PresentMornings are supposed to be refreshing and cordial or civil; for me they're mindless turn of the wheel of events probably providing the closure from the other days occuring. There's a trend setting moment because today for the first time in my entire life I was having a smile on my face as I laid on the bed, this particular not-so-nostalgic moprning. Serena sleeping on my one side, and Nathan was on the other hugging me tightly. I didn't knew that having a family of my own can be so pleasant that I couldn't help but feel extremely energetic and happy. What is true happiness? I've never known the answer to it but as the sun rays peeped from the sliding doors and touched my tanned skin, I realized this is what happiness feels like. Having my family close and the sun caressing me at my heart. A coincidence as such ios debatable and I lamented if I should disclose this information to John or Serena?After my unexpected confession last night, Serena and I just sat in absolute silen
Oswald!! That was the thing I remembered, when I felt my eyes stretching wide seeing the Skiing resort in front of me. Wonder why? Well because I think my eyes were actually becoming that round in that moment, which was pretty similar to that four leg and four hand, Octopus. Because obviously, my eyes can't shrink to the level of his eyes, but his body was a killer! Don't kill me kids!!*Don't forget the sarcasm Mate*But for now, shouldn't I be worried about myself? Yeah!! Hands up, legs and fingers crossed because I am gonna compete with my mad plus hyperactive fiancee!I eyed Serena from my peripheral vision, and I can see that as much as nerve wrecking I was feeling, she was enjoying it all the more. Why won't she now? After all, I was the one who was her puppet here, not the other way round.Locking the car, she took our bag with necessary stuffs while I stood there gaping at her.When did she pack the bag? Probably when I was busy calculating in my head about the things that sh
FlashbackThe wheel of life turned around infront of me showing me the repurcussions of my godly personality to woo girls and one of them has turned psychologically tormented and was eager to die for me. I felt ashamed of myself. Carolina's fingers were pressed on the trigger while her eyes were shut tightly. My body was screaming at me to run, and save her but my mind was frozen with fear and hatred. In that moment, I kept aside my negative perception of Carolina and only remembered my parents teachings about humanity.Thus, before she can press the trigger, I ran in her direction, and just when the trigger was pressed, I raised her hand in the air letting the bullet explode in the barren sky. "Carolinaaaaaa!!" I yelled seeing her body slump down on the ground. I sat on my knees as she immediately threw herself in my arms causing my entire body to extreme rigidity."I love you so much, Daniel. Please don't leave me". She was begging me. Her lips were quivering while she was pressing
Tired...insanely exhaused and probably unfortunate I felt sitting infront of Serena. She sat stiff and unmoving with a stone cold expression plastered on her face. The cat has been out of it's cage and the worse has been revealed yet I'm uncomfortable to look at her. She looked in my direction, and I was hoping to find a trace of trust in those eyes which have mesmerized me; instead I found nothing...absolutely nothing but her tightly pressed lips warned me of the unforeseen. Loyalty is the foundation of any standard relationship and that has never been my best trait before. How do I mend the pieces of the broken trust even if it's not her whom I've cheated? Though, my loose character is a sign for her to end whatever is brewing in between us. Slowly and silently, something is happening to us...or atleast my shells are opening and I'm allowing her to see what I've always feared. Myself. My authentic version; the one which is capable of lust as well as love; infidelity and fidelity but
Swivel! Whirl! Trundle! Twirl! Undulate! Are these adjectives enough to describe what my precious eyes have been doing since the instant Serena has thrown her another nuclear bomb at me?If not then, let's say it has become A Ferris Wheel. I guess that word did gave out too much information to state the torture on my poor eyes. From Oswald they have turned into a Ferris Wheel. I wonder what was next and when did this 'mission open Daniel's heart turn into a humor zone?' Clueless, I tried to recall her exact meaning of my name and I swear I think I'm a pig being pushed into the drain while the onlookers are going to have an entertainment dosage along with Serena and Nathan, who're too caught up in this game. He's a child forgot sake, I told my subconscious plenty of times but it's unnerving to keep a calm demeanor when Serena throws her ultimatum at me. What is she trying to get from this? A playful life or she's making up to me for our lost time. Denial is not in my mind for today but
Greatly appalled, I still gaped between Serena and Nathan wondering which of the two was upto mischief. The thought hadn't subsided when Nathan ran towards the other kids who were playing on the other side in the scrutiny of the care takers as well as their parents. Ofcourse there was tight security around but fuck, he was only my boy and I sure as hell don't want to risk his safety. 'Amm...so does every parent, you jerk,' my subconscious reprimanded me. Ignoring the self-bashing and listening to my awakened fatherly instincts I was ready to march in Nathan's direction, when someone grabbed me by my back collar, and pulled me back. Holy shit! How did I forgot about this Cow face who'd been glaring me, certainly calculating my next move! I pierced my eyes in hers but she was mad at me. Should have expected this from Mother bear!"I swear I will dump you in this sea, and won't even pull you out if you dare to stop him from playing. You idiotic man, you don't like going in water and p
A day could be as splendid as our moment at the rock, I never read or watched in the history of my not-so-pleasant life. I can't stop staring at my girl who has turned beetroot red from the kisses I have been showering at her since the second we stepped down and returned to the home, hiding away in our personal abode. Stress which has been my ultimate companion, has taken a leave today; atlast I feel vulnerable to express my heart or merely pour my love on Serena. I missed this proximity with her yet I halt at the thought of bedding her. What was I afraid of when I have already fallen in love with her once again to obscene limits. This love is not any normal love but not even obsessive as was Carolina's. It's different yet difficult. For me love was something that's indescribable and for Serena, love has been an entirely different thing. If she considered me her Lady Macbeth who refuses to fall asleep, it's impossible for me to consider her a Macbeth. He was shrewd; a liar, a traitor.
The silence has gone longer than I expected it to be; and in that precise moment I decided there's a riddle unread or understood. Serena is probably herself a mess and is concealing her emotions from me. Maybe, I went too far in telling her to stay my son's mother while she has wanted to be my lover and wife. I don't deny that I am good at hurting people; if I must make a correction then I am a professional at crushing hearts but somewhere I think Serena is not far behind me. I stood up from the couch and faced Serena. Her body was screaming tension and for the first time since our meeting, I felt that she didn't wanted to be near me. Like, she was afraid that I will read her hidden secret in her soul.Gripping her shoulders, I managed to gain her attention whilst her eyes lowered suddenly. Her features which always were bold and shouting a I don't care attitude, resembled to the grief stricken person who was deep drown in guilt.Before I knew it, she hugged me tightly hiding her face