INNESSA
______ “Nina!” I ignored my little sister’s call as I rushed out of the ballroom where the party for my eighteenth birthday was going on. Or, should I say the celebration for my upcoming nuptials? Even the thought of that made me want to hurl. Since the moment the Capo of the major crime family: Rossi, had died my father had lost all his privileges and power in the underworld. He had been trying all these years to get back the power and position he once had, but the current Capo: Antonio Rossi, didn’t seem inclined to get cosy with anyone his father once associated with. Rumor even has it that he was the one who actually kîlled his own father when he was just a child himself. Sometimes, I wonder if he could teach me a thing or two about it because if I knew how to get out of it I’d commit patricide in my next breath. What? Don’t look at me like that. My father deserves it, if you knew him you’d say the same thing. He is the man who doesn’t deserve kids, and he doesn’t even deserve to live in this world. Still don’t believe me? Then get this, I wasn’t just running away from the celebration of my nuptials, I was running away from the man who was fifteen years older than me and who had a penchant for leaving bruises on me whenever he touched me. And, that’s my fiancé— Zaman Glico. The man my father chose to marry me off to, so he could get what he once had. Zaman was a half Russian, has blôod ties to the Russian mafia on his mother’s side. And my father was taking his help in some way or manner to do something drastic to get into good graces of Antonio Rossi. I didn’t think it’d work, the man hasn’t ever paid any attention to my father and didn’t even grace him with a meeting no matter how much my father begged him to. With another glance behind me, making sure no one was following me, I slipped out through the backdoor. I hated my house, the inside was like a prison that seemed to suffocate me but this part of the land that my father owned, I loved it. Here no one can find me. I could spend hours in these trees, losing myself in this forest that adjoined the river at the end and no one will ever think to search for me in these woods. I walked down the porch, ready to slip away from all the people that ruled over me but a strong hand clamped my wrist in a tight grip. “There you are.” I shuddered at his slimy voice. Zaman pulled me toward him, his fingers twisting my small wrist, grinding bones together. “I was looking for you.” “Let me go.” I said, keeping my fear at bay. He was a kind of man who feasted on my fear. The first time I had tried to appeal to his kindness he had laughed in my face and told me to forget that I’ll ever get out of this arrangement. “I will.” He stepped closer into me. His alcohol laced breath making me gag. “But first, I want to have a kiss from my soon to be bride.” “We are not married yet,” I replied, inching away from him. “We will be. Only a month.” Pain burned around my wrist where he so mercilessly gripped me, but anger was also overpowering. “Oh, don’t be shy... you are going to be my wife soon enough. Your father all but sold you to me.” Not just a month. But one month. Two weeks. Three days. But who’s counting, right? And with each day that passed it felt like a noose was tightening around my neck. Fear coiled in my stomach like a viper, its venom spreading through my veins with each panicked breath as I thought about that day. I cursed my father for his betrayal, for sacrificing me on the altar of power and ambition. For not being a father he should be to me or my siblings. He leaned closer, his fingers almost snapping my bones when I tried to move away as he bent his head down to forcefully take the kiss I wasn’t offering. I jerked back, and gagged when I felt his lips brush my ear. I knew I shouldn’t do something that could fire back at me but it was instinct as I pulled my free hand back and punched him in the nose. I hated that there was no sound of broken bones, but I wasn’t done as while he grunted for the pain in his nose, I pulled my knee up and smashed his balls in. “Don’t try to force me again,” I said, getting away from him. He bent down, his hands going to cup his junk. “I am going to make you pay for this.” Chills spread down my arms as he straightened and started to walk toward me. “I’ll teach you a lesson to not do this again.” Every instinct inside me screamed for me to run. So, I did. I ran like my life depended on it, because there was a chance it might be. My heart hammered against my ribs as I raced through the moonlit garden, the night air thick with the scent of jasmine and fear. Behind me, the heavy footsteps of the bastard echoed, each one a menacing reminder of the trap my father had set up. And with that reminder burned a new burst of hatred inside me for him. One day I will kîll him. I heard his pounding footsteps pursuing me and heard his sick words that made dread coil in my stomach. “I am going to fûck you and then kîll you, and fûck you again in your own blôod.” I was sure he meant