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AKI I AM still baffled by the fact that I became pregnant. I mean… I wasn’t expecting it at all! Since the day we knew that I was growing another being inside my belly, Chihiro decided to take me to his place — to keep watch on me and make sure that I would not get stressed again. Muntik akong makunan noong isinugod nila ako sa ospital nitong nakaraang linggo. Part of it was because of the early pregnancy symptoms I was experiencing and the majority was due to lack of sleep and stress that I went through because Chihiro and I had a big fight. Thinking back, I didn’t become pregnant when we first had sex and he was in heat that time but why for the second time? “Sensei, pasok ka. Maupo ka muna, ha? Ipaghahanda kita ng makakain at maiinom,” Chihiro offered with such care, even holding my hand to assist me. [Nabuntis lang ako, hindi napilay,] I sighed to that sarcastic thought just now. I knew I’m an irate person but these past few days, my irritability became m
AKI IT’S BEEN now a week since Chihiro and I started living with his parents. Sa edad naming ito, nakakahiya at hindi ko maipaliwanag ang pagkabalisa ko. Maraming maaaring mangyari. Alam kong nag-aalala lang naman sila sa kalagayan ko at mas marami na silang napagdaanan na problema pagdating sa pagkakaroon ng mate at anak pero hindi ko maiwasang maasiwa sa tuwing kausap ko si Hiromi-san. Bilang isang kapwa Alpha, I could still feel his reluctance towards me and my feelings for his son. Well… he should be. I haven’t even admitted what I really felt towards Chihiro and what’s worst is that we’re now expecting a child. “Pasensiya ka na talaga kay Hiromi, Izumi-san,” biglang paumanhin sa akin ni Chidori-san nang mapuna nito na mukhang malalim ang iniisip ko. Nakita niya akong nakatulala habang nakaupo sa sofa ng kanilang sala. Kasalukuyang nasa labas si Chihiro at inaasikaso ang mini garden ng kanyang ina. Napansin ko rin na naging madalas ang pag-aalala sa akin ni C
[What the hell am I saying?]“Eh?” “Stop touching it,” I demanded na may halong galit sa boses ko. But the truth was I wanted him to keep touching it and sweet talk to me like this. “Aki-san, may masakit ba sa ‘yo?” he slightly panicked and stopped hugging me and tried to make me face him. [Just stop talking and—] “…kiss me already,” I muttered. “Huh?” The idiotic giant tilted his head to the side, not sure what I was trying to say. “Why are you so dumb? I really hate that part of you,” I said in irritation and grabbed-hold the back of his neck. “Come here,” I uttered and pulled him towards me, making our lips touch. Chihiro was surprised but he responded to my kiss still with care and tried not to put his weight against me. Me, on the other hand, wrapped my arms around his neck to prevent him from letting go. “…san,” he breathed between our kisses and looked at me in the eyes with such passion. “Okay lang ba?” I chuckled. How cute. “Just shut
AKI JUST when I was about to go out with Chihiro today, I got an unexpected call from a person whom I’m very familiar with. “H-hello?” I answered in a very hesitant and shivering voice. “Aki? Aki, is that you?” The voice from the other line asked. It belonged to a woman’s. “I’ve been trying to contact you for a while now but I can’t seem to reach. How are you doing?” [Ah. I should be delighted that she sounded worried but why am I having a mental breakdown right now?] I thought to myself while trying to hide my uneasiness. “I…” I uttered and subconsciously glanced at Chihiro that was patiently waiting for me to finish my call. “I’m fine… mom.” Just calling her ‘mom’ almost made me want to vomit. I couldn’t take any more of this conversation. My parents don’t usually contact me like this unless they wanted to demand something for me. “Good. Your father and I have already talked about some important matters. Aki… it’s about time—” The next words she spo
