STEYN.
"Today has to be one of the most confusing days of my life." I told Ruby, the frown lines on my face deepening to form wrinkles.Dragging my feet off to class was the second hardest thing I had to do today, because when Ruby and I got to the classroom, it felt like an eternity had passed.Thirdly, I couldn't concentrate.Snippets of my conversation with Ruby kept ensuing in my head.Right.People had history and culture, but this? Why would anyone name their children Walker I, Walker II, III, IV ,V?"WAIT!" I bursted out earning a few not so friendly stares my way and even Mrs. Bleuming paused whatever it was she was scribbling on the board."Yes, Steyn? You have an issue with what's on the board?" She asked, looking from the board to me."No." I replied hastily.She continued her scribbling, providing me with an opportunity to ask Ruby the pressing question in my mind."Let's say your parents are infatuated with Walker, which of course, they're not." I said, setting the pace for the next question. "But what happened to names like Wallace, Williams, Wilmington, Winchester?"I shrugged."They're ancient enough." I continued, bent on sourcing for the root of this story."They have individual names, but not many people know about this. You're the first I'm telling. Walker is just the official title used in addressing them, it's a must." Ruby emphasized. "You should have waited for me to let the whole cat out of the bag!!"She feigned disappointment."I can live with that now that you say it." I shrugged and then another thought hit me. " Don't tell me you're also a Ruby I, II and III.""O'course, not!" She spanked my hands playfully. "Let's start with the Walker you met, his name is also Alex."I rolled my eyes and pretended to be deep in writing when Mrs. Bleuming looked my way."Alex." I repeated after Ruby, tasting the name on my tongue. "It's too nice a name for a jerk like him." I told her. "No offense meant.""None taken." She replied, grinning.I smiled, reminiscing over her easy going nature."Your town is culturally messed up." I told her, smiling."But you're loving it here already." Ruby replied. "I can see it in your eyes.""Oh. What are you now?" I smirked, taking down notes this time."You can't deny it." She pinched my cheeks. "It's a nice place here, if you let yourself, you'll enjoy it."" I really hope for that." I shook my head, "have you ever had Jenner problems?"She looked at me for a long period of time, searching my eyes, like she wanted to say something but decided against it."Not just Jenner, she said instead. "Wait till you meet the full gang. They're so alike in ways you can't believe to be possible that sometimes, I force myself to believe that they have the same DNA.""Maybe. Remember how they say birds of the same feather flock together?" I reminded her. "That is it."She bobbed her head over to where Jenner sat. "I wish she didn't have to be so fake.""Hey!!" I warned her silently, "I can't dislike her more than I already do, when I'm barely up to a week here."She smiled."But you can decide to like someone on the first day you meet them?" She asked, looking at my facial expressions.I did a double take, trying try to understand the angle her question came from but to no avail, so I just nodded. "That's why first impressions matter a lot."Ruby shook her head, laughing.I smiled, not knowing exactly what was funny.By the time history class was over and we dispatched, I knew a lot that could fill up five pages.I smiled slightly, thinking how history class could remain so peacefu."You know," I began, "My head is starting to ache from knowing things that happened decades ago.""You'll think history has got nothing on science majors until it smacks you in the face straight on." Ruby replied, pointing at me. "Stay here, I'll be right back. I need to grab my backpack.""Okay." I nodded, my eyes wandering around as she sauntered off.This small town was beginning to look interesting.I made a mental note to ask Ruby to show me around the school when she returned. One step at a time, I reminded myself.I scanned the hallways, noticing the group of student bodies reduce by their numbers."Hey newbie. Warming your way into Ruby's heart are you? What exactly do you want??Turning around to face my accuser, I asked, "What do you mean?""You dimwit! You know exactly what I mean. No one's here, so feel free to drop the acting and relocate to wherever you came from.""I know exactly what you're talking about?" I retorted In mock sincerity. "Oh, you mean the fact that you're wasting the right words on the wrong person?""I would watch my mouth if I were you, because there's no one around to save you from me." She smirked.I sighed."It's a good thing I'm not you, cause, I can't stand all that low self esteem." I told her about her problem. "And you think I need saving? What do I need to be saved from?""You think you're such a smart mouth?" She sizzled up to me. "Let's see where that gets you.""I'd love to do this with you Jenner, because it seems like you want to pick a fight with me. But I hope that you can understand when I say I don't have the time to do this with you. You'll agree with me that it's a waste of time." I retorted, holding her gaze."Don't ever cross paths with Walker again." She warned.I looked her over like she had gone crazy because anyone who vomited those words had to be crazy. I'd never cross paths with Walker if I could control times and movement, I thought."Sorry. But what Walker are you talking about?" I laughed, "The one who dumped you?"I laced a palm over my mouth in fake mockery hoping