LOGINMAE POV
I’d had it generally good through life, but I’d never considered myself as one of those super lucky people where crazy good things fell from the sky and landed straight in my lap. Things like this just didn’t happen to me. But they were happening, and I couldn’t believe it. I wanted to pinch myself over and over, just to know this was really real. But it was. It was ultra-real, realer than real. The solid bulk of him was undeniable, scissored between my legs as he carried me upstairs. His mouth was indisputable as it pressed to mine, his tongue everything I’d dreamed of as it sought mine out and played hard. My arms wrapped tight around his shoulders, my body fizzing with excitement and nerves and disbelief that my dirty story fuck-up had delivered the best Christmas of my life. He headed straight for his bedroom, and my belly flipped at the thought of my snooping in there just a few hours earlier. He dropped me onto the bed and I groaned as he didn’t join me. My groan turned to a grin as he unbuttoned his shirt and let it fall. He was ripped. Manly and toned and hardcore enough to set my pulse into overdrive. I sucked on my bottom lip as he dropped his suit trousers and pushed his boxers down along with them. Fuck. He was bigger than I’d even dared to fantasise. Swollen hard and rippled with veins, with a perfectly proportioned head to crown it off. My poor pussy tensed at the sight of it. Believe me, I’d watched enough p**n to know that this was a beautiful dick. Praise the fucking Lord. I was both grinning like a fool and petrified all at once as his fingers stretched around his girth, teasing up and down the length as I stared. I couldn’t tear my eyes away, wondering just how in hell I was going to take that monster inside me. I’d break. He’d split me in two and leave me broken. And I wanted it. Holy hell, how I wanted it. “Sure you’re ready for this, Miss Chase ?” he asked with a half smirk. My nod was confident. Definite. Desperate. He dropped onto the bed and stalked me on all fours. I couldn’t stop the jitters as the bulk of his hot naked body covered mine. Despite the little voice in my head screaming that I didn’t have the faintest clue what I was doing, my legs spread and wrapped around him like it was the most natural thing on earth, as though I was born for this, made for this. Made for him. He pinned me down and took hold of my wrists, pulling them up over my head where he gripped them both easily in one hand. My body was a puppet to his as he rolled his hips against mine. Fuck. The girth of his hard dick ground against my pussy, back and forth in calculated sweeps that sent me into a dreamy daze. My clit sparked so bright it sent tingles dancing up to my nipples and back again as I struggled for composure. But he didn’t want composure. Can’t have wanted it. His thrusts were brutal and demanding, the head of his dick pressed so tight to my clit that I was on the edge in seconds, but I couldn’t let myself go, not this quickly, not like some silly little girl who couldn’t control herself. “That’s too nice…” I whimpered, and his lips landed hot on my neck. “We’re barely getting started,” he growled. He sucked my skin into his mouth and all I could do was moan for him. My back arched after him when he rose up on his forearms and peppered kisses down my body. His eyes were hungry as they stared up at mine, glittering like icy diamonds as his breath tickled my tits. My self-consciousness was scorching, my inexperience screaming like a beacon as he flicked his tongue over my nipple. “Shit,” I hissed, gritting my teeth and grinning like an idiot as he gripped my flesh tight in his fingers. I’d never been blessed with all that much on top, but the groan in his throat as he sucked my tit into his mouth was enough to set me on fire. It calmed me more than words, more than token reassurances and the silent friendship of a push up bra under my work blouse. There was no hiding from Mr Douglas, and I didn’t want to. I was on display, vulnerable and exposed as his fingers sought out every curve and crevice. His mouth was hot and his teeth nipped hard enough to make me shudder. His hands were heavy but skilled, the ball of his thumb an absolute wizard as it circled my throbbing clit. “Tell me what you’ve taken inside you, sweetheart,” he whispered, and I was so embarrassed I could’ve died. “Nothing,” I told him, hoping he was more interested in my pussy than my stupid red cheeks as he dipped down lower. “Nothing?” he repeated, and if he was surprised he managed to at least keep a lid on it. I shook my head. “Maybe a finger when I was messing around. I just didn’t…” I took a breath. “I’ve always been more of a clit girl.” His laugh was low and dirty. “We’ll see if that’s still the case in the morning.” I draped an arm across my eyes as he eased my legs apart