เข้าสู่ระบบELLIOT
I must’ve fallen asleep because one moment I was lying on my bed, staring at the ceiling and the next moment my door nearly flew off its hinges as someone barged in. I jolted upright, heart hammering, disoriented and angry before my brain could catch up. The room was dim, the digital clock on my side table glowing 11:30pm. Asher slammed the door shut behind him with enough force to rattle the walls. I blinked, adrenaline flooding my system as I took him in. He was breathing hard, chest rising and falling like he’d run here. His hair was a mess, his jaw tight, eyes burning with something that made my stomach sink. “What the hell is wrong with you?” he demanded. My head throbbed. My body still felt heavy with sleep, slow to react. “Get the fuck out of my room,” I said, my voice rough. “No,” he snapped. “I’m done letting you get away with this shit.” I swung my legs over the side of the bed and stood, irritation spiking. “What the fuck did I do this time? What do you want?” His hands clenched into fists at his sides. “I should be asking you that. Playing pranks on me and sleeping with my girlfriend were not enough, you had to drag my mum into this childish nonsense. You made her cry. Again.” Ah. So that was the reason for all this ruckus. I rolled my eyes. “So? Is that the reason why you barged into my room at–” I didn’t get to finish my sentence. Asher crossed the room in two strides. The punch came fast— too fast for me to react properly. His fist connected with my jaw, snapping my head to the side. Pain exploded through my face, white-hot and sharp, my teeth clacking together as I stumbled back. “What the fuck–” I gasped. I barely had time to recover before he was on me again. He shoved me hard, and I hit the mattress with a grunt, the breath knocked clean out of my lungs. Springs creaked beneath my weight. “You don’t get to use her kindness against her,” he snarled. “You don’t get to treat her like she’s nothing.” I laughed, breathless and bitter. “What are you gonna do about it?” I jutted out my lower lip in a fake pout. “Are you going to cry too?” His expression changed. That fury snapped into something darker. He lunged. I reacted on instinct, shoving him back, my shoulder slamming into his chest as we tumbled sideways. We crashed into the floor, the impact rattling my bones. I twisted, trying to get leverage, nails digging into fabric and skin. We wrestled like animals—no finesse, no restraint. Just anger and momentum and months of resentment boiling over. I almost expected our parents to come barging in from all the ruckus we were making. Asher was stronger than he looked. Or maybe I was weaker than I wanted to admit. I swung wildly, my fist grazing his ribs. He hissed, then shoved me backward again. My back hit the edge of the bed, pain flaring up my spine. “Get off me,” I snapped. “Shut up,” he shot back. I kicked out, catching his thigh. He grunted but didn’t let go. Instead, he grabbed my shoulders and slammed me down onto the mattress again, climbing over me before I could scramble away. I bucked beneath him, hands pushing at his chest, his shoulders, anywhere I could reach. “Get the fuck off–” He pinned my wrists above my head. Hard. The bed dipped beneath us, the weight of him pressing me down. My breath hitched despite myself. I twisted, tried to break free, but he held firm, muscles locked, face inches from mine. We froze. My chest heaved beneath him. His breath was hot against my cheek, uneven, furious. His grip was iron, but his hands trembled slightly. For a moment, neither of us spoke. The silence was loud. I stared up at him, my jaw throbbing, pulse roaring in my ears. My body felt painfully aware of him. His heat, his weight, the faint scent of his cologne, the way his knees pressed into the mattress on either side of my thighs. This was bad. This was very bad. “You’re a real piece of shit, you know that?” he said quietly. I scoffed, even though my heart felt like it was about to burst out of my chest. “Took you long enough to notice.” His grip tightened for half a second before loosening just a fraction. “She didn’t deserve that. She’s done nothing but try.” “That’s the problem. I don’t need her to do anything. She’s not my mother,” I snapped. “I know,” he shot back. “And she’s not trying to replace her either, no matter how much you want to pretend she is.” I turned my head away, jaw clenched so hard it hurt. “Hurting everyone around you doesn’t bring anyone back,” he continued, voice rough. “It just makes you cruel.” That landed. I hated that it did. “Get off me,” I muttered. He didn’t move. Instead, he leaned in and whispered in my ear, his breath hot. “I’ve had it with you,” he said. “You want to destroy yourself? Fine. But you don’t drag my mum into it again. Ever.” His words shouldn’t have affected me like they did. For fuck’s sake, he was angry with me. But my body reacted to him anyway. I couldn’t help it. Maybe it was because I could feel every inch of him pressed against me. Or maybe it was because, this close, I could see the golden flecks in his green eyes. Or maybe it was his lips. They looked particularly soft and there was a little sheen of sweat on the bow that drove me crazy. I wanted to lick it off. It could have been any of those things. Either way, what I did next was particularly embarrassing. I moaned.ELLIOT“Please,” I said hesitantly. It sounded like there was something stuck in my throat so I cleared my throat and tried again, “Please, Asher. Touch me.”That was it. I had finally descended into the depths of madness. I had reached a level of pathetic that there was no going back from.But it was definitely worth it. Asher’s left hand went lower, beyond the band of my sweatpants and I almost moaned when he tugged them down, exposing my dick to the air.I definitely moaned when he grabbed my length in his rough grasp, tugging harshly.Asher let out a deep rumble that set my already heated blood on fire as he continued to stroke me.He shifted even closer and zings of electricity went through me as his warmth and the solid feel of him pressed against me.The unmistakable hardness of his cock digging into my ass sent another wave of desire through me and I groaned.“You feel so good, baby,” he rasped, grinding his dick against my ass. “Don’t… call me baby,” I struggled to say, over