she'd take the hint and leave. She didn't."Or perhaps, one of the other walkers?" I patted her shoulders with sheer boredom written over my face. "You have nothing to worry about, Jenner. Be it your Walker or the other Walker's, I want to let you know that the Grace's of Gryffindor have got nothing on me.""Mind the way you speak to me or I'll hit you." Jenner barked.I shook my head in total disbelief and grabbed my stuff in my bag to go in search of Ruby when Jenner raised her hand to hit me, but I was quick enough to hold it in mid air."Permit me to reintroduce myself." I eyed her skeptically. "I'm Steyn, from Russia. The only child to a single mum. Take this as a warning Jenner and don't ever think of raising these filthy hands to hit me. It shouldn't even escape your memory as a thought.I flung her arms away, watching as she stared at me in disbelief and shock."I'm not very lenient." I continued, "And my patience has an expiry date.""What happened?" Ruby asked, coming to stand beside me."Nothing. Just a girl who thinks I'm trying to steal your brother away from her." I replied, as we both stood there, staring at Jenner's angry retreating back."I saw what you did there." Ruby confided, grinning from ear to ear."How much of that did you see?" I asked her, smiling."Enough to know it was awesome." She grinned."You're too innocent looking to be evil." I cautioned."Jenner deserves all that and more. If it's her, I don't mind me becoming the wicked witch of the west.""Such a strong phobia?" I questioned, walking out of the hallway, Ruby by my side."You don't even know the rest." She replied, shaking her head.My thoughts lingered on the statement more than I'd have liked. Was there something more to our Jenner girl?We parted ways the same time my mum's car pulled up in the parking lot."I'll bring you some soda tomorrow." Ruby yelled."I'm watching my weight!" I yelled back, grinning. "But soda is welcomed."The grin remained plastered on my face till I got in the car."I knew you would do well on your own." My mother commented."I barely survived." I replied, placing a kiss on her right cheek."Your smile says otherwise." She said, giving me the 'I know it all' look."You always think whatever you want in the end, anyway." I told her.As I walked away, my heart pounded with a mix of anger and confusion. The weight of my confrontation with Skye settled heavy in my chest. I didn’t look back; I couldn’t afford to. The memory of his eyes, cold and piercing, lingered in my mind. How had we ended up here, tangled in this bizarre dance of denial and frustration?The fluorescent lights of the hallway blurred past me as I hurried toward the exit. I needed air, to breathe outside the suffocating atmosphere that felt like it was closing in. Ruby’s situation echoed in my mind, a reminder of the fragility of life and how I was wasting my energy on a boy who thrived on chaos.Outside, the night was cool, the stars barely visible through the urban haze. I found a bench and sat down, letting my thoughts spiral. How could Skye have the audacity to flirt with me while his girlfriend was presumably waiting for him? It was infuriating, and yet... there was something intoxicating about the way he challenged me.“Steyn?” A voice broke t
It wasn't a bad thing to cry, but I didn't want to do it in front of her. She could break down or think that I was pitying her. I would think the same thing if I were her. Ruby was a nice girl that it hurt me so much to even bring myself to ask the type of cancer she had.I was so lost in thought that I didn't notice until I had bumped into Skye who was standing hands akimbo directly in front of me."What the f…..!" I yelled, "Do you just purposely stand in front of someone and hope they bump into you?" I sneered and continued on my way when he flashed a smile at me."No. Just in front of you." He retorted.At his statement, the sadness I felt from earlier dissipated into something intense. Something that made my heart beat faster than normal and caused it to constrict. I was angry. And it was a good thing."What did you say?" I halted. "Correct me if I'm wrong but is that flirting I sense in your tone?"He grinned but it only fueled my anger. He must really think I'm stupid. Of C
"That's my ma." I said, adjusting my skirts and finding a place to sit beside Ruby on the bed. "I know. She told me." Ruby replied. I nodded and swallowed, sensing her discomfort. "Or you're worried she told me something,"I said, "She didn't." She nodded and then asked, "Why did you come?" Without looking me in the eyes. "Errrm, I couldn't reach you?" I said, sounding like I wasn't sure it was enough reason and shrugged, "I wanted to check that you're okay. Nobody was telling me anything when I asked after you." She gulped and said, "thank you." I squeezed her palms to let her know that it was fine like I'd seen in movie scenes, "Why did you shave your hair?" I asked the most pressing question on my mind. She smiled and answered, "I've always been like this." And after a while added, "Can you help me open the last closet on your left?" I got up and strolled over to her closet, opening it as she asked; an auburn wig fell out. Not thinking much about it, I picked it up and was ab
