เข้าสู่ระบบ因為男友某個能力很強,我們每次相愛的時候都要尋些新花樣。 為此,男友不止一次地哄著我說: 「等你畢業,我們就結婚。」 我信了。 於是我一邊拼了命的修學分,爭取提前畢業。 一邊晚上偷偷觀看各種資料,學習技巧,只爲了讓他的身體滿意。 直到有一天,我因為學習太晚錯過了門禁,跑來酒吧找他。 無意中聽到他和朋友閒談。 「紀哥,你女朋友真的有那麼浪嗎?」 「那還能有假?這可是紀哥親手調教出來的。」 「那林雅雅呢?」 紀時安吐了口煙,眼神溫柔。 「她不一樣,她很純。」 這一刻,我開始恨他。 回到學校,我直接給教授打去了電話。 「您說得那個秘密專案,我想申請。」 從今往後,我的一生,只許家國。
ดูเพิ่มเติม“Anna, please…” Dalton Guevarra begged for the hundredth time that week. "Don't do this to us. Don't ruin our friendship like this.”
Anna Delgado did nothing but let out a shaky breath in front of Dalton. Dalton Guevarra, her best friend since childhood, has been begging her to change her mind about their arranged marriage. Two weeks ago, the Delgados and Guevarras sat Anna and Dalton down to announce their engagement. Dalton vehemently refused on the spot. But Anna, much to Dalton's shock and dismay, accepted the proposal. “Look at me, Anna." Dalton pleaded, trying to reach for her hands. Anna swatted his hands away. Tears streamed down Dalton's face as he slowly dropped to his knees, looking pathetically up to Anna. Anna gasped in horror when she saw Dalton on the ground. Her heart almost broke when she saw his tear-stained face looking pleadingly at her. Her own tears streamed down her face. Never in her life had she imagined Dalton begging someone on his knees. And to think that she was to be the heartless person to deny his request! She turned her head to the side, unable to look him in the eye. “Anna, why are you doing this?" his voice was breaking. “I can give you anything else you ask for, just not this." Anna wiped at her tears. “Dalton, get up, please," she tried to steady her breath. "This was not my decision. This was our families’.” "No, no,” he tried to convince her. "If we both say no, they'll have no choice but to stop the engagement. “Just say no, Anna. If you do, they'll have no choice but to listen to us. I'm sure of it." "No.” Anna breathed out. “What do you mean ‘no’, Anna?" Dalton asked, confused. “Yes, they will." Anna swallowed. She knew this was going to make Dalton resent her a lot. "If you're so sure, then why don't you ask them to stop the engagement yourself?” "What?” Dalton stared at her in shock. He staggered back. This was not the Anna he knew. His best friend Anna was a fierce girl, yes, but she wasn't heartless. He was sure he was mistaken. Anna would never do something like this! She's way too kind to be this cruel. "Tell them you want to stop the engagement. See what happens.” Anna stared at him. There were still tears on her face, and her cheeks were red, but she was looking at him with anger in her eyes. "I tried, Anna," Dalton answered. “But they wouldn't listen because you already accepted. This is why I'm begging you to take it back." “I won't." Anna's voice was laced with certain finality that made Dalton take in a sharp, pained breath. Anna left Dalton crying on the floor. She was starting to feel suffocated, having to watch her best friend hurting because of her. Dalton watched her walk away from him. His eyes blurry with tears. What happened to Anna? he wondered painfully. When did she become this heartless? He wiped his tears. What happened to his best friend? *** Anna sat in her car, trying to calm herself down. She took several deep breaths before driving off. Her father, Gordon Delgado, the CEO of the Delgado Company, called her to visit him in his office. Anna had wanted to say no at first, trying to avoid her father. But after what happened with Dalton earlier, she thought she had to have a talk with him, after all. Anna arrived at her father's company and immediately made her way to his office. When she arrived, she saw her dad watching the cars below through the massive glass wall. “Dad…” Anna greeted, walking towards her father. Mr. Delgado turned to look at Anna. He smiled at her. Anna noticed that his usual warm smile seemed a little bit gloomy today. It pierced her heart to know that her