Lea's POV
***continuation of the narrative from the past***I had no idea how long I had been out. I was a little baffled, being surrounded by so many people and lying on a hospital bed. But it gradually dawned on me the level of my stupidity.I was so embarrassed that I didn't even clarify when the nurses told me that my handsome boyfriend had brought me in.After a few minutes, I could hear a scuffle outside. It turned out to be Jake. He was having a heated argument with the doctors and the nurses about being sent away last night. Apparently, he was so exhausted that he had overslept and missed the call from the hospital when they were taking me to the operation theater when I was going into cardiac arrest. Luckily, they were able to revive me just in time, but Jake still needed some reassurance. He was so overwhelmed by everything that I put him through, from the moment I landed, that I was feeling guilty.I knew how overworked he was. How could I put him through so much more with my petty jealousy?" Hi... "I could hardly look at him when he finally got in. He was wearing that visitor's uniform and had a protective mask on as well.He didn't answer back. He came straight at me and shook me by the shoulder."What the heck, Lea! What were you thinking? Were you trying to kill yourself? What were you doing at the beach at that time? Why did you not receive my calls? Do you have any idea how much I worry about you?"and he went on and on, completely breathless, non-stop."I'm sorry... "I murmured, too shy to even counter.He paused immediately. He bent over and cupped my face between his palms."Don't you dare, Lea. I am warning you. Don't you dare make me worry like this ever again. I'm telling you. "His eyes were glistening with moisture as his breath fell on my nose.I tried lifting my arms to hold him, but I was strapped with plenty of wires and needles."Careful, Lea. Don't you go bleeding on me now."He immediately put my hands gently down and then kissed me on the forehead.Just then, somebody came into the room and cleared their throat aloud."Ahem... ahem! I am afraid the visiting time is up."They declared.The next few days went very slowly because I was kept under observation. Jake wasn't allowed to visit very often, and that made it a hundred times worse.Finally, it was time for me to leave, and the doctor came in with my discharge papers.It was the same doctor whom I had seen that day when I opened my eyes in the operation theater. He hadn't been around since then and had completely slipped my mind as well."How are you feeling today, Lea?" He began by flashing a smile that was identical to Jake's."I am alright. Thank you. " I said, trying to sit up.I guess I wasn't yet strong enough because my eyes immediately blacked out for a moment, and I had to grab the pillow for support." Careful. No sudden movements.You have a bad crack in your skull, and your pneumonia doesn't help either. Your body is very weak. Even though you are being discharged, you still need to take proper care of yourself. That is, if you don't mind running back here again. We wouldn't be particularly delighted to see you again."I knew he was joking, but the fact that he was holding me by my wrist wasn't helping.Somehow, everything about him kept reminding me of Jake, and it was very uncomfortable in a very peculiar way."Lea... "Jake's voice made me sit up again, and the doctor slowly let my hand go. Jake stared at him with unease and subtle hostility in his eyes."Time to go home." Jake announced before scooping me up in his arms and carrying me like that to his car, even though the wheelchair and the ward boy were waiting.He helped me like a baby as we made our way inside the house.He made me sit down, gave me a warm cup of tea, and then sat down beside me with another cup in his hand."Would you now like to tell me what was going on in your head, Lea?"He asked with a little smirk on his face.It was not a normal smirk; he had something unholy in his intention." Nothing. I guess I got lost when I went to take a small walk."I tried to normalize the situation, not wanting to get trolled for my silly behavior for the rest of my life."Were you jealous of Rosa?"He finally asked the question that I dreaded the most.I should have denied it or laughed it away, but instead I went inside my shell. I turned away and tucked my face inside the armrest."Don't tell me, Lea. You were jealous. I knew it. Look at me now. Come on, here. Look at my face."I was trying very hard not to blush and give myself away, but I could feel the blood rushing to my facial blood vessels." Jake No, you have it all wrong. Why would I be jealous? I have... I don't have any feelings. I mean, I have, but it's not like that. Jake, it's not…""I knew it!"Jake jumped so hard that he ended up on the floor."I always knew there was something wrong with you, Lea." He was laughing like a maniac."Why else would you be hanging around with boys? I knew it, Lea. I knew it. "I was flabbergasted."What is it all about, Jake? What are you going on all about?"He was flashing that sinister smile once again."I knew it, Lea. I knew when you were hanging around with that tomboy. I always wondered why you were never interested in all those boys.""Jake enough…"I was sitting up at this moment, really affected at what Jake was blabbering to my annoyance."That is it, Lea. I knew. I knew you were interested in girls. "A month after Lea's death - Jake stood in front of Lea's grave, holding onto the bouquet that he had brought. He had her favourite box of chocolate, custom made by the old baker lady back in their home town. He brought her flowers everyday after seeing Kai off at his