My face turned red. I want to reply to something. But I can't open my mouth. Stupidly, my mind imagines what if I make out with Ryder. Wait, What? No, Emily. You can't think like you already lost your virginity. I'm still a virgin and I can't simply decide or imagine losing it.
" No, Shawn. We only kissed. Now, stop asking questions like this. It's not your business." Ryder snapped. But there's no evidence of anger in Ryder's voice.
" Let me speak, Ryder." I silently said and pushed him a little away. I'm not as strong as Ryder but he's obeying my words. Now, I know what I'm going to do. He waited for me to speak. I pushed him on his desk all of a sudden." Listen up, bad boy. I promised your mother that I will teach you. You need to pass the upcoming exam." I said, folding my arms against my chest. I want to act like I'm strict in this. Well, let's see whether it's working or not. All he did was lifting his chin and staring at me." I will do anything you want if you study sincerely," I let the words out. Ryder's eyes brightened hearing those words. I wish I know what he's thinking now." Anything I want. Are you sure?" he asked with doubt." Yeah, of course. I promised you right now." I firmly said. But I'm kinda afraid. I have no idea what he's going to ask. He didn't ask anything. Instead, he pulled me on his lap." This is the best deal I ever heard," he said, almos
" Emily, Is something wrong?" Ryder asked me when I was blankly looking at a place where I feel like I have seen Jason. He surely can't be here. He never mentioned he would go to a bar. Even if he goes, he will choose royalty. Wouldn't he?" Nothing. I'm good," I told Ryder who nodded and walked again. He didn't lose hold of my hands. Not for a second. He knows that this place is all new to me. I should stop imagining about seeing Jason. He kissed me while having a girlfriend. He's not honest at
" Is it really important? You are wasting our time," Ryder said, taking a step towards him." It's only ten minutes, Ryder. I'm okay with that." I told him and Jason motioned his hands to follow him. I can see Ryder's eyes is still watching me. Then I'm out of Ryder's sight. Jason and I are standing outside the bar. I spoke first to break the silence." I don't think this is a right place to talk," I said, as I looked at all the people who are passing us in the crowd." But I got no choice. I need to talk now," He said. The vehicles noises in the road are making me difficult to talk. But if it's so urgent, I'm looking forward to hearing it." Talk," I said, folding my arms. I didn't even look into his eyes. The anger burns inside me when he's next to me. I get a remembrance of Crystal or whoever the hell she is." Why aren't you acting normal, Milly?" He asked me like nothing happened today." Why don't you search the answer by yoursel
Might be? The answer is so unsure. I don't know whether Crystal is lying to Jason or not. I don't really know her. The only thing I can see is that she's obsessed with Jason. It may be acting or not? We can judge a book by the cover. It applied here." What are you saying? What do you mean by 'might be'? " I said as my jaw dropped." I...I'm afraid, Emily. I don't know what to do?" Jason said. I can't believe he's sharing it with me. But I don't think I have a solution for this." Do you remember when you had...last time with her?" I said in a whisper and didn't mention the word 'sex'." It happened before the vacations start and then we had a fight. I'm not the one who forgets to use a condom. Now I'm doubting myself after she blackmailed me. Even if she lies, I can't prove it. I feel like I'm seeing a different Crystal after a month. She changed. She changed a year ago. She's no longer the girl I have fallen in love with two years ago. I don't know what
The next day I went to school and caught a glimpse of Ryder with his friends Dylan and Jacob. He came early. That's weird. I walked over to my table and didn't make a move to talk with him. Even if he called, I don't want to discuss anything that happened yesterday.I took a seat and waited for Pearl. Whatever happened whether it's good or bad, I will share it with Pearl. I can't keep something about my life out of her knowledge.
" You have got to be kidding me? Why are you involving me in your silly games? I never uttered a word to Dylan. All I know is that he's Ryder's friend. Are you matching me with someone because you love Ryder?" Pearl burst out while when we are on the way to eat lunch.I love Ryder. I never thought about it until she said it." It's not a big deal, Pearl. I will help Ryder to pass the exam. Then I will get two hund
Oh, my god. She's really pregnant. She's not telling lies. She's still blackmailing him but it's not a lie. How can I simply think it has a lie? What Jason's gonna do? I feel like this is my own problem. I need to help him in some way. At first, I need to know the result. Oh, god, let her not be pregnant. The result should be negative. Negative. Negative. Pleasseeeee." Em, keep the phone down. She's coming back. We need to leave." Pearl shook my shoulder in panic. I only saw that message as a notification in lock screen. I kept
It's time to go to the computer lab. I got the books and rushed to the lab as I'm already late. Pearl is running beside me. Right now, all I can think about is Crystal, pregnancy and her unknown intentions. I should have kept this a secret from Jason but I will be telling him. It's better if he hears from me that from that madwoman.Pearl and I got an excuse from the teacher. Then I started searching for Jason. I came at the right moment. Fred is about to sit with Jason as his partner in the lab.