I took a chance and was left knowing this was right.I was aware of who he was. I was aware what he was apart of. And finally, I was aware that he was The Jason McCann.And yet I still wanted nothing more but to feel his lips again.Why? Because they felt like heaven against my skin. Perfect for me. They felt like they had been crafted for myself to enjoy and take full advantage of and the minute our lips parted the sense of emptiness filled my body and I hated the feeling.Why was I allowing myself to fall for someone so toxic, most people would think twice just to look at him due to patronising fear. But that fear that I once had was long gone. The fear of the unknown, wondering what he may tell at me for next, or when he may threaten me next. That fear was gone. Now I felt nothing but safety when being in his presence and that was all due to his actions last night.The way he confessed his true feelings, showed his true emotion, and for me? A random girl he's known for less then a
I couldn't help but look to my right as I walked in to school to hopefully see Jason stood y his car because he and his friends normally stayed outside until the very last minute solely because they hated pretty much everyone here. Well Jason did anyway.However unfortunately, Jason or any of the boys were not there however pretty much all their cars were apart from Jason which only meant Jason hadn't showed up today. Typical for him.I entered the school building where as usual the hallways were crowded and filled with loud conversations from groups to groups. I made my way to my locker before opening it up.As I looked down at my phone the sudden feel of great masses of body literally fell on me which only meant one thing."Hi bitch we're here to bless your life" Zak spoke as Sally squeezed me in a tight hug."I'm so blessed" I continued make them laugh."So how was project working with Mr Ryan not so crazy Butler?" Aria asked as she raised her eyebrows.I paused for a second, do I
In fear of Jason and his stupid threat towards what he'd do to Austin, I did nothing but avoid him.It just baffled me as to how he could just expect me to not speak to someone. I know it was easy for him to do and also say but I was the complete antithesis.I didn't hold grudges. I never let something ruin a friendship if it's not really worth and most importantly I could never become friends with someone and genuinely like them as a person and then in the next second, not speak to them ever again.The fact that I felt so bad about speaking to Austin even after Jason telling me he didn't want me to shows just how much Jason actually meant to me. I didn't know that until now.As I walked out of the school building looking down at my feet as I had Sally to my side blabbering on about her recent encounter with her semi crush, i heard turn her attention away from our conversation."Hey Austin" she greeted making me look up seeing Austin now walk towards us causing us to come to a stop."
Sally stared at me wide eyed, mouth open and eyebrows raised signifying her true emotion of being in shock. Well at least she hadn't hit me yet.Spoke too soon.She picked up a pillow and hit me with it "What are you thinking! Are you crazy! Bella! What is wrong with you!" She yelled, her voice cracking from her rage."This is why I didn't tell you" I groaned leaning back against my bed and covering my face with my hands."That's even more stupid. You weren't even going to tell me? Your best friend? Wow" I knew she was actually mad and I guess she had a reason to be, we told each other everything. We all did, and so once they all find out I hid such a big thing from them, they're bound to react like Sally."I was! I swear I was! But I just... I'm afraid to speak about it because I don't know what to say myself! Me and Jason... we're not-" she cut me off "You're not a couple, that's for fucking sure" She said."You're saying it like it's not possible..." I muttered looking down at my
I left my bathroom yawning as I looked up, my heart literally skipping a beat as I saw a dark figure stood by my bed. The dim light from my lamp exposed the figure to be Jason I stepped forwards."Jason?" I was so confused as to how he had gotten in here, why he was here and why he was just stood there without even telling me hed be showing up at my freaking house."Why don't you lock your front door?" He asked me, his voice deep, was it bad to say that he looked amazingly hot wearing all black. His tattoos were seen as he rolled his sweatshirt sleeves up and his sharp jawline showed better when the room was dimly lit. Ugh stop it."Huh?" I questioned "Did I stutter? I said why don't you lock your front door. You're home alone Isabella. Just like how I walked in here without a key, anyone else can too." He was mad but it was crazy to say but it was so freaking hot."I didn't do it on purpose. I must have forgotten to lock it..." I told him, why was I explaining myself to someone who l
My eyes shot open at the sound of an intense but familiar sounding banging at my door which was followed by Ryan's voice."Wake up! We got company" He yelled from outside my door.I groaned getting up out of the comfort of my bed before opening the door to see Ryan stood leaning against the wall opposite."Who is it?" I asked in annoyance, it was like 9am on a Saturday , I didn't need any unnecessary company now."Thiago." He replied making me roll my eyes, he was here a bit too much or my liking."What is he here for now?" I asked throwing on a random sweatshirt before closing my bedroom door.He shrugged, how helpful.Once we got downstairs I could hear his from from the living room. We entered the living room seeing him and his usual two men stood behind him."Ah Jason, nice to see you again" he smiled pulling me in to a hug, "What are you doing here?" I asked him,yawning as he laughed."Nice to see you too" he joked."But, to answer your question Jason," he paused before looking a
It was all about stacking money, smoking good weed and living the life every other man begged to have, specifically? Having ladies by our sides like loose change. Everywhere.This was the industry. The industry of crime.It was almost like baggage that came with gang life. You get the gang, loyal boys and high ranks, but you also get easy pussy, any type of girl you wanted if you paid enough and of course, a life of luxury.That was all Carter and his boys paid interest to. Of course they had the bitchy trait of wanting beef with other gangs but they always got their ass beat because let's be honest, carter was a 22 year old gang leader with barely any members in different locations. His brother was his only ride or die accomplice. The rest would ditch him if they had the opportunity to.As I said, everyone's to caught up on how much money they make to care about what the fuck they're actually doing.I on the other hand, along with my boys, earned my money by working hard. I built bom
I reached in to the glove box of my car pulling out a pack of cigarettes. I took one out and threw the pack back in to the compartment. Keeping my eyes on the road ahead, I slipped the cigarette in my mouth before lighting it with the lighter.It was a stress reliever.As soon as I intoxicated myself with it I felt at ease and I was able to feel a whole lot more relaxed, much more then what I once was.My mind was fabricated with the constant thought of Carter and his attempts at pissing me off by mentioning Isabella alongside Austin. He got the reaction he wanted which ultimately led everyone to find out the truth, more so Thiago who I already knew was not fond of the idea of me bringing someone like Isabella in to my life, opening all doors for risks because of her father.If I didn't listen to my own dad why the fuck would I take orders from anyone else? I did my own shit and risked whatever the fuck I wanted.Instead of taking the usual route home, I followed the familiar road lea