CHAPTER NINETEEN

NOLAN POV

It was clear now. I wasn't as strong as I thought I was. My mind told me to stop and not touch Gwen, but my body—especially my attraction to her—was too much. The moment she said she wanted to please me, all smart thoughts vanished.

It was usually great to be with a woman who knew what she was doing in bed. But the idea that I was the very first man she was going to please like this was a feeling I had never had before. It made me feel incredibly hot.

Sleeping with Gwen was wrong, especially because of her relationship with my daughter. But right now, I truly didn't care. I told myself that my April, would never know. Just like Gwen said, this was "a moment away from real life." If what happened here at the cabin stayed a secret, everything would be fine. No one would get hurt.

Right now, I wanted to taste her sweet pussy and have her ride my face.

Her expression showed a mix of excitement and nervousness. This told me she hadn't ridden a man's face before, but she was definitely ready to try.

I had wondered if she was a virgin before, and now I was almost certain she was. A little bit of guilt tried to push its way into my thoughts. I knew I had nothing to offer Gwen besides a few amazing orgasms while we were here. A woman who waited until her twenties to have sex was often waiting for true love or marriage.

But Gwen was eager to be with me last night and tonight. When I had asked, she never said she was a virgin. So, I pushed away the guilt about taking her virginity. Instead, I focused on how incredibly exciting it was to think about all the things I could teach her.

First, I grabbed a napkin from the tray to clean her up a little. She shivered slightly.

"Are you cold?" I asked. Before she could answer, I gently pulled her over to the thick, soft rug in front of the warm fireplace.

I lay down behind her, cuddling her close. My hard cock rested against the soft skin between her butt cheeks.

She came with me without a fight. There was something very sweet about her innocence and how much she seemed to trust me. The guilt tried to come back, but I blocked it out.

"Are you feeling any pain?" I asked. I slid my fingers between the soft skin of her pussy. She was soaking wet. She let out a small, soft sound and moved her hips closer to my hand.

I rolled onto my back. "Get on top of me," I said, using the firm voice I had used before when I wanted her to please me.

Her face looked unsure, but she did what I asked.

"I want you to move up until your pussy is right above my face," I directed.

"Are you sure you want me to do that?" she asked in a low voice.

I placed my hands on her butt to help her move. "You will love it, I promise you," I told her.

As she moved over me, the sweet, musky smell of her sex filled the air. My Cock grew thicker and harder. I promised myself that before she left tomorrow, I would definitely be inside her again.

I looked up at her, wanting her to feel safe. I held her hips in my hands, lifted my head, and slid my tongue deep into her sex.

"Oh, God," she gasped, her hips shaking suddenly. Her hands grabbed mine on her hips. "Nol— Fuckkk... Alpha daddy!"

Hearing her say that when she's feeling so much pleasure is the best thing.

I focused on my task, giving her pussy the best pleasure it had ever known. I sucked and licked her. I pushed my tongue inside her as my nose brushed against her small, sensitive spot. It didn't take long for her to reach her peak. She cried out again, and the warm wetness flowed over my face. I drank it all up like a man who was very thirsty.

When her body went soft, I carefully moved her so she was lying flat on the soft rug. She was breathing heavily.

I watched her for a moment, and a strange, quiet peace settled inside me. Maybe it was because I knew our secret was safe. Or maybe it was because she was so willing to explore this feeling between us. Maybe it was something else... but I didn't want to think about it too much.

"Are you okay?" I asked softly.

"Mmm." A sweet, satisfied smile appeared on her lips. That calm feeling I had started to change into something that felt warm and big in my chest. It felt weird, and it made me nervous.

I started to pull away, ready to end the night, even though I hadn't fully had sex with her yet.

"I don't think I have ever felt this relaxed," she whispered, sounding like she was about to fall asleep. "Thank you."

Damn. Did she just thank me for making her have an orgasm?

She tilted her head toward me, and her satisfied smile was still there. "I hope it was good for you, too."

I rubbed my hand over my chest, hating the feeling there but unable to stop it. "It was more than good," I replied.

"Really? Because..." She turned her head away, looking toward the fire. "The truth is, I am... or I was... a virgin until last night."

"I had figured that out," I admitted. I couldn't stop myself from moving closer, wrapping my arms around her and holding her like a spoon. "I hope I didn't hurt you at all."

She let out a small, light laugh. "I felt many things, but pain was not one of them."

I smiled, even though I still felt a little unsettled. "I'm glad." I kissed the side of her forehead. "What made you decide to do this with me?"

She was quiet for a moment. "I don't know for sure, except that at the moment, I really wanted what you were offering."

"I made you feel very horny?" I asked.

She laughed then. Not a tiny little giggle. It was a big, full burst of laughter. I was hypnotized by how free and honest it sounded.

"Is that funny?"

"I've never heard those words before. Not when they were talking about me, anyway," she said, still smiling.

Feeling light and happy myself, I rolled on top of her, pressing my hard Cock against her wet pussy. "Well, you make me feel very horny right now."

She gasped and looked up into my eyes as her legs opened wide, inviting me in.