The day passed unusually slowly. It was as if time itself knew what the palace was preparing for and placed a special weight on every single minute. Healers, servants, the harem master, and his assistants came and went in my room all day, and I barely spoke to any of them. I watched their movements, the routine with which they surrounded me, while trying to hide the fact that my stomach was knotted and my palms were damp with cold sweat.Medically, I had recovered. The wounds had closed nicely, and the pain was now only a dull pull along my neck, as if it wanted to remind me of what had happened. Everyone was satisfied with my condition, everyone except me. It was not my body that felt heavy, but my thoughts. The silence of the palace had changed in recent days. It had become too quiet, too orderly. The guards stood more rigidly, the servants answered more briefly, and whenever I asked what was happening, everyone ended the conversation with the same sentence. “It is not our concern.”
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