each and every word which was the reason I knew I could never marry this man. Heart pounding like crazy in my chest, I ran and ran. I ran in the direction of the forest, trying to hide in the darkness. Fear coiled in my gut like a poisonous snake every time he closed on me but all I could do was run. I hated how I had nowhere to go, no one to save me and a life that I’d rather end than live. He was catching up to me, I could almost feel his rancid breath on the back of my neck even though I gave it my all, didn’t stop for branches that cut into my skin as I ran to get away from him. I felt a stitch on my side and I stumbled, my eyes closing as I readied myself to get hurt but then suddenly I heard a loud crack, followed by a heavy thud. I came to a halt. My hand braced on a tree as I breathed heavily, afraid to even turn around and see what had happened, because I could no longer hear him. There was complete silence. Slowly, very slowly, I turned around with my breath held in my lungs. And my eyes widened as I looked at the man, the nightmare I was running away from, lying unconscious on the forest floor. I looked around myself, moving in a circle, searching for an answer. In the dark I couldn’t find anything. There seemed to be no answer for what just happened. There was just dark and silence. And then I felt it. The air changed around me. Turning colder, frigid. Goosebumps pebbled all over my skin, making me shiver as I looked into the darkness, feeling eyes on me. It seemed even the moon chose that moment to hide engulfing everything in complete darkness. A whisper of air sounded behind me and I turned around, stumbling back. “Who’s there?” Leaves crinkled and I heard a soft footfall. I took a step backward. “W-who is there?” And then I watched as a shadow removed himself from the darkness and took a step toward me. Instead of running away I froze like a deer in the headlights as that shadow started moving toward me. “S-stop. Please.” He didn’t. And somehow, I was afraid of this shadow more than the man lying unconscious behind me. Finally, my muscles unlocked and I turned around ready to run back to the house. But then I heard him, his rough words that seemed to be wrapped in warm honey. “Run and I kîll you.” I stopped. Even though I wanted to run, my feet seemed to have grown roots like the trees that surrounded me. I closed my eyes as I heard him come closer. I felt him behind me and then he came to stand in front of me. In that moment I was like a prey being inspected by a predator as he decided how to devour his meal. Cold fingers grabbed my chin, startling me and I swàllowed hard, wondering if it was the last day in this world for me. And thinking how pathetic it was that I wasn’t even sad to die if this stranger kîlled me now. “Apri gli occhi.” Open your eyes. He was speaking Italian. Maybe he was just one of the father’s guards. “Now.” I obeyed. I opened my eyes. And, the moon finally decided to cast us in its silvery light. The first thing I noticed about him was how tall he was. Taller than anyone I knew. And imposing. And dangerous. Then my eyes locked on his hair. The golden locks that shone in the moonlight like rich threads of gold. Slowly, I allowed my gaze to lower to his face and if I wouldn’t have been scared for my life I’d have gasped in appreciation for the beauty of the man that stood in front of me. It was like one of those nocturnal creatures that my mother scared me with to stop me from hiding in the forest has come to life, but unlike what she had said about them being ugly monsters this was wrapped up in all the beauty god has to offer while he created him. A shiver ran down my spine, and as I met his gaze, I realised all this time while I looked at him he was staring at me too. I noticed his eyes, they glinted in the moonlight like steel and I knew without a doubt they would be grey. An exquisite grey and they would be the last thing I’ll see before I die. A soft press on my chin had me being aware of the fact that he was still touching me. I tried to step away from him but his grip on my chin hardened, barely there, just making me aware of his strength and that if he wanted then he could hurt me. “Who are you?” I whispered. He leaned closer, his breath falling on my lips. Vodka. One of my favourite drinks, even though Father hated it because it was the poison Russians drink. “In this stance, your saviour.” I looked at him once again. My saviour. Even if God himself told me that I wouldn’t believe it, because in all my eighteen years no one had ever come to save me. He couldn’t be my saviour, but maybe my death that God sent with a silk bow to make it less painful and more pretty. I almost smiled at that. “Thank you,” I said to him. “I need to go back now.” He shook his head. “Not so fast.” I licked my dry lips. “What do you want?” “Payment for my kindness.” I doubted he had ever done anything out of kindness in his life but that wasn’t my business. I needed to go back to the house before everyone comes searching for me and