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Chapter 47

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Kim pov.

At my last session with Dr. Derrin, she smiled at me in that calm, knowing way and said the words I’d been hoping for but also secretly fearing.

“You’re ready, Kim. Ready to go back into the world. To try new things. To live again.”

It didn’t hit me right away. Not until we stood up, hugged goodbye, and shared a few lighthearted words. Not until I stepped out of her office, out into the crisp afternoon, and realized that I didn’t feel like I was drowning anymore.

I stood there on t
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  • Where fear ends   Chapter 47

    Kim pov. At my last session with Dr. Derrin, she smiled at me in that calm, knowing way and said the words I’d been hoping for but also secretly fearing. “You’re ready, Kim. Ready to go back into the world. To try new things. To live again.” It didn’t hit me right away. Not until we stood up, hugged goodbye, and shared a few lighthearted words. Not until I stepped out of her office, out into the crisp afternoon, and realized that I didn’t feel like I was drowning anymore. I stood there on the sidewalk and laughed. Really laughed. A deep, unfiltered sound that rose from somewhere I hadn’t touched in years. Dr. Derrin helped me find that part of myself again. The one that was strong. Curious. Hopeful. And now, a week later, I’m pacing in the living room, nervously twisting the edge of my sweater while waiting for the mail to arrive. Today is the day. The envelope should come today. The answer from the University. The one I’ve dreamed about since the night Erik and I sat at the b

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    Kim – POVI'm burning.I'm really burning.Every cell in me is on fire.My first kiss…God, I didn’t expect this. I didn’t expect it to change everything. It’s been days and yet my body hasn’t calmed down. I try reading. I try folding clothes. I even tried scrubbing the bathroom floor. Nothing helps.That place between my legs pulses every time I remember it. His lips. The way his hand cupped my cheek. The low, shaky sound of his breath right after.I press my thighs together, tightly, trying to breathe through the sensation. But it only gets worse.Erik is off today. He’s at home. Right here, in the same space as me, like nothing happened.He’s sitting on the couch, flipping through a file lazily, legs spread, one arm resting behind the backrest, his shirt pulled tight over his chest. My eyes are locked on the line of his jaw, the curve of his mouth, and my body betrays me all over again.I bite my lip witho

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