All Chapters of The Bodyguard's Obsession: Chapter 41 - Chapter 50

RYAN~~~I try to lie still as Kourtney grinds above me, her nails digging into my chest. Her head is thrown back, her lips parted, her bare breast wiggling with her movements. There used to be a time when I was really attracted to her. A time her body drove me insane, a time I couldn't get enough of her. Then I got bored. Now I stare up at her as she rides me, soft groans sounding from her lips. I no longer get turned on by the sight of her naked body, and it's a miracle I'm still hard. I can't stop thinking about Adriana. I fucked up. Big time. I thought I had her wrapped around my fingers, faithful and devoted. I once did. Even the times I slipped and cheated, she always forgave me. Because I knew what buttons to push. I knew her weak points. I knew how much she loved me. She had been obsessed with me, fiercely protective and jealous whenever other girls came around. She had been under my control. Until Nick decided to show his fucking face. I wished to God he hadn't retur

ADRIANA~~~I spend half of the afternoon scouring the internet for any information on Nick Lazzare. It's amazing how much you can learn about someone from social media handles. But Nick? I don't find a single useful information about him. A picture of him in the army displays across my laptop screen, his face contorted into a cold look, his eyes pinned on the photographer. Even through the photos, I can feel the intensity of that gaze. It's almost like he can read you with just a single look. True to what he told me, he served in the army for five years. He was enlisted at age eighteen. I didn't find any news about him being in the mafia, or him being involved in any of the crimes Ryan accused him of. I sigh deeply and sit back, slowly rubbing my temples. I don't know why I'm even bothered. If Nick was dangerous, my dad wouldn't have entrusted my care to him. Ryan just can't handle the fact that I'm with his brother now. I take a deep breath and let it out slowly. If I continu

NICK ~~~ Adriana's eager answer makes my blood run hot. It's one of the things that makes me so crazy about her. Her eagerness. Her submissiveness. Her innocence. "Are you sure about that, Cupcake?" I murmur, slowly tracing the curve of her jawline. "Because once I start, I won't stop. I told you I own you. Signing that contract will mean you're bound to me, body and soul." "I have no doubts, Nick." She says in a clear voice. "I want to be yours. Pull me into your world. You want to be rough with me, then be rough with me." I slip my hand around her neck and pull her close, leaving just an inch between our lips. But I don't kiss her. Even when she leans forward, yearning for the press of my lips, I don't. It's been a long time since I felt this sensation coursing through me. This dominance, this craving for submission. I want Adriana to submit to me so badly. I want her docile, obeying my every command easily. I pull away from her and walk towards the bedside drawer. I can fe

ADRIANA~~~I lie curled up beside Nick, naked and damp from the shower. My cheeks are flushed with heat and fulfillment. We had sex again in the bathroom. Nick had taken me everywhere possible. The countertop, bent over the toilet, under the shower, pinned against the wall, again and again, sending me into countless orgasms until I could barely stand. The bathroom was completely steamy when we finished. And dear God, I want him again. My body is craving for him already. This is what I've been craving for. This wildness, this hunger, this possessiveness in the way Nick handles me. It's all I've always wanted. My mind drifts back to the consensual contract I signed. The part where he says 'no love, no emotions' bothers me in a way I don't understand. I don't mind though. I was in a relationship with Ryan for a year. I loved him wholeheartedly, yet he never appreciated it. I think love is overrated. All I want with Nick is this wild passion. It's more than enough. For now. An im

ADRIANA~~~"WHO ARE YOU?" Nick roars. "WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU?""Nick it's me...""TELL ME WHO YOU ARE OR I'LL KILL YOU!" My entire body freezes with terror. I've never seen him this way and it's all so confusing. His eyes are terrifying, and the barrel of the gun is digging painfully into my head. I try not to panic. One wrong move, and he'll shoot. His mind isn't here. It's obvious he's reliving some sort of memory from the past. "Nick..." I whisper softly, but his finger tightens around the trigger. Tears brim in my eyes, slowly spilling down. "Nick... it's Adriana. Please wake up. You're scaring me." I start to sob. "I'm scared, Nick. Come back to me."My thighs are beginning to ache from crouching for so long. I gently cup his face and pull him close. "It's me, Adriana. Your Cupcake. Your Kitten. I need you to come back to me. Listen to my voice. Please."It's almost an eternity before he lowers the gun. He blinks, and the blackness is gone. Totally disappears from his eyes.