and splayed the most private parts of me. I was so nervous I could barely breathe, sucking in air at the thought of him seeing everything. Everything. “Look at me,” he said, and his tone was just like it was in the office. Demanding. Powerful. Too strong to ignore. I dragged my arm from my face and dared to stare down at him. The want in his eyes took the paltry amount of breath I had left. “You’re so beautiful,” he told me. “Your sweet little cunt is divine, Miss Chase.” His eyes were still on mine as he swept his tongue over my clit. I couldn’t stop myself squirming as he kissed my pussy like he kissed my mouth. His tongue danced in perfect rhythm, his breath hot and ragged. When he sucked my clit into his mouth and his lips closed tight I knew I was done for. My whole body tensed in a heartbeat, my foot jerking up and landing flat on his back, grating up and down as I battled the crazy sensations. I didn’t win. I was cursing under my breath, teeth gritted tight as the orgasm boiled over, lost to caring about anything other than the way his mouth ate me alive. When I came I came hard. Harder than I ever came by myself with a hand down my knickers and my laptop screen open in front of me. It was noisy. Breathless. Explosive in a way that had me bucking and squirming like a dirty bitch with my fingers twisted in his hair. I cried out again when he pushed something inside me. “Fuck,” he growled. “You’re so fucking tight.” I looked down to see his wrist moving. “How many is that?” I asked like a fool. His smile said as much as his answer. “One.” “One?!” I gave a moan at another stretch. This one hurt. A sharp pain that had me grasping at the bedsheets. Until it didn’t hurt anymore. I groaned again as the sensation changed. A pressure, deep, like I needed the toilet but really didn’t. I really hoped I didn’t. “Two,” he said, and I knew then taking his dick was going to hurt so bad. His wrist circled and I felt the twist inside me. I could hear my own wetness, and it felt so dirty my belly flipped. “We’re going to need to get my cock nice and wet for this sweet little cunt,” he told me, and I loved how his voice dripped with filth. I’d never listen to him the same way again in the office. Never. I was done for. “Are you going to be a good girl with that pretty mouth of yours?” he asked, and there was that perfect smirk again. I moaned like a whore as he pulled his fingers free. My pussy felt empty, even though I’d barely known it filled. He positioned himself above my face, his hand smoothing my hair so tenderly as he landed his swollen dick against my mouth. “Open nice and wide,” he grunted, and I did. He wasn’t gentle as he pushed his cock between my teeth. My cheeks stretched full, throat tightening as he forced his way to the back. “Good girl,” he praised and my heart soared. “Suck me.” I tried. I worked so hard to please him that my eyes watered, fighting back the gag reflex with my eyes staring wide up at his. “So fucking pretty,” he said and thrust in deep. I battled the retch, but it didn’t stay down easy. When he pulled his dick free he pulled up a load of foamy spit with it. He slicked it all the way over, from the head to his balls, and it made such dirty noises that my hand slipped between my legs. I felt different down there. Sensitive. Swollen Amazing. “I’m spoiled for choice,” he growled and sank his thumb into my open mouth. “So many perfect little holes to choose from.” But I knew which one I wanted him to fill. “Fuck me, Santa daddy” I said, and my words came out all the dirtier with his thumb between my teeth. “Please fuck my pussy, Santa daddy.” I watched his dick pulse, right above my face. “Dirty girl,” he breathed, and I loved it. “It’ll hurt,” he warned as he raised himself, and I couldn’t stop smiling. “I’m ready,” I told him. “Please, sir, I don’t care, please fuck me.” “My pleasure, sweetheart,” he said.MOONA POVI don’t know how long they will hold me there, but I never want to move.I’m scared I’ll fall apart without their arms around me. I’m scared I’ll shatter into pieces and never pick them all up again.I remember all the times the guy who called himself Peter touched me. I remember all the times he told me that that was what love felt like.But love feels nothing like that, and I know it now.I want to forget every second I ever spent with him. I want to feel how much I’m loved for real this time.I want to feel kind hands on my body. I want to feel kisses that give, not kisses that take.I want them. The only two men who’ve ever counted.I need to know I’m still theirs and they’re mine, and words aren’t enough.Words will never be enough now I know how easily a random guy like Mathew Connor could speak whatever he wanted in my ear.I’m still in their arms as I press my lips to Cain’s neck. Brian is still pressed to my back as I reach for him.Cain doesn’t respond at first as