father was carrying a lot of burdens and worries on his shoulder. "Come here, my Anna,” Gordon hugged his beloved daughter tightly before ushering her to the couch. “Why did you ask for me, Dad?" She asked once they were seated. Gordon smiled faintly at her. "I just wanted to see you. I know I'm asking a lot from you right now.” His voice broke a little at his last sentence. He reached out for Anna's hand and squeezed it tightly. "I'm really grateful to you, Anna.” He wiped away his tears. “I know this isn't easy for you." “Dad…" Anna patted her father's hand that was still holding her. Seeing her father like this is making her so weak. She never knew her dad could break like this. Her thoughts went to Dalton when he begged her to cancel the engagement earlier. She had to be firm, she had to say no, no matter how much he pleaded. It was a bit selfish, she admits, but her family is facing bankruptcy. Her father begged her for this connection. Her heart broke when she saw the fear in her father's eyes that time. She had been visiting home when she smelled clouds of smoke from her father's office. She was so shocked to know that her health-conscious father had been heavily smoking. That was the first time she realized that their company was sinking. They were on the verge of facing bankruptcy! Her father found a solution— to partner up with the Guevarras, a powerful family that they had been friends with over the years. He didn't want to tell her at first, heartbroken at what he would be asking of his daughter. But Anna agreed, assuring him that she would do everything in her power to help their family. In the end, the engagement was arranged. And Dalton had done everything in his power to put an end to it. Anna was about to say something when the door opened, and Gordon's secretary walked in, looking frantic. “Mr. Delgado, our stocks are going down fast!” The young man was obviously panicking. Gordon immediately stood up, fixing his face. “What? Have you checked in with the investors?” he asked. His secretary answered in the affirmative, leading him to another department. Anna was left alone in the office. She never knew things were this bad. Her father was so panicked, that he even forgot about her. That never happened before! She stood up, she'll leave them to do what they need to. Meanwhile, she'll do everything in her power to get them that connection they desperately need. Her phone rang, notifying her of an incoming call. One look at the screen informed her that it was Dalton. She moved her finger to reject the call. Dalton would resent her, she was sure of it, but she’ll just have to accept his fury. I'm sorry, Dalton, her heart cried out. But I can live with myself more as a traitor to my best friend, than to my own father. Not when he's at his lowest!我嘆了口氣,決定暫時安撫住他瘋狂的情緒:「等演講結束我們談談吧。」我們約在了附近的一間咖啡館。店裡咖啡的味道很香很濃郁。被工作和研究充實的我,已經很久沒有享受過這樣的閒適和快樂了。紀時安坐下以後便絮絮叨叨地說著他對我的思念。「嵐伊,你離開以後我才知道,我過去有多蠢有多混蛋。」「我愛的人其實一直都是你,也只有你,我們能不能……」過去我盼望許久的話,就這樣出現在了耳邊。「不能,」不等他說完,我出聲拒絕:「過去的事情不怪你,我也有不對的地方。」「當初你把我從繼父手中救了出來,我對你感激至深。」「拼命想找到一個可以依靠的人,所以才會把那種感情當成愛。」「這五年裡,我想了很多,也
實際上也是如此。在離開他、投身科研事業之後,我才發現這個世界上有很多比愛情更加美好和純粹的事情。關於他的一切,關於他教給我,一個女人在床上為了討好男人的所有本領,都被我完全淡忘。也包括他這個人。教授來國外參加學術研討會時給我帶來過紀時安的消息。「你走後紀時安把學校翻了個底朝天,你離開的事沒和他說嗎?」我笑著搖了搖頭:「我自己的事情,我自己決定就好了。」老師看著我嘆了口氣:「聽說他在你走後萎靡了好久,看來你的離開真的對他打擊很大。」我沉默兩秒,沒有說話。「這麼痴情的男孩子,不考慮再給他一次機會嗎?」裝深情討名聲的事情誰不會?他的惡劣和自私我比誰
他從未看見過的,我的優秀和昂揚,在這一刻具象地出現在了眼前,可惜一切都已經晚了。男人腦海中不斷閃過我跟他的過去,他真的後悔了。學校裡沒有我的身影,也沒有人知道我去了哪裡。我跟他之間,也永遠只剩過去了。7.回去的路上,紀時安給我發來了很多則訊息。有時候是卑微的祈求,有時候是強勢的要求。我的工作和學業都很忙,這些訊息大部分石沉大海,一小部分映入我的眼前,也基本被全部忽視。紀時安每天渾渾噩噩,開始逐漸冷落林雅雅。林雅雅擔心他會拋棄自己,每天都在想著怎麼刷存在感。有天晚上,紀時安剛剛到家,卻接到了林雅雅的電話。電話那頭女人的低泣一下下刺激著他敏感的神經:
我其實並非對這些事情無知無覺,只是不敢相信罷了。不敢相信那個救我於水火的人,居然是這樣一個爛人!更不敢相信,他對我的感情,更多的是來自於肉體的衝動,而非真愛。我其實很早的時候就知道,紀時安當初跟我告白,是受到了朋友的慫恿。我從大一進校時便是系裡有名的學霸美女。但出於性格和家庭的影響,我為人低調,除了學業幾乎不關心其他東西。紀時安那群狐朋狗友想知道,像我這樣的知名冰山美人會被怎樣的男人拿下。同時也更好奇,在紀時安的調教下,我會從一張白紙被汙染成什麼樣子。他說他喜歡白紙一樣的林雅雅,卻忘了跟他在一起之前,我原本也是潔白無瑕。我不計較他因為什麼緣故跟我在一起,但那