I’m presently lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling. Jessica has been with me for almost thirty minutes now, and she’s blabbing words I don’t care and don’t understand, she’s basically talking my ear off! I just wish she would shut up for once and give my head peace. I know it sounds cheeky but I seriously need her to shut the fuck up. After I left the library, I took some novels with me so I can read them in the room but I couldn’t because Jessica has been blabbing the fuck out of me. Why isn’t she with Roger, I’m sure he misses her. Why can’t she just go and do something else anything that isn’t blabbing words I care not about? I may sound mean or anything like that but trust me when I say that if you were in my position, you will feel like kicking her out of the goddamn room. It’s like when you are watching a mystery movie and the killer is about to be unveiled then someone comes in and just distracts you. "You know what I’m saying?" Jessica asked I hummed my response. I have b

I’ve been thinking of what to tell Jessica, Roger said I have to come up with a lie, something she wouldn’t doubt, I told him to come up with something and then tell her but just like all lover birds, in a second, she will find out that he’s lying. I have been pacing around for over two minutes now, I don’t want to come up with a ridiculous excuse that will make Jessica suspicious about something. At first, I wanted to use the excuse ‘Going for a walk' but I remember clearly when I told Jessica that I don’t like going for walks especially when the sun is shining bright, and even if I tell her that I changed my mind, going for a walk is a less excuse to finish party arrangement. I continued pacing around but stopped when I heard a knock on the door, finally someone that understands the term privacy."It’s open," I called out.The door pushed open and Alex walked into the room. "Hey!" He said I haven’t seen Alex since the day he and Noah ditched me and went for that fucking thing they c

JASON POV I couldn’t sleep, all I could think about is Ivy and how she isn’t with me right now, this thought freaks me out every night. I just can’t stay away from her even if it’s just for some hours, I think it’s high time she starts staying with me. I feel alone right now, I have to see her. Glancing at the clock, I realized it was just four am and I haven’t gotten a bit of sleep. I needed to see her so with that thought, I got out of bed and made my way to her room, opening the door it made a slightly hazy cracking noise. I felt like breaking the fuck out of the door, for a moment I thought it would wake her up but I was so lucky that it didn’t. If it did I have no explanation to tell her, she will basically think of me as a psycho who can’t handle himself. I carefully made my way to her bed not wanting to make any more noise. Walking toward the end of the bed, I saw her sleeping peacefully. I sighed, I wish I was sleeping next to her.I sat down on the edge of the bed. I know I k

JASON POVAs we arrived at the restaurant, I pressed the side of Ivy as we walked into the restaurant. I don’t want to be an inch away from her especially when we aren’t in the house. As we approached the table, I pulled a chair for her before I took my seat. I reserved the whole restaurant for us, I don’t want Ivy mixing up with others. The far people are away from her, the better for both of us. The waiter handed us our menu and glasses of red wine. I had ordered that when I reserved the restaurant. As they say, start your good time with red wine. I was checking the menu when I noticed the waiter's eye was lingering on Ivy but it looks like she didn’t notice it. This son of a bitch is already pissing me off, he better lowers his gaze before I punch a hole in him."Can I get you anything, Miss?" The waiter asked; sounding seductive I see what’s going on, despite my presence, he is trying to get Ivy’s attention but Ivy didn’t bother to look up from the menu. His face instantly falls

JASON POV I haven’t gone home since my discussion with Ivy, it has already been five hours and I haven’t seen Ivy, my heart is tearing up, I know I have to end this, walking out of the room in the middle of a conversation will definitely piss her off. I just finished some Alpha business with my Beta Alex, I never tell people my problem especially when it’s personal or about Ivy but I told Alex about it, Alex knows everything about me, and just like I said, he is the only unmated wolf I can trust to be with Ivy. After I told Alex, I thought about what he said continuously, and I think he’s right, I shouldn’t let one fucking wish of hers create a big barrier between us. If she wants to go back to the city for a week or five days I will let her go but I’m going with her, I will be by her side at all times. It’s like a win-win for both Ivy and me, she wants to visit the city and I want her, so basically, anywhere she goes I will be right beside her. IVY POVI have been thinking about it,