It was exhilarating to think of how he switched from being this cool and sensible guy to the total opposite in minutes, I thought, barging into my house.I dumped my bag on the cushion and scurried into the kitchen to look for something to drink."Whoosh!" I yelled, thumping loudly on the table. It was difficult thinking straight when you had other things on your mind.Dumping the cup In the sink, I made a u-turn and headed straight to my room. There was no school for me today and I intended to spend the day sleeping.Seeing Kylie again gave me some sort of happiness I thought as I lay wide awake in bed, thinking of the list of things I had to do.The most pressing one, being how I intended to tell my mom about it. Just thinking about it gave me shivers. My imagination ran wild, thinking about the way she would react. Good thing was I didn't plan on telling her about it anytime soon, so I pushed the thought aside.Also, introducing Ruby to her was on that list but for the past few wee
Promising kylie that I would stop by in the evening to see her the next day, I got in the passenger side of Skye's car and we drove off.After the conversation with Skye and me last night, everything didn't just feel right. If anything, I felt like I had been played all along or was used the right thing to say?I wanted to talk about it but I couldn't think of a way to bring it up without sounding lost.We rode in silence for a long time until Skye said, "home, right?"I nodded, not trusting my voice."Okay." He said again, not taking his eyes off the road."Do you think you can take me to see Kylie tomorrow?" I asked."Sure. Why not?" He looked at me for the first time that day."Nothing." I retorted. "I just wanted to make sure.""I can make time for that." He nodded. "Music?" He asked."Yeah." I smiled."What's your preference?" He asked, smiling at me."Hip hop?" I retorted rhetorically, grinning. "Anything to nod to.""I got you." He smiled, turning on the volume. "Uh, I don't t
"You know, when I first got pregnant, I was scared and didn't even know what to do." Kylie told me, taking off the waist trainer to reveal a red long mark around her tummy caused by the waist trainer. "I cried my eyes most days and avoided going out because I thought that people would notice my bump.""I doubt." I piped in. "Your tummy is so small, and you don't look pregnant."She nodded, smiling. "I know that, Steyn. Soon, I discovered that I couldn't stay indoors anymore and I had to go to school so I began using the waist trainer." She sighed, looking at me. It wasn't easy at all because I struggled with the urge to puke every second and the not so comfortable condition I was in. But it helped." She looked at me one last time."It's all okay now." I took the waist trainer from her and rubbed her shoulder. "You have me now, so you don't have to worry about anything."Turning, I looked around for Skye, seeking some sort of reaffirmation from him, but it seemed he'd gone farther into
It was as Skye had said.Kylie stood in front of the Jet with her luggages in front of her. She had packed neatly and was looking smart, not pregnant."Kylie?" I muttered under my breath before taking to my heels.Sighting me from afar off, her lips parted open and then split into a beautiful smile.."Steyn?" She said with raised brows, enveloping me into a warm hug, "it's only been a few months and you're already grown."I smiled. "You can stop teasing me now." I told her, "I've missed you so much!" I hugged her tightly, feeling her shiver next to me and she hugged me back…very tightly so."I know." She replied. "Oh my god!""You're doing fine, right?" I asked.Sighing, she replied, "I'm good. Just still trying to believe that you'll go this length for me. How did you do it?"I smiled. "Let's just say I have my ways." I winked at her.Telling her about Skye and I wasn't something I dreamt about, I couldn't even bring myself to do it because I was scared that she'd see me in another
Swirling around the mirror for the last and checking my outfit to make sure that it was suitable for a ride to the airport, I blew my reflection a kiss.I put on an ash maxi skirt that sat prettily on my waist, below my navel button and a crop top that barely passed my chest region and a black platform heels to complete the outfit.Skye was due to drop by any minute. He had called earlier to inform me that Kylie had landed successfully.Hearing the news had made me squeal and immediately called Kylie after Skye had dropped his call."Were you ever going to tell me that you're in my town?" I said to Kylie."I wanted to surprise you." She'd replied, "But I guess, that's not happening anytime soon anymore.""You bet." I laughed. "There was no way your surprise would have worked out anymore, because I was still going to pick you up."We'd talked and gossiped some more, while I busied myself with getting ready.I smiled and shook my head, when my cell phone rang. It was skye calling. "I'm
After my reply, the awkwardness that loomed over the atmosphere was in its full glory. Even Skye, felt it.For the first time since we met each other, he couldn't meet my eyes and had suddenly developed unstable feets."Mr. Skye, not so confident anymore?" I teased, a small smile lingering on my face.He gave a low throaty laugh. "Nothing like that. I just don't know how to react, now that you said yes.""Yeah?" I ran my hands through the fabric of his shirt, my hands lingering too long in his chest. "You don't sound as brave as you always do." I bit down my bottom lips."I guess I wasn't prepared for what to do after you said yes.""You knew I was going to say yes?" I raised my brows."Not really. Let's say I had a feeling." He retorted."While you think of what to do and what not, can we talk about kylie?""Kylie?" It was his turn to raise his brows."Kylie. My friend. The reason why I consented to this thing." I flicked him on his forehead and watched him grunt."I didn't forget.