
“What the fuck are we doing here Jules?” I whispered to Julia, pinching her arm lightly.
“Shut up and be in character.” She replied through her teeth, faking a smile as Nolan returned to us with two glasses of champagne in hand.
“Thank you.” I smiled at him, collecting a glass.
“If I may?” He said to me, grabbing Julia by the waist and leading her away from me.
I froze, wide eyed. Was I about to be left alone? In a den of wolves?
Julia glanced back at me, giving me an apologetic smile, “I'm sorry,” she mouthed.
And when I blinked, she had disappeared into the crowd, whisked away by Nolan, leaving me in the middle of the giant hall.
“Fuck me,” I huffed in frustration.
Drink in hand, I turned around, heading for the exit when I bumped into someone. I squeezed my eyes shut, silently praying it wasn’t real, that I hadn’t ruined some millionaire’s perfectly tailored tux or spilled my drink all over him.
“Umm… hi?” A deep, masculine voice spoke.
My eyes shot open as I lifted my head slowly. I was met with a pair of blue eyes. My eyes dropped to his tux, examining it carefully to see if my drink had spilled on him. I breathed a sigh of relief when I saw that it didn't.
“Cat's got your tongue?” He spoke again as I caught the harsh smell of whisky from him. My brows shot up. The event was just starting, how could he be drunk already?
“I'm sorry,” I apologised, stepping away from him.
“Woahh…” he drawled, blocking my way. “What's got you in a rush babe?”
“Uh…” I didn't know what to say. Did he just call me ‘babe’ or was I toned deaf?
“I'm Kai.” He said, holding out a hand I had no desire to take. “What's your name pretty?”
I really wanted to get away from him, especially since his eyes kept lingering on my boobs, making my skin crawl. The sheer disrespect. Damn this corset.
“Arya.” I replied curtly, taking a step back trying to put some distance between us.
“Sexy name for a very sexy girl.” He muttered as he eyed me up and down, drooling just enough to make me want to throw up.
I had never felt so disgusted. How the hell was I supposed to leave without making a scene?
“Baby?” A tiny voice called from behind us. “What are you doing here? Come say hi to my uncle.” She said dragging him away, not without throwing a dirty look my way.
I couldn't be more happy about that.
I stepped outside the hall, breathing a sigh of relief as the fresh air hit my face. The noise, the light, the overwhelming chatter, it all faded behind me.
The night had just begun and I was already over it. I couldn’t help the disappointment that settled in my chest.
I had been looking forward to tonight, excited about getting a taste of what it felt like to be rich and powerful. But yet, here I was, standing outside, wishing I could disappear.
What was wrong with me? Julia had an effortless charm and seemed so at ease. She walked with grace and so much confidence, like she belonged here. Why couldn't I do that?
I sighed heavily and closed my eyes, letting the night air wash over me. My mind drifted to my mother.
I hated feeling like this, exposed and vulnerable, trapped in a world that wasn't made for me. For some reason, the discomfort always made my thoughts drift to her, to the memories I've dried to bury over the years. It made me think about whether she was struggling as much as I was.
And I hoped she was. The selfish and bitter part of me hoped she was suffering in ways I couldn't imagine.
A shiver ran through my spine and I hugged my arms around myself. I hated that she still had the power to make me feel like this, even after all these years.
I opened my eyes again, staring at the dark city lights in the distance. I knew I had to keep pushing, even if it meant wearing pretentious dresses and sitting through pretentious galas.
“Dammit Arya.” I muttered to myself. “Pull yourself together.”
After about thirty minutes of collecting my thoughts, I took a deep breath and went back inside the hall. I was surprised to see the majority of the guests on the dance floor, each with a partner as they moved gracefully to the rhythm of the music.
“Rich people.” I scoffed under my breath, rolling my eyes. “Now where the fuck is Jules?”
I squinted my eyes, scanning the room, my gaze darting from one unfamiliar face to another trying to find a certain green eyed doll named Jules. Then I saw him. The same dude from before who kept gawking at my boobs shamelessly.
My face twisted in disgust as he smiled at me. He emptied the glass in his hand and started walking towards me.
“Oh fuck no.”
I scanned the room frantically, unsure of what to do. I was definitely not going to endure another disturbing conversation with that man. My mind raced with options.
I could dart to the bar and pretend to get a drink? No, that would just make him more excited. Or I could scream as loud as I can till Julia came to rescue me? No, I would just look crazy.
The longer I stood there, the more I realised he was getting closer and I had to act. So without thinking, I did what I thought was my best option.
My heels clicked against the polished marble as I walked into the dance floor, hoping to lose him in the crowd, my heart beating rapidly in my chest.
I couldn't have been more wrong.
Boy, was he persistent. He was now headed to the dance floor, a sick smile on his face. Why did I have the worst luck with men?
Panicking, I grabbed onto the figure who had his back turned to me. He stiffened, turning to face me slowly as his eyes locked on mine.
I felt the colour drain from my face.