finds me with that unconscious bastard. “What do you want?” “Why were you running away from him?” My eyes flickered to the man whom I’d have to marry if I didn’t find a solution anytime soon. “He was trying to force me.” Anger seeped into my words, coming back with vengeance. I gritted out, “So I punched him and then knéed him in the balls.” He laughed. A rich throaty sound that echoed like a dreamy song in the forest. “And, here I thought I was saving a damsel in distress.” I frowned at him. “I told you, now let me go.” “That wasn’t my payment.” “What? What else do you want?” “There’s so much to ask. But I will settle on a kiss.” “The last man who tried to take a kiss from me got knéed in the balls.” I gestured behind him. His smile didn’t leave his face and it actually made him more handsome. He said, “He was taking it. You are going to give it to me.” “Never.” “Fine.” He shrugged. “Next time I see you getting chased by some lunatic you are trying to avoid, I’ll just stand by and watch you getting mauled by him.” I started to turn away from him as he finally dropped his hand, no longer holding me in place by my chin. But then I paused as his words registered. Meeting his eyes, I asked, “Are you saying you’ll protect me whenever I’m in need of help?” “You will never find out now, will you?” He said, his words rolling around in that rough caress. “Tell me.” I insisted, a time spark of hope wanted to burn bright inside me. “I am not in the habit of giving out favors unless I get something in return.” I glared him, and then said, “You can’t save me.” “Maybe not. Or maybe, I can arrange for your escape so you wouldn't have to marry him.” I stared at him in utter shock. He knew. He added, “But I guess, you are fine with what your future holds.” He started to turn around to leave and my heart almost gave out on me for missing the opportunity faith has presented me with. I moved on pure instincts, my hand shot out and I grabbed his shoulder. I have never kissed anyone before but I didn't think about it as I screwed my eyes shut and pressed my lips against his. It was just a mere second before I pushed him back and met his eyes. He looked amused like he was on the verge of laughing but my heart was running a mile per second. I said, “I did what you asked. Now, you will have to help me.” “Do you call this a kiss?” He asked, his thumb brushing along his bottom lip and that action made me feel strange for some reason. “This is the kiss you are getting.” I replied, continuing to put distance between us. He nodded. “Next time it won't work and remember each payment will be greater than before.” “We will see.” I turned around ready to flee. And then his next words fell between us and once again I froze. “Doo sleduyushchego raza, lisichka.” Until next time, little fox. He was speaking Russian. And now I understand why his words rolled like that and why that tenor of his voice felt like a rough caress on my skin. Even when Zaman spoke in Russian it always felt like nails scratching on iron. But this man’s Russian was absolute melody to my ears. He wasn't one of us. I turned around to face him again. But he was already gone. . . _____Hello, my dear beautiful readers...How did you like their first meet?Don't forget to comment, your comments are always appreciated!!!A. GuptaNINATHE FOREST was suffocating—dense trees shrouded in shadows, branches clawing at my skin as I stumbled through the dark. My breath rasped in my throat, sharp and shallow, the cold air burning my lungs. Gunshots echoed behind me, the sharp crack ricocheting through the night, spurring me faster and harder. My legs screamed for rest, but fear drove me forward. I didn’t dare look back. Run. That was all I could think, the word pounding through my skull in rhythm with my racing heart. The icy wind cut through my clothes, but the adrenaline numbed me to the sting. My feet splashed in the muddy puddles on the forest floor, the frigid water soaking into my shoes and making them heavier, harder to lift. Another shot rang out, and this time I stumbled, my ankle twisting awkwardly. Pain seared up my leg, but I bit back the scream clawing at my throat. It was nothing compared to the current state of my body. Keep going. You have to keep running. Or, they will kill your baby. Keep runnin
NINA____ANTONIO Rossi’s hotel was nothing short of opulence—the kind of place where the elite came to drink expensive champagne and pretend their lives were perfect. I didn’t belong there, not in my secondhand clothes and scuffed shoes, but I kept my head down and did my job.The bar was dimly lit, the air thick with the scent of whiskey and cigars. It was early afternoon, and the crowd was light—just a handful of top-tier businessmen and tourists who wanted to experience the best of Italy. I maneuvered through the tables, balancing a tray of glasses, ignoring the lingering gazes of the patrons.Antonio was the reason I was there.He was the kind of man who didn’t do favors without expecting something in return, but he was also the reason I had a roof over my head and a steady paycheck. He found me when I was at my lowest, like some kind of godsend angel. And even though I knew he was anything but, I chose to trust him because I needed his money. Without it, I would’ve lost the one
