MasukSneakPeak of my next upcoming book:
____ VALENTINA I was never good at staying where I was supposed to be, or doing what they tell me to. Maybe that’s why I escaped the monsters while my brother remained behind. I didn’t even know where he was. All I knew was I’ll find him one day. I’ll get him back by my side where he belonged since the day we came into existence. Now, as I sneaked out of the class, the bells from St. Augustine’s tolled from the other side and I felt my shoulders slumping as I realised that one of my hiding spots was not available as it seemed there was someone in the church. So I made my way to my second favourite spot to stay away from people and especially Mrs Magda who thinks spanking girls makes a better punishment. I ran without making any noise, I’ve had years of practice to remain invisible. And I succeed most of the time, unless someone sees me and then they look at me with eyes that I want to poke. I pulled at the heavy door with all my might, trying to open it but failing. Being almost fourteen didn’t give me strength just an annoying curve to my chest I didn’t like. Someone pushed the door from the other side, I quickly hid and watched as two men walked in, followed by a third man with a cane. From behind, all I could see was his long winter coat and the hand wrapped around the cane. Each of his fingers were encased in rings that shimmered even in the dim lights of the corridor leading to the Sister Josephine’s office. Before I get caught or the doors closed again, I slipped out and ran across the open yard until I reached the big tree that had always welcomed me like I was one of the squirrels that lived there. It didn't take long for me to climb up the branches and settle on my spot from where I could see everything. The small lake, the imposing double doors I sneaked out from, the church on the other side and also the classrooms lining the upper floor of the mass hall for the girls that lived and studied at the St. Augustine’s All Girls School. Swinging my legs which will get me called un-lady like by the sisters, if they only knew how I climbed trees they’ll probably faint, I pulled out the bread crumbs I’d stuffed in my pocket during the lunch and made a cluck-cluck sound with my tongue. I snickered to myself knowing it’ll be another unlady like thing added to the long list Mrs Magda hated. Two small squirrels poked their heads out of the hole in the thickest part of the branch and I smiled at seeing them. These little ones felt like my only friends in this stupid place that somehow I ended up in. I didn’t know why I was here or who sent me here. One moment, I was fighting the doctors to let me go so I could go back to my brother and then… I woke up here. Just like that. Every terrible thing I knew, the hell I was born into, the monsters I grew up with, everything that still gives me chills just disappeared. It was like someone plucked me from that hell and put me here in this cage made of godly lessons. And I might’ve appreciated it more if only my brother was here with me. It felt like I got out of a nightmare and my freedom had a price. And that price was my brother. “I miss you, Julian,” I murmured as I did every day because I didn’t ever want to forget about him. “I’ll find you. Wait for me.” I promised myself I’d find him one day. I would. No matter what I had to do. A nibble on my fingers had me looking down as Max, the one with black furry tail ate the crumbs off my hand. A loud bang startled me and the squirrels dashed off to hide in their little nooks. I sat there staring at the boy who just stormed out from the double doors that I came from. My brows arched up as I saw him more clearly when he made his way toward the lake, passing by the tree I was sitting on. Dark hair perfectly combed, shoulders back, chin high. Expensive clothes and shoes that probably cost more than the annual salary of Sister Josephine. He looked too polished to be one of the priests’ sons, too young to be one himself. Rich kid, I decided. The kind who came with his family to write fat checks so they could feel holy for a day and then go back to their big houses and be catered to by servants at their beck and call. I was about to climb down when the door opened again. “Asher Sterling Kingston.” The name cracked through the quiet garden like a whip. The boy froze, but didn’t turn around. But I saw his shoulders go rigid and expression closing off. The man coming out was the same man I had seen earlier, this time I could see his face. He looked old, elegant and a lot strict like Mrs Magda. He walked toward the boy, his cane for show as he didn’t use it. And I could see a few similarities between them. “Did we not discuss,” the man said, each word heavy, “that you would not disrespect me this way?” The boy turned then, just enough for sunlight to hit his face. And I finally saw him. Only to blink and look a little harder. Didn’t Mrs Magda say bad girls don’t get to meet God and his angels? But how come this boy looked like one. An angel. And by the looks of it, a very angry one. He shifted to glare at the older man and my lips parted when the sunlight hit his eyes next. They shone like silver. The same way the lake behind him looked in the moonlight. “And I told you,” The boy said, straightening and glaring at the older man, “I didn’t want to come here.” “This is not how my heir behaves!” “I do not want to be your heir!” I stared between them, wide eyed and unable to look away. As the words hung there in the silence, the scene felt too familiar. I bit down on my bottom lip as I realised why. The boy seemed to hate the power and control the old man had over him. Just like I hated how someone dumped me here and now I didn’t have any power against this cage made of morals and rules. “I want to go,” the boy said after a moment, quieter but still furious, “where you sent my mother.” “How many times must I tell you she is not alive?” “You’re lying!” His voice shattered