LOGINAmelia’s POV
My mother kept pressuring me endlessly, as if my life existed only to serve her will. This time, she pushed me again, saying I had to quickly find another man to marry. Only then, she claimed, could my past be cut off, and Raisa—the daughter she always praised—wouldn’t feel hurt anymore.
I stayed silent. Truly, I didn’t know what to do. My indecent photos had already spread, becoming the subject of gossip everywhere. How could I possibly find a husband easily? What sane man would want to bind himself to a woman the world already branded as tainted?
I had even tried blind dates countless times. The result? Always rejection. No one was willing.
I had gotten used to it, really. Since long ago, every little mistake I made had always made me the target of Lidya’s rage. But this time, she considered it the most fatal mistake of my life. She treated me as though I was the root cause of our entire family’s downfall.
The memories came back, so bitter. Whenever Raisa and I had even the smallest quarrel, Lidya would always condemn me. I would be scolded endlessly, sometimes even beaten, while Raisa sat there looking innocent. And Lidya always had the same reason: I was nothing but an illegitimate child. My very birth was considered a sin, my existence a mistake.
But time had made me tougher. Since leaving the Rinov household, I was no longer the foolish girl I once was. I knew, a mother was still a mother, but the pain and injustice she carved into me were too deep. Truly, what was the point of having a mother if every day she only reminded me that I was worthless? So I made a decision: I must cut ties, as quickly as possible, with this family.
I looked straight at Lidya, trying to keep my voice steady.
“We already agreed, didn’t we? You haven’t forgotten this is your last request, right?”
To me, she was the one at fault. Lidya was the one who clung to the Rinovs, humbling herself just to stay close to that man every day. Lidya, who always craved Raisa’s attention, who worshipped Raisa like a goddess, and who trampled me down just to ease their anger.
I no longer wanted to let my thoughts be poisoned by her. The marriage I entered today… was my final act of repayment to the woman who bore me. After this, everything would be over. No more debts, no more mother-daughter ties. That was our agreement.
Lidya sighed harshly, her face sour.
“If I’ve already said yes, then it’s yes. Stop repeating yourself.”
We arrived at Raisa’s room.
She looked like a princess in her beautiful gown, sitting on the sofa while choosing jewelry with a spoiled expression. I glanced down at myself—just simple clothes on my body. Still, I straightened my posture. I didn’t want to look small before them, even if the gap between us was as wide as heaven and earth.
Raisa turned, her voice dripping with false sweetness yet laced with mockery.
“Amelia, what are you doing here?”
I opened my mouth to answer, but Lidya cut in first.
“Raisa, darling, do you know that Amelia got married today?”
I swallowed hard, my chest tightening.
“Oh, really?” Raisa looked at me, surprised, though her eyes glimmered strangely.
“So fast. Is he better than Kevin?”
Lidya laughed dryly, her voice sharp with scorn.
“Of course not! There isn’t a single man in this city better than Young Master Kevin. Do you think she could find someone worthy? She’s already so cheap. Her husband must be trash. Look, she didn’t even dare bring him here, afraid her trash husband would ruin your view.”
I clenched my fists. Lidya knew nothing about Xavier. He might look ordinary on the surface, but he was nothing like what she described. Kind, gentle, dignified. Far better than Zack—her so-called “choice” for me.
But I chose silence. What use was it to argue with them?
Raisa frowned, still curious.
“That can’t be true. Amelia’s beautiful. Even Kevin was obsessed with her for four years.”
I turned to her, bitterness in my chest. Raisa only ever saw the surface.
Lidya sneered again.
“What’s the use of beauty if her character is rotten? Her status is filth! Kevin was blind, treating her as nothing but a toy, a distraction. You, Raisa, you’re the one truly worthy of Kevin. Trust me, you two are the perfect pair in this city.”
I rubbed my temple, feeling dizzy.
When Raisa bent down to put on her shoes, Lidya shoved me toward her.
“Useless girl! Help her put them on!”
I froze. Did she really think I was still that naive girl who never resisted, no matter how hard I was stepped on? I looked at her coldly.
“You’ve always been used to serving her. Why should I?”
“Amelia!” Lidya nearly screamed. “You think you’re something just because you’re married? Your husband is probably a nobody! You’ll still need this family one day!”
Her words cut deep, but they also fueled my determination.
“You won’t even try to be kind to your sister now? You’ll regret it when you have to beg her later! Remember, the Rinovs raised you! It’s only right we serve them like servants!”
I was about to answer when a heavy voice cut in.
Tomi Rinov stood in the doorway, frowning.
“Why are you all quarreling here? Don’t you know an important guest is coming soon?”
Raisa immediately changed, wearing a sweet, innocent expression.
Lidya quickly pointed at me.
“It’s all this cheap girl’s fault! Just because she’s married now, she dares defy her mother!”
Tomi turned to me, his tone softened.
“You’re married? Why didn’t you say so? If I’d known, I could’ve found you a proper husband.”
I laughed bitterly inside. Pretend concern—that’s all it was.
“No need. I can choose on my own.”
He raised an eyebrow.
“Very well. But where’s your marriage certificate? Let me see, who is this man?”
I hesitated, then finally pulled the document from my bag. Before I could hand it over calmly, Lidya snatched it.
