LOGINELLIOT
I must’ve fallen asleep because one moment I was lying on my bed, staring at the ceiling and the next moment my door nearly flew off its hinges as someone barged in. I jolted upright, heart hammering, disoriented and angry before my brain could catch up. The room was dim, the digital clock on my side table glowing 11:30pm. Asher slammed the door shut behind him with enough force to rattle the walls. I blinked, adrenaline flooding my system as I took him in. He was breathing hard, chest rising and falling like he’d run here. His hair was a mess, his jaw tight, eyes burning with something that made my stomach sink. “What the hell is wrong with you?” he demanded. My head throbbed. My body still felt heavy with sleep, slow to react. “Get the fuck out of my room,” I said, my voice rough. “No,” he snapped. “I’m done letting you get away with this shit.” I swung my legs over the side of the bed and stood, irritation spiking. “What the fuck did I do this time? What do you want?” His hands clenched into fists at his sides. “I should be asking you that. Playing pranks on me and sleeping with my girlfriend were not enough, you had to drag my mum into this childish nonsense. You made her cry. Again.” Ah. So that was the reason for all this ruckus. I rolled my eyes. “So? Is that the reason why you barged into my room at–” I didn’t get to finish my sentence. Asher crossed the room in two strides. The punch came fast— too fast for me to react properly. His fist connected with my jaw, snapping my head to the side. Pain exploded through my face, white-hot and sharp, my teeth clacking together as I stumbled back. “What the fuck–” I gasped. I barely had time to recover before he was on me again. He shoved me hard, and I hit the mattress with a grunt, the breath knocked clean out of my lungs. Springs creaked beneath my weight. “You don’t get to use her kindness against her,” he snarled. “You don’t get to treat her like she’s nothing.” I laughed, breathless and bitter. “What are you gonna do about it?” I jutted out my lower lip in a fake pout. “Are you going to cry too?” His expression changed. That fury snapped into something darker. He lunged. I reacted on instinct, shoving him back, my shoulder slamming into his chest as we tumbled sideways. We crashed into the floor, the impact rattling my bones. I twisted, trying to get leverage, nails digging into fabric and skin. We wrestled like animals—no finesse, no restraint. Just anger and momentum and months of resentment boiling over. I almost expected our parents to come barging in from all the ruckus we were making. Asher was stronger than he looked. Or maybe I was weaker than I wanted to admit. I swung wildly, my fist grazing his ribs. He hissed, then shoved me backward again. My back hit the edge of the bed, pain flaring up my spine. “Get off me,” I snapped. “Shut up,” he shot back. I kicked out, catching his thigh. He grunted but didn’t let go. Instead, he grabbed my shoulders and slammed me down onto the mattress again, climbing over me before I could scramble away. I bucked beneath him, hands pushing at his chest, his shoulders, anywhere I could reach. “Get the fuck off–” He pinned my wrists above my head. Hard. The bed dipped beneath us, the weight of him pressing me down. My breath hitched despite myself. I twisted, tried to break free, but he held firm, muscles locked, face inches from mine. We froze. My chest heaved beneath him. His breath was hot against my cheek, uneven, furious. His grip was iron, but his hands trembled slightly. For a moment, neither of us spoke. The silence was loud. I stared up at him, my jaw throbbing, pulse roaring in my ears. My body felt painfully aware of him. His heat, his weight, the faint scent of his cologne, the way his knees pressed into the mattress on either side of my thighs. This was bad. This was very bad. “You’re a real piece of shit, you know that?” he said quietly. I scoffed, even though my heart felt like it was about to burst out of my chest. “Took you long enough to notice.” His grip tightened for half a second before loosening just a fraction. “She didn’t deserve that. She’s done nothing but try.” “That’s the problem. I don’t need her to do anything. She’s not my mother,” I snapped. “I know,” he shot back. “And she’s not trying to replace her either, no matter how much you want to pretend she is.” I turned my head away, jaw clenched so hard it hurt. “Hurting everyone around you doesn’t bring anyone back,” he continued, voice rough. “It just makes you cruel.” That landed. I hated that it did. “Get off me,” I muttered. He didn’t move. Instead, he leaned in and whispered in my ear, his breath hot. “I’ve had it with you,” he said. “You want to destroy yourself? Fine. But you don’t drag my mum into it again. Ever.” His words shouldn’t have affected me like they did. For fuck’s sake, he was angry with me. But my body reacted to him anyway. I couldn’t help it. Maybe it was because I could feel every inch of him pressed against me. Or maybe it was because, this close, I could see the golden flecks in his green eyes. Or maybe it was his lips. They looked particularly soft and there was a little sheen of sweat on the bow that drove me crazy. I wanted to lick it off. It could have been any of those things. Either way, what I did next was particularly embarrassing. I moaned.ASHERBefore I could respond, two guys approached us.They looked confident, attractive. The kind of people who knew exactly what they were doing.Sebastian’s attention shifted instantly.“Well, well,” he murmured, a grin spreading across his face.One of them leaned in toward him, saying something I couldn’t hear over the music.Sebastian laughed, clearly interested.I rolled my eyes. Of course he was interested.The other guy turned to me.Sebastian clapped me on the shoulder. “I’ll be back.”And just like that, he was gone. Leaving me with him.He slid into the seat beside me like he belonged there.“Hey,” he said smoothly.I nodded once. “Hey.”“You look bored.”I raised an eyebrow. Really? That was what he was going with?How had I once found this routine fun?“That’s because I am,” I replied.He smiled, like he found that amusing. “I’m sure I can fix that.”“I’m good,” I said, taking a small step back.He didn’t take the hint. Instead, he leaned closer.“I’ve been watching you,”