on the last word and he looked a second away from attacking the old man, he even took a step forward. I expected the old man to use his cane like the sisters used and that’s what men with power did in the place I came from. My nails dug into the tree bark, I felt afraid for the boy. But the old man only tapped the boy’s shoulder. “You will let go of these childish notions. Focus on the Kingston name, and what it will bring you. Now come. We’ll pray for your father and leave.” He paused, eyeing him. “You may even choose who benefits from our donation. A good deed to make you feel useful.” The boy just folded his arms, glaring holes in the man’s back until he finally walked away. When the garden fell silent again, the boy turned back to the pond. And I finally moved. Slid down the trunk, silently jumping on the ground. But at the last moment, my foot landed on a rock and I slipped. The sound made him whip around, startled. And I watched as his foot slipped on the mossy edge of the lake, and for one frozen instant I stared into those silver eyes, wide and alarmed now, before he toppled backward into the water. The sight made me laugh as he fell into the lake in his crisp suit and prince like look. But then my laughter evaporated as I realised he wasn’t standing up or coming out. The pond wasn’t too deep, but when I saw his arms flailing, his head bobbing and heard a muffled scream, I rushed forward. “Idiot,” I muttered, splashing in after him. The pond water soaked through my shoes, reaching my knees, making me shiver. I grabbed his soaked jacket collar and heaved. He was heavier than he looked. But I pulled until we both stumbled on the solid ground. He coughed, shaking and dropping on his knees. Looking nowhere close to the angel I had thought of him, or maybe he was a drowning one. I stood over him, shaking water off my arms and glaring down at my ruined clothes and shoes. If anyone found us, they’d blame me. They always blamed me. Girls like me didn’t get the benefit of the doubt, especially not from Mrs Magda. I turned that glare at him, but when I saw how shaken he still looked, I asked, “You okay?” He didn’t answer. Just stayed there, trembling, hair plastered to his forehead, lips paler than his face. I sighed and decided to leave, go back to the dorms and change before anyone saw me. But the moment I took a step back, his hand shot out, clamping around my wrist. His fingers were cold and trembling. And for some stupid reason, I froze instead of running. “D–don’t go,” he croaked. I sighed, my eyes darting back to the double doors. I asked, “Want me to call... someone?" He shook his head hard. “Fine. Suit yourself.” And then, without thinking, I lifted my hand and swiped his wet hair out of his eyes. He stared back at me, his eyes now muted grey. He looked like he didn’t know why I’d do such a thing. I tried again to leave, but he demanded, “Sit.” I narrowed my eyes on him. Look at him ordering me about just because he was a rich brat. I wasn’t going to obey, I hate orders. But when he sat down, all wet and looking so lost and lonely, I sat beside him, both of us dripping into the grass and staring at the lake. “How much did you hear?” he asked. “Enough.” “Everything, huh?” He let out a humorless laugh. “Figures.” “Why are you here?” I asked, because most visitors never left the main church. “I was trying to get away from my grandfather.” He looked at me and asked, “What’s your name?” “Valentina.” When he looked at me expectantly, I said, “I don’t have a last name.” “Lucky,” he said. “Last names are nothing more than shackles and chains.” “At least they mean you belong somewhere,” I muttered. He smiled like he thought I was a fool. “If you want, you can have mine.” I snorted. “And how does that work?” “We can get married.” I laughed. Laughed. And, laughed. I said, “Yeah, no thanks. I decided never to marry ever. Love and marriage are stupid things people do to hurt each other. Trusting a man, marrying one and loving one, are a sure way to get into a mental institute if not worse.” “What could be worse than that?” “Heartbreak. Losing yourself and the people you care about. Getting betrayed by the ones who are meant to protect you and love you.” His lips parted and for a long minute he just stared at me. I felt my cheeks heating up under his gaze, I had never talked so much ever. The one time I had said something similar to Sister Josephine, she had looked at me with sad eyes and said, “Girl, if you don’t believe in love how will you ever be happy?” And Mrs Magda had stated, “Abnormal. She is a cynic at such a young age. A devil!” So I refrained from saying what I really thought most of the time. But I just told him everything that came to my mind without a second thought. He couldn’t really be a God or his minion, sent to make me learn, could he? No matter how much he looked like one, even as a dripping wet mess. “What if it wasn’t about love?” His eyes glinted, once again flashing silver. I raised a brow. He said, “A contract. When I need a wife, I’ll find you. No love. No hurting each other. Just business. You get whatever you want. I get freedom from my grandfather and the expectations that come from his last name.” I studied him. He sounded way too old like he’d already seen the kind of ugliness adults try to hide from kids. I recognized it because I sounded the same in my head. “And if I say yes?” I asked. He smiled. “Then, we will both have the world at our feet to do with what we please.” It sounded too good to be true. Still, I smiled. “You will give me whatever I want?” I looked down at his clothes, shoes and the watch peeking out. With his money, I might be able to find my brother. “Anything. And, everything.” “Deal,” I said, holding out my hand. His hand was cold when he slid it into mine. Grip steady, eyes bright. “Deal.” I didn't know it then, but it was a deal that will only take me from one cage to another. And in this I might end up losing everything I’d