LACHLANSHE didn’t see me watching her. She never does, unless I step out into the light and make myself visible. She thinks she has a stalker but she hasn't done anything about it. She either thinks she could handle it on her own or she just doesn't care. The latter one bothers me. It had been almost too easy—her routine predictable, her life stripped down to the essentials. Half a day at Antonio’s hotel, and then the other half into the late nights at the diner. She was always moving, always working. Always running, though I doubted she even realized it.I knew she feels me watching her, but I am too good at hiding. She never sees me unless I want her to. And the only time I allowed her to look at me was when I stepped into that diner around midnight. Tonight was no different—I watched her without hiding and caught her sneaking glances at me. I’m not blind to how I look or how women perceive me, but seeing the spark of attraction in her dual-colored eyes hit differently. She was a
NINATHE darkness suffocated me. My chest felt tight, my breath came in shallow gasps as I slid down the door, the cold floor grounding me. But nothing numbed the sting of humiliation, the burn of my father’s slap in front of his men. It wasn’t like it had happened the first time but it was more to the fact that now it was normal, like no one reacts or interrupts. No one questions why a father was so loose with his hands when it comes to his eldest daughter.It hurt. God, it hurt so bad.Not the physical pain—I was used to that. It was the knowing that destroyed me. To know that this was my life. The helplessness of being trapped in this life with no way out. Unless I took my own. But I can’t, can I?A shift in the air made my skin prickle. My breath caught as I felt another presence in the room beside mine. And, I knew I wasn’t alone.I felt him.I had only met him once, caught glimpses of him lingering in the shadows with my father’s men. I doubted they even knew an imposter walked
NINAAS I boarded the bus for the city, I cringed at seeing how full it was. The men were standing in the aisle, chest to chest, not leaving a space to take a step in. I almost turned around to leave and wait for the second bus but then another presence behind me stopped me from doing so and then I heard the doors to the bus closed shut, taking away my chance to get down.Now with a heavy presence behind me, so close, that I was unable to turn around and men staring at me from everywhere, I was feeling trapped and uncomfortable. Looking down to avoid their stares, I stood as still as possible. But then a few seconds later, the men shifted in front of me. There stance changing, and suddenly there was quite a space for me to walk further if I wanted to. I didn’t, not until, a thick accented whisper came into my ear. “Move.”I scrambled forward, and then a hand shot past me and grabbed the man sitting on the seat on my left. The unsuspecting man was wrenched out of his seat and a gentle
Riley and I ended up talking about everything and nothing at all. She told me about Erica, the small woman I’d seen with Antonio: his wife. Like me Erica was also Riley’s best friend, she was the prime cheerleader for their relationship and I was glad that Riley had someone else other than me in her corner. And unlike me Erica wasn’t too lost in her past to not be there for her when she needed her. But as much as I was scared of the world they were associated with, I knew if it wasn’t for Antonio I won’t be sitting here with my friend without worrying about my son’s health and safety.The thought of my little baby had my heart clenching in my chest and I focused back on Riley as she regaled me with her new life that she’d started with her boyfriends: Leo and Ephraim. And as she looked at them with stars in her eyes and love that was nakedly visible on her face, it sent a sharp pang through my heart.And, not for the first time, I wondered what it’d be like to be loved like that? With
LACHLANSHE stepped out of the car in front of a building where she didn’t live. But what I’d gathered from her conversation with Riley in the restaurant was that she was deliberately lying to her friend and not telling her that she’d changed apartments and now lived in a run down place where I won’t even put my non existent pet. She stood at the pavement, waved at her friend and waited there until the car disappeared down the road with her friend and her two boyfriends— one of which had allowed me to enter an exclusive club so I could keep an eye on her.Now as she walked, swaying on her feet with every step as she made her way to her own apartment which was two blocks away, I followed after her. She didn’t even bother looking over her shoulder. She didn’t think anyone would waste their time following a woman like her.She was wrong. And it fûcking irked me that even when she thought she had a stalker she was roaming around the streets, drunk out of her mind, without any protection
