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Chapter 21 - Tate
Hearing my girl say her Aunt was all she had, and hearing her sob was breaking me. I pulled her to my chest once more. Feeling the need to reassure her, console her, be there for her, the pull to do this was so strong. The way a mate should be. She may not know it yet, but I do. My wolf does. We need to act like a mate and do the things a mate does. I knew she would feel her Aunt was all she left. In her mind, that was true. I want her to know that isn't the case anymore.She has me, she can have everything she wants and needs with me. I will be the family and love she craves, that she needs. Yet she doesn't know it. Not yet, anyway. I have to act like a friend. Not able to even tell her. And that is so hard. Stupid rules. She needs to know she isn't going to be alone. There is no worse feeling than feeling alone.“Shhh Vi, you have me” I said in a whisper, before realising I had even said it. Dammit! I didn’t mean to say that! It just slipped out. I gently kiss her head.‘Tate!’ I he
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Chapter 22 - Violet
I was sitting, still wrapped in a tight embrace of Tate’s arms, taking in the fact that Aunt Della had passed away. I was vaguely listening to what Alpha Lachlan was saying, in between my sobs. It was quite a sweet way to think about it, really that she felt at peace enough to pass knowing or feeling I was safe here, even if I was unsure of that myself. As much as I hate the thought that she hung on, possibly in pain, simply to take care of me.But what is this about a mate? his words suddenly registered in my mind. I try to focus on them. I don’t have a mate. Do I?“What?” I ask.“I know you haven’t done all your lessons yet, Violet, far from it, so you don’t know all there is to know about mates and how you would recognise the signs, but as your Alpha I can sense these things and I know your mate is here. I believe that fate brought you to our pack to make sure you would not be alone Hunni.” Lachlan tells me.I feel Tate’s arms sag slightly by my side. Is he disappointed at the thou
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Chapter 23 - Tate
Watching my girl walk from the office, her heart so clearly in pieces and me unable to do anything to help was so difficult. All I could do was hold her while she sobbed. Odyn had been forward, there with me, trying to comfort our mate. His heart felt as broken as mine, not able to heal our mate’s pain. I wanted to tell her it was us, that I was her mate when she had asked who her mate was.I had hoped Lachlan was going to tell her, when he said her mate was here. But he found a way around it and I felt my whole body sag in disappointment. I thought he might help me. I was so desperate for her to know. I need to be there for her.“T, you ok?” Lachlan says from behind me. I turn to see him watching me, no doubt having watched me standing watching Violet leaving.“Not really. I want to help her Lach. She was broken.” I tell him.“I know dude, but you know we are meant to let the wolves find their mate, let them sense them. Old rules and folklore of the pack and all. Her and her wolf nee
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Chapter 24 - Lachlan
I sit in the car waiting for Violet and Tate, having spoken to the hospital once more. They are happy for Violet to visit and say her goodbyes to her Aunt. This girl was as frustrating as hell earlier, but right now she needed our support. She had lost the only family she had left. The woman that had brought her up when everyone else had deserted her.As an Alpha and a werewolf, I do not understand the mentality of her father’s family. A wolf is a pack animal, therefore a werewolf thinks in much the same way. Family is of huge importance, so the fact she had an extended family out there that had all deserted her when she needed them most infuriates me. That is not how we as werewolves should act. It makes no sense. I know her father acted badly, but this girl had no part in that, she was still of their blood, their kin. She needed them. Her father was gone. Yet they all turned their backs on her. It was disgusting.She should have been brought up in a pack, surrounded by others like h
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Chapter 25 - Violet
Lachlan and Tate kept talking as we drove. We have been driving for a while now. They are telling me about arranging the funeral, I think. Something I had not even thought of yet. But I guess that would be my responsibility as Aunt Della had nobody left. I don’t even know how to sort out a funeral. I don’t even want to have to sort out a funeral.I want to sit in silence, just watch the scenery fly by, let my mind switch off, but the two guys keep trying to start conversations with me. I know they are being kind. Maybe trying to distract me. But my brain is not focusing. Everything is still so much of a blur. I am on the way to see the body of my Aunt. The woman who had brought me up. I feel tears prickling in my eyes.I felt a hand on my knee, squeezing it reassuringly. That same weird static shock there he seems charged with all the time. He must be full of static electricity or something. Maybe it’s a werewolf thing? I would normally feel bothered by someone I barely know touching