Arya's POV I woke up with a terrible hangover. I haven't had one in a while. For a few seconds, I just laid there staring at the ceiling, still half asleep, trying to piece together where exactly I was. Then the faint smell of his cologne hit me. Kayden. My eyes widened slightly as everything from last night came rushing back all at once. My face burned instantly. “Oh fucking hell,” I cursed under my breath, dragging a hand over my face. What the hell did I do? Slowly, I turned my head toward the other side of the bed. Empty. The sheets beside me were cold already. A bitter laugh almost escaped me. So history was going to repeat itself. Again. Why was I even surprised? The last time I was in this room, I had bundles of cash thrown at me like I was some hooker who had just completed a task on demand. I sat up slowly, pulling the sheets tighter around myself as my thoughts started spiralling. This was just another hookup. Yes we were married, but it was still a hoo
Arya's POV Never in a million years did I think I would find myself in this same position as I was the first day I met him. But yet, here I was. On my knees for Kayden in nothing but a red thong, with my fingers wrapped carefully around his dick. I guess the alcohol was making decisions for me now. But either way, I wanted this. I just wanted to forget. Even if it was just for a few minutes. I didn't want to think about my mom, or my dead grandma, or whatever dreadful information I would find in the laptop. I wanted it all gone, just for tonight. And that brought me to this very moment. My pussy throbbed as I brought his cock to my mouth, swirling my tongue repeatedly on the head. I heard him hiss as he brought a hand to my hair, guiding me even deeper as I took as much of him as possible. “Fuck, Arya.” He groaned. “Yes, just like that.” I continued bobbing my head, stroking what was left of his shaft that couldn't fit. I gagged a bit when he pushed my head to
Kayden's POV I should’ve stopped this before it started. That was the first thought in my head the second I felt Arya's lips on mine. Not because I didn’t want it. Fuck. That was exactly the problem. I wanted it too much. My hands stayed on her waist as I kissed her again, slower this time, trying and failing to keep my head clear. She tasted like vodka and bad decisions. And somehow, I still wanted more. I pulled back slightly, just enough to look at her properly. Her lips were swollen from kissing, cheeks slightly flushed, eyes softer than I’d ever seen them before. And somehow she still looked sad. That part pissed me off more than it should’ve. I wanted to kiss all her pain and grief away. My thumb brushed lightly against her cheek before I could stop myself. “You sure?” I asked quietly. For a second, she just stared at me. Then she pulled back, grabbing the bottle from the counter. “I didn't take you for a guy with morals.” My lips lifted up in a smirk. “I
Arya's POV Guessing the password for the laptop Julia and I found turned out to be a complete fail. We tried everything. My birthday. Grandma’s birthday. My father’s name. Rose. Arya. Different combinations of all of them. Nothing worked. Thankfully for me, Julia was criminally talented with technology. A hidden talent not many people knew she had. Unfortunately for me, the laptop was ancient. Which meant she had to take it home and “work her magic,” as she put it, while dramatically wiggling her fingers in my face. So for now, all I could do was wait. And I hated waiting. It put me on edge. I thought about sleeping over at the apartment for the night. I really did. But the second Julia left me alone in Lauren’s room for barely five minutes, the reality hit too hard, and I couldn’t do it. So eventually, sometime around ten pm, I called an Uber and went back to Kayden’s mansion. Home. Well… whatever it was now. Exhaustion sat heavily on my shoulders the moment I
Arya’s POV “Who’s Rose?” Julia asked, turning one of the envelopes over in her hand. I looked up immediately, surprised to hear the name. “Uh…” I cleared my throat softly. “That’s my mum.” Julia’s eyes widened slightly. “Wait seriously?” I nodded once. “What does it say?” “It’s a letter,” she murmured, unfolding the paper carefully. Her eyes scanned over the contents for a few seconds before her expression shifted. “Ari,” she said quietly, handing it over to me. “You should probably read this yourself.” My fingers trembled slightly as I took it from her. The paper looked old and worn at the edges, like it had been opened and reread too many times over the years. I swallowed hard before looking down at the handwriting. It was neat. Almost familiar somehow. “This was fifteen years ago,” I whispered absentmindedly after spotting the date at the top corner. Then I started reading. Dear mum, I’m sorry I had to take such drastic decisions, but I believe you understand the
Arya's POV The hallway smelled exactly the same. Old paint. Dust. And someone’s burnt food from another apartment downstairs. Funny how life kept moving here too. Nothing changed. Not for heartbreak, not for grief, not for girls who disappeared into billionaire houses and came back different. My footsteps slowed as Julia and I walked toward the apartment door. Apartment 3B. Home. Or whatever version of home it used to be. The closer I got, the tighter my chest felt. “You sure you’re okay?” Julia asked quietly beside me. “No,” I answered honestly. Her expression softened a little, but she didn’t push and I appreciated that. Reaching into my bag, I pulled out the spare key slowly. For a second, I just stared at it in my palm. Small and ordinary, yet somehow it felt heavier than it should. “You know,” Julia said carefully, “we can always come back another day.” “Ughh,” I shook my head immediately. “Stop suggesting that. If I leave now, I won’t come back.” And I knew