LACHLAN“I am not asking you to fuck her. Touch her. I want to see what belongs to me.”A second passed.Two.Three.There was a shift in the air like my surroundings knew of my surrender to his twisted demands even before me. The weight of it pressed on me like a storm. And as if he too was aware of my decision, Jeremiah’s voice cut through the silence in my ear, hard and cold. “Touch her.”I stood there and wondered what was worse: that I’ve become used to his cold demands or that I look for any chance to prove to him how obedient and loyal I was to him. I have followed Jeremiah’s orders for years. It’s been the foundation of my life, and in the past, I’d never hesitated. But now, standing here in front of Nina, I seemed to hesitate to blindly obey him. Because now he wasn’t the only one who has a hold on me. She has it too, however gentle and fragile it was.The bedroom was silent, my footsteps whispering as I rounded the bed to her side. Even though it was just me in the room wit
JEREMIAH “Was she in an accident?” I stared at the doctor as his question hung between us. The problem with his question was the same as the one that had occurred to me while I was going through the file that Chen brought. I didn’t know the answer. I didn’t know what kind of life my wife was living before we brought her here. When I remained silent, Lachlan responded, “We don’t know.” And I hated that we don’t know. Maybe it was time I started digging up in her life and what she was up to all these years while I was fighting for mine. The doctor nodded. “It is possible she was in one and then when she woke up, her mind decided to bury those memories that were too dangerous for her sanity. Most of the amnesiac patients have this in common. It's most commonly known as a Dissociative state. The mind protects however it can to ensure survival. It mostly is common in the victims of abuse or someone who've survived a fatal accident. Sometimes, it’s also the reason of selectiv
LACHLAN I was waylaid by a phone call from Kayne telling me that Vasili Baranov was itching and throwing hands for a meeting at the High table, to settle the disrespect he had suffered. The old fucking bastard surely wanted a trip to my black room and I'd happily oblige if given the chance. I had hated him since the moment he had suggested the marriage between his granddaughter and my Jeremiah. Something that had amused Jeremiah at that time, but now even he was annoyed by the old bustard's continuous pestering since the party. And so he had been ignoring all his calls and demands to meet him in person.But now Vasili was throwing a fit with Kayne and Xavier to make Jeremiah listen to him. I informed Kayne that I'll let him know when Jeremiah will be available for the High table, if ever.And then by the time I made my way upstairs to her room, Jeremiah was already there. Instead of entering, I paused on the threshold as I saw Jeremiah crouching beside her prone figure on the floor.
JEREMIAH Chen left the office without another word, what he had said now echoing in the silence of my office while Lachlan and I stared at each other, processing the information.The men who had attacked her were Russians.Lachlan took a seat and asked, "Did anyone know about her before we brought her here?"My jaw clenched, and I forced my hand to stay still on the desk, not ball into a fist like it wanted to, as I shook my head. Instead of pushing the curiosity aside I pulled the file open in front of me.The pictures of the men were there. All dead. Because my little shadow had been unable to curb on his violence. I might be known for my cold heart and merciless attitude, but Lachlan was the one who had a temper of a volcano. When it erupted it doesn’t stop until it destroys everything in his path. I focused back on the file with all the details of this men. Names. Their backgrounds everything was there.“Black Hive.” I pulled out a sheaf of paper and a black and white picture wi
ROSE My body was frozen from the fear of my own desire. His gravely words, his fury was making me want him more. It was almost ridiculous that I could feel the flutters in my lower belly. I knew he was going to spànk me like the other day, but unlike that day now I knew what was going to happen and as much as I feared it, the buzz of anticipation in my body couldn’t be ignored. You've really gone mad, Rose! Ryan pushed me on the desk, still maintaining the grip on my tied wrists. As far as I knew he pulled something from his pocket, something silk and cool to the touch with which he tied my hands together. I startled as he swept the hair off the back of my neck which he had unravelled and then surprising me he placed a gentle kiss between my shoulder blades. He followed my spine all the way down to my ass where he traced the waistband of my panties with his fingertips. I sucked in a breath as without any warning he dragged my pantîes down to my knees. I could feel his hot b