“Kicchan is not a slut!” I finally snapped. Lahat sila ay napatingin sa gawi ko. “And he was a first born! It was his parents that failed to notice that their son was not an Alpha and neglected him after knowing the truth!” sigaw ko sa kanila. “Aki-san,” Chihiro called out to me and tried to calm me down. “Pinapunta niyo lang ba ako dito para marinig ang mga pang-iinsulto niyo sa ibang tao?!” buska ko sa aking mga magulang. They didn’t even falter by how I acted. “Wala kayong alam kung ano ang pinagdaanan ni Kicchan bago niya nahanap ang Alpha na nakatadhana para sa kanya. Madaling sabihin na isa lamang siyang Omega dahil wala kayo sa posisyon niya! Kahit kailan, hindi naging mababa ang tingin ko sa kanya dahil lamang sa hindi kami parehong Alpha. Kung tutuusin, mas lalo akong humanga sa kanya noong lumaban siya hanggang sa huli! Wala kayong karapatan na pagsalitaan ng masama si Kicchan!” I bursted into tears. [Ah. Come to think it, I think I haven’t told Chihiro yet
AKI “WHAT’S the meaning of this, Chihiro?” kaagad kong tanong sa kanya nang makarating na kami sa sinabi nito na pupuntahan namin. It was supposed to be right after we encountered my parents pero kinabukasan ay wala akong ganang gumawa ng kahit ano kaya hinayaan muna ako ni Chihiro. “Mamamasyal tayo, Aki-san!” nakangiting sagot naman ng baliw. “And why is Kicchan here also?” I asked with a disturbed facial expression. “Ako ang nag-imbita sa kanya!” masayang sagot ni Chihiro. “How have you been, Aki?” asked Kicchan with a smile. He was carrying baby Yuuki with him. “Goo~” Yuuki uttered and reached out his hand as if he’s waving hello to me. “Hindi ka ba masaya, Aki-san?” nagsimulang mag-alala si Chihiro nang makita na hindi napawi ang tila pagkainis ko. “No, it’s not like that but…” I said and looked at the person that was standing right next to Kicchan. “Why am I also here?” It was Okuda who finally said what I wanted to say. “Exactly!” I
I thought we were going straight home after a whole day of strolling in the mall but… “Isn’t this a motel?” I asked with a blank expression. Chihiro on the other hand was beaming with delight and excitement, simply locking the door to our room. “Nagpaalam ako sa mga magulang ko, Aki-san,” he reasoned out before taking off his jacket. “Okay but… why are we here in the first place?” I asked again in an uncomfortable tone. “Gusto kong masolo ka ulit, Aki-san,” he admitted without hesitation. “Saan ka kumuha ng pambayad dito, Chihiro? I fired you, remember? You’re practically jobless. Please don’t tell me that you borrowed money from your pa—” “May ipon ako, Aki-san,” putol nito sa akin. “Huwag kang mag-alala. Pinag-isipan ko ito nang mabuti.” [Stop looking so ridiculously serious. It’s creeping me out!] I shouted in my mind. Napaatras naman ako ng kaunti nang humakbang palapit sa ‘kin si Chihiro. Was it because we’re the only ones inside this room that I
CHIHIRO NAKAYA kong mapalayo kay Aki-san at nakahanap ng disenteng trabaho at sa hindi pagmamayabang pero may konti na akong naipon para sa magiging anak namin. Excited na ako sa ideya na magkakaroon na kami ng anak pero may parte pa rin ng kalooban ko ang natatakot. Bukod sa hindi pa kami mates, hanggang ngayon ay hindi pa rin lubos na sigurado si Aki-san sa nararamdaman niya para sa ‘kin. Naiintindihan ko na baka natatakot lang siya na hindi magiging maganda o positibo ang kalalabasan ng relasiyon namin kaya naman ganoon na lamang siya ka-undecided. Mahal ko si Aki-san, sobra. At handa akong gawin ang lahat mapatunayan ko lamang iyon sa kanya. Kahit magmukha pa akong tanga sa harap ng maraming tao ay tatanggapin ko kung iyon lang ang tanging paraan para mapagaan ko ang loob niya at tuluyan na niyang ipagkatiwala sa akin ang kanyang puso. Laking pasasalamat ko nga dahil nakaagapay sa akin ang mga magulang ko. Strikto si Tou-chan pero alam kong ginagawa niya lang