BRIAN POVAnd suddenly all the pieces fit into place. She’s in a daze as she heads through to the living room and sits herself down on the slashed sofa. She pulls her knees up to her chest and hugs them tight as Cain sits alongside her and I drop to my knees on the floor. “It’s alright, Moona,” I say, “you can tell us.” And she does. She tells us everything. She tells us how happy she was to find her brother. She tells us the story of what happened all those years ago in Peter’s family home. She tells us how they thought it was her assaulting their younger daughter and leaving bruises on her arms, but it wasn’t. It was Peter, and that makes sense too. The kid was troubled when I met him, narcissistic tothe point it gave me shivers. Thoroughly dissociated from those around him. And now he’s studying law, blending into the student populous no doubt oblivious to the pain he caused the broken girl sitting before me. He didn’t mention Moona once in all our s
MOONA POVI want to tell him but I can’t. Even now I can’t let them throw Peter in prison. He’s my brother. He was there for me when no one else was. My heart is breaking worse than Cain’s, even though I can’t show him. My heart is breaking because I know I can’t come back from this, because no matter how much Cain’s eyes say he wants to forgive me, I know he won’t. I know he can’t. I know he’ll never trust me again. I wish I could say I’m sorry, but I can’t. Even though I can’t bring myself to land my brother in the shit, I can’t bring myself to confess all this either. Cain’s glaring right at me as I hear Brian’s car pull onto the drive. I want the ground to swallow me up and never spit me out again, but I’m standing right here with nowhere to run and no one to turn to.Brian doesn’t even notice the destruction as he steps through the door. He sees me before Cain but he’s already got questions of his own. “Mathew Connor was asking directions to your house in town ea
CAIN POVMy crazy idea for Brian’s career wouldn’t let go once it started. That’s why I called the bank today and set up an appointment. That’s why I marched in there with a hastily drawn up plan and opened a new account all ready to start. It’s crazy but perfect. Perfect for both of them. I can’t fucking wait to fill them in on the news.I’ve got more money than I’ve ever known what to do with, and more than enough time around work to help with the practicalities of setting up something like this. I make sure I’ve got my folder of ideas on the passenger seat as I buckle up and head for home. I know I’ll be earlier than Brian, I’ll just have to keep my mouth shut until he gets there. There’s a crunch of glass under my foot as I step inside. My brow creases as I stare down at it, and it takes me a second to realise it’s the mirror from the wall, smashed to pieces. What the fuck? Memories of walking in on Moona for the very first time come flooding back to me,
MOONA POVThe attached photo makes my heart race. A picture of the centre of Lydney. He’s here. Oh my God, he’s really here. But he doesn’t know Cain. He doesn’t know where I live now. I try to force the nerves away but they won’t budge an inch. All the filthy things I did for him come back to the pool in my belly. They make me feel sick. I used to think it was okay before I knew what real love felt like, but now I know it isn’t. It never was. What he did to me was cruel and disgusting. The way he made me use my body for him was a world away from how Cain and Brian make me feel. I don’t care that he’s my brother anymore, or that he’s holding family news over my head. I don’t care that I may never get to see them again if I don’t do what he wants. If they wanted me, they’d have found me long ago. If they still believe his lies after all these years then I’m better off without them. All the years of making excuses for him in the name of lo
I can’t believe I’m doing this, I can’t believe my dick is still hard, but it is. It’s only when I hear Cain grunt that I realise he’s not nearly so hesitant as I am. But Cain never is. Cain doesn’t have limits like I have. Cain goes all in for the pursuit of pleasure, and right now his pleasure is in Moona’s hand as she rubs his dick against mine. “Fuck,” he says. “Peen on fucking peen. This has never been on my fucking agenda.” But he doesn’t stop and neither do I. And it occurs to me, right at the back of my mind, that maybe he wants this. Maybe he’s not nearly so hung up on what all this means as I am. The thought that he might even enjoy these blurry boundaries takes me aback, but makes my dick throb. It makes me shunt closer, giving Moona all the leeway she needs to press us length to length and move us as one. Oh fuck, it feels good. It feels so filthily good. “You like it,” she whispers, “I can feel it.” I don’t argue and neit