left. ____ What do you think? Are they both going to uphold their end of the deal? A. GuptaFLASHBACK #14 NINA I blinked into the darkness, my vision swimming as pain throbbed behind my eyes. My head ached brutally, every breath hurt, while my throat felt too tight, like something invisible was wrapped around it, slowly squeezing. I tried to inhale properly, but every time it made my stomach recoil in revulsion at the smell around me. Old, damp wood mixed with rust and rot filled the air, thick and suffocating. It clung to my skin and lungs until I felt sick all over again. When I tried to lift my hands, I realised they were bound behind my back and so were my legs. As I took in my bearings, I realised I was tied to a chair and surrounded with dark that was barely penetrated by the moonlight. I jerked against the bindings, trying to loosen them but the coarse ropes bit into my skin, tightening even more when I pulled.As panic started to build in my chest, I forced myself to stop struggling. My breath stuttered as I tried to calm my racing thoughts. I needed to thin
JEREMIAH The river was behind us, and now armed men stood at the edge of the forest blocking us from going back into its century as more men appeared out of the trees, surrounding us. I looked from left to right, my mind racing through escape routes that didn’t exist. I turned slowly, shoving Nina behind me, as I reached for my gun. Every muscle locked. Every sense sharpened as I felt the air around us shifting as if it was waiting for something, even the men pointing their weapons at us stopped. They didn’t rush us. They too seemed to be waiting. Then a different set of footsteps drew closer and a moment later, a figure draped in all black appeared. I shifted, wrapping my arm around Nina’s back and pressing her against mine to hide her from the new threat. Slowly, deliberately, the person walked closer until there was no more than five feet between us. Her head was covered, her face hidden beneath layers of dark veiling that fluttered faintly in the wind and th
JEREMIAH “Our son?” My eyes searched hers before they dropped to her stomach. “Yes.” Her words were just a mere whisper of cold air as she said, “J-Juhan… I went for—” “Jeremiah!” The sudden shouts had both of us whirling, only to be tackled down to the ground by Hugho as loud gunshots cracked through the air. The sound was startling and sharp that didn’t belong in this small snowy town. “We have to leave. Now!” Hugho growled, “Someone must’ve leaked our location.” I uncurled myself from around Nina. She looked disoriented as she blinked, noticing the men rushing toward us and forming a protective circle as they returned the gunfire. She clung to me, her voice shaky as she asked, “Jeremiah, what’s happening?” “Let’s get out of here first,” I helped her to stand, my movement urgent as men started to exchange gunfire and slowly the small airport turned into a warzone. “We have to hurry.” Hugho pressed his hands at our backs as he guided us toward the waiting cars. A
JEREMIAH “Are you sure about this?” Kayne asked. “What do you think?” I looked at him, knowing he wouldn't have a response to it. Xavier let out a long breath. “I mean we could wait here instead of you deliberately putting yourself into danger.” “My wife will be at the airport, in public, with no one there to protect her,” I gritted out. I had already made up my mind. If what I suspected was the reality then I needed to be there for my wife. I couldn’t stay at home surrounded by my guards to be safe while I send my friends and their guards to safeguard their Pakhan’s wife. I wasn’t going to be that man. If she was in danger, and she was because of me, then I intended to stand between her and that danger. I intended to protect her with my own life if it came to that. I have already kost her once, I won’t lose her again. I had thought I could find the fucking pest that was after me and my family, wait for it to show up while Lachlan and Nina stayed in Italy, far away fr
NINA I sat stiff in my seat, my fingers curled tightly around the armrest as if letting go would make everything slip out of my control. My leg bounced on its own, a nervous reflex I couldn’t stop, and my heart beat so hard it felt like I was once again caged in that dark cell. But all of it wasn’t because of the turbulence the plane was going through for the last twenty minutes. For as much as I was scared of the continuous shaking of the plane, I was more worried about the fact that Ephraim will reach my husband and Lachlan with Juhan before I could. The pilot had announced a detour because of the thunderstorm, and it meant it would take longer for me to reach Russia than I thought. It also meant Ephraim will reach faster than me as he flew privately. I pressed my lips together, swallowing hard as panic crawled up my throat. My son would be between strangers, standing in front of men who he had never met and didn't know much about. The men who’d have every right to ha
JEREMIAH The door to the safe house banged open and I looked up just in time to see my younger brother stumble into the back room I was in. For half a second, I didn’t recognize him. Olezka looked like a ghost of himself, like something dragged out of a warzone. His shirt soaked through with blood, soot smeared across his face, and there was an open gash splitting his forehead. “What the fuck—” I crossed the room in two strides and caught him as he staggered into me, his legs almost giving out on him. “What happened, Lez?” His weight sagged into me and when he lifted his head, his blue eyes were glassy, rimmed red and not from pain. There was fear in his eyes that I had never seen before. “Jeremiah,” he said, voice breaking apart. “I… I can’t find her.” “What?” I looked past him to Hugho, who stared back at me looking as clueless as I felt. "What are you talking about?" At my order Baranov was brought here and I was just about to shoot him dead to end his annoying