ASHER“I’m bored.”I didn’t even look up from my phone. “How tragic.”Sebastian groaned loudly, throwing himself back dramatically against the couch like he was auditioning for the role of the world’s most annoying. “No, seriously. I’m dying. If I stay in this house any longer, I might actually perish.”“Then perish quietly,” I muttered.A pillow hit me in the face.I lowered my phone slowly, fixing him with a flat look. “Do you have a death wish?”“Yes,” he said without hesitation. “But not before I drag you out tonight.”I narrowed my eyes. “No.”“Yes.”“No.”“Yes.”“I’m not going to a club with you,” I said. “I have nothing to do there. Not interested in dancing. Not interested in drinking. Not interested in picking up guys.”I ticked up my fingers as I spoke.Sebastian rolled his eyes. “Because you have Elliot now.”“Exactly. You get it. See? You’re not so dumb after all,” I said, already turning my attention back to my phone.He leaned forward, snatching it out of my hand.“Sebas
ASHERMy heart pounded in my chest as Elliot moved his lips over mine. Somehow, this kiss felt different than the other ones we shared. It was softer, tender almost. It felt like I could feel all of Elliot’s emotions in the kiss.It made me heady.I pulled him closer, our bare chests pressing together under the rumpled sheets.We’d been cuddling for what felt like hours, legs tangled, his warmth seeping into me and it’d been soft, intimate. But now as Elliot deepened the kiss, his obvious hunger seeping into the kiss, I realized the time for softness was over. It was all hard now.Pun fully intended.I gasped in a silent moan and Elliot took full advantage, his tongue slipping past my lips to trace mine with lazy strokes.I cupped the back of his neck, fingers threading through his soft hair, holding him against me as the kiss turned languid, wet slides of tongue exploring every corner.A moan escaped him, vibrating against me, and I swallowed it.“Shh, baby,” I murmured against his l
ELLIOTIt was my turn to tense.It was a loaded question. One I didn’t expect him to ask. One I hadn’t really given much thought to.I swallowed nervously.I tried to choose my words carefully.“I don’t know,” I said honestly. “My father and I have always had a complicated relationship, but after my mother and brother died…”I used to think my mum was the glue that held us together and it turned out I was right. We were nothing without her.“... it got worse,” I finished. “A lot has happened between us. He has hurt me a lot. I’m sure he’d say I’ve done the same.”Asher’s arm tightened around me in reassurance and I moved in closer to him.“You know, after my mum died…” It was like I couldn’t stop talking now. Like a dam had been broken. “It felt like I lost two parents, not one. He just… retreated into himself. He wasn’t there when I needed him the most.”It was worse than that. Barely months after they died, he started going on dates. Secretly at first, then more openly. Like he didn
ELLIOTIt was remarkable how much things had changed. How much I have changed.If you’d told me three to four months ago that I’d be in this position, I wouldn’t have believed it.And yet, here I was.I didn’t regret anything. If anything, the only thing I regretted was not giving in earlier. Because if I knew it would feel this good, I’d have surrendered much earlier.I didn’t realize how much I needed this. How much I needed him.Ever since my mum and brother died, there had been this void that existed within me. This gap that I didn’t think anything could fill.Sometimes, I even wondered what the point of existing was, when all I felt was emptiness.Which was why I was so angry. With my father, with the world, with myself.At least, being angry was better than feeling nothing.But now, being with Asher, I realized that maybe, just maybe, life was worth living again.Happiness was close, I just needed to have the courage to reach out and grab it.We were in Asher’s room.After dinne
ELLIOTElsa rolled her eyes. “Seriously, who came up with that stupid rule in the first place? And why the hell did we agree to it?”Lucas shoved her lightly. “Hey, watch it. That was me. And in my defense, I was drunk. I just wanted to have fun. It’s you guys’ fault for listening to me and taking me seriously.”Houston nodded. “That’s true. It’s our fault. You’re not someone that should be taken seriously.”Elsa laughed at Lucas’s facial expression and I couldn’t help but chuckle.Lucas gave him a look that screamed betrayal. “Seriously, man? I thought you were on my side.”When the laughter died down, I spoke up again. “I never really asked but… Are you guys okay with me dating Asher? Even though he’s technically my stepbrother?”Lucas waved a hand. “Trust me, we don’t give a fuck.”Elsa shot him a look. “Yeah, exactly that. But in a less crude way.”“We just want you to be happy, Elliot,” Houston added.A warm feeling filled my chest.“Thanks guys.” I wrapped an arm around Lucas wh