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Chapter 26 - Violet
I watched the Dr open the door for us. My heart is pounding so much I swear I can feel it in my head. I have never seen a dead body before. My Mum and Dad had died at the scene of our crash but I was unconscious, so I had never had to see them. And then remained in hospital afterwards. I can feel myself shaking. But feel Tate squeeze my hand.I take a deep breath. I need to do this. I want to do this. I want to say goodbye. Aunt Della deserves that. I slowly walked into the room. Following in the footsteps of the Dr.“I will leave you alone, Violet. Please come and find me if you have any questions. I will be at the Drs station.” The Dr says stepping quietly back out of the room.I walk the remaining steps to the bed. Still not daring to look. The dimmed lighting in the room makes the room feel serene and peaceful. Though right now those are the last things my body is feeling.Tate gently gently releases my hand. “I will stand just here if you need me. But if you want privacy please t
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Chapter 27 - Tate
I see Violet sobbing, having listened to her emotional goodbye to her Aunt. I was close to tears myself, and I didn’t even know the woman! But as she moves away from the bed, I see she is full on sobbing once more and I can’t stop the urge to take her into my arms. I need to be there for her. It seemed to help before. Maybe that is the mate bond? It is supposed to help calm a mate when they are upset or angry…I pull her into my arms again. “I got you, Vi” I whispered, feeling her sob against my chest.I want to be there for this girl so badly. Want her to know who I am to her, so she knows she is no longer alone. But I can’t tell her.‘Thanks for helping Tate’ Violet links, I assume because she is finding it difficult to talk through her tears again.‘I said I would be here if you needed me. That is what friends are for, right?’ I linked, hating having to say friends, when in truth it is so much more than just friends.She nods. ‘Well, I appreciate it. I am not sure if I could have g
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Chapter 28 - Violet
We walked to the Dr Station. Alpha Lachlan walks down the corridors of the hospital with authority. Like he owns the place. He clearly doesn’t fear anyone.“Dr? I believe Violet has some questions” he says, interrupting the Dr who is leaning over the desk, busy with paperwork.I would likely have stood quietly and waited until he had seen me and acknowledged me, rather than interrupt him while he was working. Though I guess that is the difference between me and the Alpha here. He shows no fear. He acts like he runs the fucking world.“Of course.” The Dr says, standing, with a smile in my direction.I suddenly feel uncertain, not sure what it is I wanted to ask. Do I truly want to know what was wrong with my Aunt and how much she suffered? Would that make me feel worse for not knowing she was ill?I chew my lip nervously. I felt Tate slide his hand to my lower back. ‘You ok, Vi?’ he mindinks.“In your own time, there is no rush dear. I realise this has been a shock to you as I believe
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Chapter 29 - Violet
I wake in the morning to knocking at my door. I swear if Tate has come to disturb me for lessons…We had driven back from the hospital in almost silence last night. Both Tate and Alpha Lachlan made attempts to make conversation with me but I cut them off as I did not feel like talking. I made my excuses when getting back to pack to head back to my room, despite their insistence to join them in the dining room for dinner. I just wanted to be alone. And food was the last thing on my mind! They seemed to get the message and let me go.I received multiple mindlinks from Tate asking if I was ok, or if I needed some company, or wanted him to cook me some dinner. All of which I politely dismissed, just needing time alone and space. I had too much to process. I spent time looking at pictures of me and my Aunt, and ended up crying myself to sleep.I must have been tired as I am only just waking now. Seems crying and loss makes you exhausted. There was the knock at the door again. Fucking hell,
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Chapter 30 - Harriett
I walked from Violet’s room. She is definitely a sweet girl. I can see the vulnerability in her already. She needs a friend. She will be the Beta female of the pack. So I should be the one to welcome her and be her friend. I can’t see why not. She seems nice enough, though very young bless her. She will be the one standing alongside me as Luna. The lead females of the pack, though she had a lot to learn by the sound of it, and still had to finish high school.I will discuss things with Lachlan. I think it is going to be better for her to finish her education at home. Get her trained for her new role in the pack if she actually accepts it, of course. Maybe if I can become a friend and make her feel welcome, she will see the pack is not so much of a bad place, she needs to feel safe here. As I imagine right now, she doesn’t feel safe anywhere. She must feel like nowhere is home now her Aunt is gone, and that has to be the worst feeling.Our pack should be a safe haven for her. We don’t
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