ELLIOTI attended dinner that night.Of course I did.I might not have had an idea of what Asher’s punishment was, but that didn’t mean I was eager to find out.No, I wasn’t scared. It was just… safer for everyone involved if I didn’t call his bluff.Dinner was basically the same as the previous ones. Dad talked to Asher only, ignoring me. He didn’t even ask me about my project. Yes, it was nonexistent and just an excuse I made up to avoid Asher, but still… he could’ve asked.Margaret kept fussing over everyone, eager to please as usual.Asher kept throwing me looks, which I ignored.In fact, I ignored him for all of dinner, keeping my head down the entire time. It was a feat I was proud of.And when I was done eating, I mumbled my excuses and left the table, returning to my room.I couldn’t have been more glad to return to my safe space.A space where there was no Asher.Except I couldn’t have been more wrong.Because as I laid on my bed after taking a shower, preparing to sleep, a
ELLIOTAsher’s eyes darkened slightly. “So you were awake.”I crossed my arms. “You’re very observant. Congratulations.”He ignored the sarcasm.“Why?”“Why what?”“Why are you avoiding me?”“I told you,” I said coldly. “Because I don’t want to see you.”“That’s not the real reason.”“Believe whatever you want.”He studied my face for a long moment.It was like he was trying to peel me open and see what was underneath.Then he leaned closer.My stupid body reacted instantly.God. I hated this.“Is it because you liked it? A little too much, perhaps?” he murmured.My stomach dropped.I shoved him hard.It wasn’t enough to hurt him, just enough to put distance between us.“You’re delusional,” I said.He looked at me with that same irritating calmness. “Am I?” His eyes dropped to my jeans and instinctively, my hands went to cover my dick. “My words made you hard. That’s why you ran to the bathroom, right?”Don’t say a word, Elliot. Don’t let him get to you, I repeated like a mantra in my
ELLIOTI splashed water in my face, the cold sensation helping to bring me back to my senses.Somewhat.Fucking Asher. This was all his fault.It was his fault I was this riled up.It was his fault that my heart was pounding this hard, threatening to jump out of my chest.It was his fault my face felt like it was on fire.And it was definitely his fault that, despite everything, I was still hard.Unbidden, my mind went back to everything he whispered to my ear in class.How he couldn’t stop thinking about what happened between us.How he couldn’t stop thinking about me.How he got hard this morning while thinking of me and had to jerk off—I splashed more water on my face.Get it together, Elliot, I said to myself.Leaning on the sink, I dared to look into the mirror above the bathroom sink.It was exactly what I thought I’d find.My hair was messy as always— even though I’d spent about 30 minutes on it this morning—, my brown eyes were dilated, a mix of desire, fear and embarrassment
ELLIOTI was avoiding Asher.I didn’t care if it made me a coward or whatever.It was the right thing to do.The only other option was to jump back into his arms or into his bed, and that was absolutely not going to happen.I won’t allow it to.It’s been easy too. All I had to do was avoid the family dinners with the excuse of working on a project, leave the house very early in the morning, take the longer route to class so I wouldn’t run into him in the hallway and avoid the cafeteria by skipping lunch. Easy peasy.Last night, he had knocked on my door and I’d immediately turned my back to the door and pretended to be asleep.He’d lingered for a while and I was afraid he was going to check if I was actually asleep but then he left, the door clicking shut behind him.I had been so relieved that I had been almost dizzy with it.There had been something else too, something akin to disappointment but I wasn't willing to acknowledge that for the sake of my sanity.But I should’ve known it
ELLIOTI wasn’t particularly what you would call a model son, but I would like to believe I wasn’t a bad one either.Well, maybe my father would disagree but who cared about his opinion?Fuck him.The only opinion that mattered was my mother’s and she never failed to tell me how proud of me she was, even when my father made his disappointment of me known.Because of her, I never felt like I was lacking as a son even when Dad tried to make me feel otherwise sometimes.But now… now, I was willing to acknowledge that I was a bad son. A terrible brother.Because if I wasn’t, why else would I have allowed Asher to do everything he did the other night? Even worse, I had enjoyed it. Enjoyed seeing the heated look on his face and knowing I did that. I enjoyed it so much I wanted to do it all over again–My pencil snapped as it finally gave way under the pressure of my tight grip. I gritted my teeth as I released the broken pencil from my hold, allowing it to roll over on the table until it