LACHLAN I flung the office door open as I entered, my pulse still thrumming with the aftermath of witnessing her break down and looking at me with disgusted eyes, shoving me away like I was filth. Like she couldn’t look at me for one more moment, like she couldn’t bear my touch. She hated me. And god, it hurt.Jeremiah looked up from his desk, a half empty glass of bourbon in his hand even though it wasn’t even noon yet. His grey eyes travelled down me and I saw the possessive gleam he didn’t hide. Any other time I’d have enjoyed his gaze on me. But now. I slammed the door shut behind me and marched to the desk behind which he sat.Her arched a blond brow. “I thought you’d have a better disposition after last night.” I glared at him. He said, “You did sleep like a baby, but I see something have upset you again. What is it?”“Nina.”In a blink, his expression changed. His jaw tightened and his eyes turned cold. “What about her?”“You should’ve seen her,” My voice was low. Tight. “She
NINA It was ten in the morning when Lachlan entered my room, bearing a breakfast tray in his hands. The scent of buttery toast and coffee curled around me. If he thought it would fix things, like food could erase the way I was dragged, punished, humiliated under strangers’ eyes, while the one person who promised to stay and be there for me... vanished, then he was hugely mistaken.Because his presence now, the warm food, it didn’t bring me comfort. It was a slap, a mockery. And all it did was remind me what a fucking liar he was. A deceitful fucking man. A manipulative bastard.Worse than the monster himself.He walked in like he had a right to. Like nothing had happened, like he hadn’t fractured something that was already delicate between us. Like I hadn’t been left alone and stripped bare in front of the wolves, and he hadn’t walked out afterwards instead of holding me. Instead of giving me a safe blanket he had left me in the care of the monster.He put the tray on the table near
NINA My eyes fluttered open and I looked at the bed beside me, at the empty space, and felt a heavy weight in my chest. Like the presence I had felt wasn’t here in the reality but deep somewhere buried in my heart. It was a dream. I told myself it could only be a dream, but its echo was wrapped around me like a comfortable blanket. Like a blanket I had adored in childhood and lost somewhere along the way, but now I could see it peeking through the clutter of forgotten things, shining and beckoning me, as it looked down at me from the top shelf that I couldn’t reach.He was there in my dreams. Once again my husband was in my dreams and he wasn’t the monster he was today. I had willingly crawled into his lap, I had felt safe with him. He was the man who’d brought me my favourite food and gave me a relief from my horrible life.I sat up slowly and let out a breath when I felt my whole body tensing up in discomfort. And then my present, my reality, rushed back to the forefront of my min
Flashback continues...NINA “You need to eat more, lisichka. How will I hunt you next time if you fainted in the middle of the chase.”I sucked in a breath, he made it sound like there was more to our little game of chase. I licked my lips and despite myself I obeyed him. Somehow it felt good to obey him, to make him see that I could do whatever he wanted from me.As I ate, I watched him. And watching him, made my body relax. It always did when I am around him, except that initial nervous energy that takes hold of me. But being close to him, my muscles would relax, no longer coiled up to fight or run from danger. Even though I knew he was dangerous, he felt less so with every other threatening presence around me.And it was all because of the last few days. Because something had changed without me knowing it. The quiet between us wasn’t threatening anymore. It had morphed into something else. Slowly, subtly, it had become a respite from the nightmare that was my life. I used to be s
Flashback #4 NINAThe house was quiet. And it was way past midnight. But I was still waiting… He hadn’t come yet.I didn’t even know when it had started, this habit of waiting for him. Of glancing at the balcony doors every night, my breath catching at the slightest shift of shadows, thinking that he had finally come.But he wasn’t there.For the past ten days, he had come at midnight like clockwork. But even though he had been at the dinner table last night because my father had invited him, he hadn’t come to my room afterward like he usually did. And it seemed he wasn’t going to come tonight either.With a disappointed sigh, I slid down on the bed and pulled the covers over my head. I was just about to let out a frustrated breath when I heard the balcony door creak open, and the air in my bedroom shifted with his presence.Jeremiah Sokolov.The Russian. Enemy of my father.And my only chance at freedom.The small lamp at my bedside table barely illuminated him, but I knew exactly w