“Where is the man you married? I want to see his face!”
I reached out to take it back, but Raisa interrupted.
“Father, who is this important guest? Why do you look so nervous?”
Tomi’s face lit up instantly, brimming with excitement.
“It’s Mr. Xavier Aprilio!”
I froze.
Xavier?
That name… the same as the man who had just bound himself to me in marriage?
My heartbeat thundered in my chest. The world seemed to stop spinning.
Raisa looked puzzled.
“Who is Mr. Xavier Aprilio? Is he important? Why does he have the same last name as Kevin?”
I stared at each of them in turn. That very question now echoed inside my mind.
Who exactly was Xavier Aprilio?
Amelia's POVXavier came back a few minutes later, his hair still damp, slightly tousled. He looked more at ease than usual. Sitting down beside me, he lifted the blanket, wordlessly inviting me to lie down.I slipped under the covers, immediately enveloped by warmth. At first, I felt awkward, but when Xavier reached for my hand and held it tight, all the hesitation melted away.“Amelia,” he said softly.“Hm?”“Thank you for holding on this far. I know it hasn’t been easy for you.”I turned to look at him, our faces so close I could feel his breath. “I can hold on because you’re here.”He smiled faintly, leaning his forehead against mine. “I promise, I’m not going anywhere. You’ll always have a place to come home to—even when the world turns its back on you.”Tears welled up again, but they weren’t tears of pain—they were
Xavier didn’t interrupt. He didn’t rush to comfort me or fill the gaps. He simply listened, his thumb brushing over the back of my hand now and then, grounding me.“I don’t ever want to go back to that,” I said finally, my voice hoarse. “I don’t want to return to the version of me who didn’t even know who she was anymore.”Xavier looked at me, his eyes filled with a kind of pain that mirrored mine. “And you won’t. I won’t let you. Amelia, you’re worth so much more than how he treated you. Don’t let your past define who you are now.”I nodded slowly, feeling the weight on my chest lift little by little.That evening, we had dinner with Xavier’s grandmother. The atmosphere was warm, almost gentle. She seemed calm, though she asked several times who I was. I answered patiently, explaining again and again, always with a smile.Bet
Amelia's POVI laughed softly too, then sighed with relief. “What’s your plan for today?”“Hmm…” He thought for a moment. “I have to deliver some books to the city library. My grandmother donated a lot of her old collection, and they asked me to help check the archives. You can come along if you’d like.”“The library?” I asked, my eyes lighting up a little.“Yeah. You like it?”I nodded quickly. “I’ve always loved places like that. It feels like home for lost minds.”Xavier looked at me with a gentle smile. “Then let’s go together.”A few hours later, we were already in the car. I sat in the passenger seat, watching the busy streets roll by. A breeze slipped through the window, messing up my hair. I fixed it absentmindedly, glancing at Xavier who was focused on driving.“I ju
Amelia's POVI rose quietly, careful not to wake him. The cold wooden floor met my bare feet, yet the chill somehow felt refreshing. I walked toward the back garden, hoping to clear my mind—but paused when I heard faint voices from the dining area.Peeking in, I saw Xavier’s grandmother sitting at the table, her silver hair neatly tied back. Her hands trembled slightly as she reached for a cup. Beside her, Xavier—already awake—was patiently feeding her soft bread.“Slow down, Grandma,” he said gently. “I know you like this bread, but don’t rush.”My heart swelled at the sight. There was something deeply moving in seeing this side of him—gentle, patient, protective.A small sound escaped me as I stepped forward, and Xavier turned his head. His face immediately lit up. “Good morning, Amelia.”I smiled awkwardly, feeling like an intruder. “Good mor
Amelia's POVI reached out and held his hand. “I feel a great sense of pride to be in that position."He glanced at me with gleeful eyes and smiled. "As for you, Amelia. You're the center."Holding my breath I just smiled faintly. I was filled with hopelessness when he spoke his words. I had a sense for the entirety of my life, convinced that there was no place in the world where I truly felt like an important part. It didn't change anything. However, Xavier saw me as someone who was truly important to him.Silence fell between us. There was only the sound of a ticking clock, and then there was that faint aroma of cold soup floating around the table. The moment was serene, with a calm demeanor.“Xavier,” I whispered.Even after he let me go, I can't help but feel like my hand is holding my arm.I looked up at his and said, "Thank you for making me feel like this house belongs to me."He
Amelia's POVDavin didn’t back down. “Amelia, can we talk? Just the two of us.”I froze. My eyes instinctively flicked to Xavier, who now looked at Davin with a sharp, guarded gaze.“If Amelia wants to,” Xavier said coolly, emphasizing the word—if Amelia wants to.I took a deep breath. “I… can’t right now.” My voice trembled, but I tried to stay firm. “There’s too much I need to do.”Davin lowered his head, his jaw tightening before he managed a strained smile. “Alright. I understand.” He glanced briefly at Xavier. “It was good to see you again, Amelia. Take care.”I only nodded, then turned to leave with Xavier.As soon as we stepped out of the archive room, I could feel Xavier’s energy shift. He walked beside me silently, but his jaw was tense.“Xavier…” I called sof