daycare. He spent the rest of his day talking to her before going back to picking Kai up again. He brought her all the things he had promised to get her one day when they were little. He was trying to give her everything he always wanted to give her but never really could. Today was no different. As if Lea's death wasn't enough of a blow, after the postmortem Jake was told that Lea was pregnant with their second child. It didn't make things any easier only driving another dagger through Jake's heart. Perhaps it was just because Kai existed that he could move forward.He didn't want to but he had to for the sake of the little guy. With Lea gone, there was no meaning left in this world. All colours were gone. It was o
" NOOOOOO! " Jake flung himself forward trying to put himself between Lea and the bullet but it was too late. The bullet hit her right on point blank. She fell right in front of his eyes,blood gushing out like a crimson fountain. " LEAAAAAA!!! "Jake's voice broke with the sheer intensity of his scream as he ripped his white shirt and pressed it over her forehead. " CALL FOR AN AMBULANCE! NOW!!! " He barked, desperately clinging onto Lea's body as Kai grabbed his shoulder and began to whimper. " It's alright, baby. Don't worry. Mommy will be fine. " Jake could barely hold onto his child as his hands started to tremble. Mercy fell down on her knees, probably the only one whose rationale was still working. She closed Lea's lifeless eyes as her body whacked with tremors as she cried.Lea was no more. It was instant death. " Mercy! What are you doing? " Jake shoved her hand away from Lea's body. " Somebody please call an ambulance! " He kept screaming as Kai's cries reached the breaking po
Lea's POV I stood in front of the grand mirror.Today, I would marry Jake, the love of my life, and the father of my Kai. Our journey had been anything but normal but it had brought us to this breathtaking moment. My dress was a masterpiece, a custom creation by one of the most renowned designers in the town. The silk fabric clung to my figure, adorned with intricate lace and delicate pearls that sparkled as I moved. The train flowed behind me like a river and the veil was draped over my shoulders, waiting to be lifted.I felt goosebumps at the thought. "Lea, you look like an absolute dream," Lisa said, fussing with the final touches on my veil. She stepped back, her eyes bright with unshed tears. "Mr.Rodger is not going to know what hit him." I laughed, trying to steady my breathing. "You think?" "I know," she replied, giving me a reassuring squeeze on the shoulder."Wow, Lea. You're stunning. Seriously, Jake's going to lose it when he sees you."The door opened and my maid of h
Suddenly Jake leaped off the bed, crossing over Lea as he did. He went for the cupboards, yanking them open, rummaging through the drawer as he did. Lea raised herself up on one elbow, watching him closely. " Jake, what's going on? " She asked with one brow raised. " I swear it has to be somewhere in here. I left it just as it was. " Jake kept searching not looking back at her. Lea signed as she got up from the bed, still very naked and walked right over. " If you tell me what you are looking for, maybe I can help. Is it your wallet? " Jake yanked another section of the cupboard open and Lea stopped at the sight of all the neatly arranged laundry. It was her side of the cupboard. Absolutely mess-free and tidy, just like she had left it years ago. She left Jake as he went through the night stand , touching the fabrics and checking if they were still in the same sequence like she left them. " They are untouched. Why didn't you move them? " Lea's voice was barely above a whisper
Lea's POV His kiss soothed me a little. Those things had been bottled up inside and it was high time I let it escape. Tears streamed down my face as memories I had tried so hard to suppress resurfaced. I couldn't hold back the sobs that wracked my body. Jake's presence beside me was both comforting and agonizing."Lea," he begged, his voice trembling slightly, "talk to me." I shook my head, unable to find the words to express the turmoil inside me. Instead, I let out a choked sob, burying my face in my hands. Jake's arms wrapped around me, pulling me close. His embrace was warm and strong."I'm here," he murmured, his lips brushing against my hair."I'm not going anywhere." His words broke something inside me. I clung to him, my fingers digging into his shirt as if he were the only thing keeping me from falling apart. His scent filled me with comfort as I burried my nose over his neck while he nibbled at mine. His lips slowly found it's way back to mine. But before he could kiss
Jake's POV " Yes, we are coming right now. Yes please. Keep the keys ready. " I called the old watchman because it had been ages since I last went there. Lea hadn't spoken for the rest of the drive and I knew for certain there was something cooking in her little head. I wasn't complaining. She had been through a lot and I was happy to be of any serve to her, any use... anything to make my Lea happy again. Make her smile and dance like when she was a little girl. My crazy, sweet, innocent Lea. She had been leaning on the seat but as soon as we entered the driveway towards the apartment she sat up, rolled down the window and stretched her neck out. " Lea, careful... " I tried to pull her back but she opened the car door before I could pull up and made a run for it. I tossed the keys to the valley with much frustration and ran after her. " Lea, wait" She topped right in front of the elevator and turned around. I was running so fast, I almost banged into her. She pulled my hand int