Avoiding two guys at once is absolutely exhausting. I have resorted to having my phone on do not disturb so I don't feel every fucking buzz. Grayson was apologizing profusely and Lee just "wants to talk". If he wants to talk so damn bad, he can call up Nina and they can talk all night long. Avoiding them during the weekend was easy. I didn't have to leave my room and I could pretend that I wasn't in my room when they stopped by.  Monday morning ruined the avoidance of Lee Windsor. "Hey Scar," He smiled hopefully as I took my seat next to him. "Good morning Lee." I said politely. My voice lacked the warmth I usually had when I was with him.

This club is kind of cool actually.It's surprisingly packed for a Monday night. Or maybe I'm just not up date on what goes on at clubs like this anymore.I used to go to them all the time high off my ass and dance the night away. But since getting clean I'm not exactly allowed to go to clubs alone in case there are temptations.I had to go with Grayson and he'd always take me to high end clubs that I didn't really enjoy.I guess it's okay that I'm here since I'm not technically alone.Lulu was ranting about Carter as we waited in the fast moving line."So I ask him 'Carter, why can't you make a decision?' and he says because dating us both is like dating the perfect woman. So app

I was so grateful for how busy things became for me. That way I didn't have to make a real decision about what Lee had told me. I still hooked up with him. We hadn't had sex yet and he didn't even ask for it. I liked that he wasn't pressuring me, especially because I would definitely give into that pressure quite easily. The Alumni Ball was coming together quite well. Everything was set and we were even going to add our Marketing final projects in a room where the Alumni could see it and see how talented we were. All that was left to do was get a dress. "You think this is cute?" I asked Grayson showing him a picture of a purple dress.  He shook his head. "Nah. I don't think it would flatter you the right way."

I planned on ignoring Grayson for the rest of the night, but I had to take pictures with the Wrenfords so the press could see how great they're treating their scholarship recipient. "We need to talk." Grayson said through his smile."Talk to Lisa." I giggled as I posed for the camera. "Is everything okay?" Mrs. Wrenford asked, maintaining an upbeat tone. "I'm handling it mother." Grayson stated."Not very well, son." Mr. Wrenford pointed out. "Have you upset Scarlett?""No, you did when you told her about the trip before I could.""Well I'm sorry I assumed you two told each other things."

I didn't think anyone else could make me feel as comfortable as Grayson could. I didn't know I could just sit and watch movies with another guy while just cuddling and drinking and making jokes. But I could.With Lee. He has his arm around me, gently stroking my arm as we watch The Grinch. I don't know how he knew it was my favorite Christmas movie to watch. I noticed he wasn't looking at the movie. "Why are you looking at me?" I asked."Have you seen you?""There's a movie going on, Lee.""I found something better to look at." He whisperedI couldn't help but smile and ki