Todos los capítulos de CAPTURED AS THE ALPHA’S SURROGATE: Capítulo 101 - Capítulo 110

Even though my meeting was important and I was engaged throughout, I was constantly glancing at my watch wishing that seven came soon. Eventually it did and I left Durham as quickly as I could without raising suspicions on my sudden hurry.Before starting the car I texted Blair to let him know I was on my way. It had been so long since he surprised me that I even broke the speed limit a few times just to get there faster.I parked my car in my garage and took the elevator to my floor. It felt weird to ring my own doorbell. I had never done it actually. It felt as if I was sharing a house.Sharing a house with him."Good evening Dr Reynolds," he said as he opened the door. My smile instantly grew when the smell of homemade food reached my nose. I tried peeping inside but Blair blocked my way."You're only coming in after you kiss me," he said defiant. I rolled my eyes playfully and leaning in, cupping his cheeks and closing the gap between our lips. He walked away from the door, pullin

Did he cook because his dad was a chef or was that a lie to cover up the fact that he believed he had to cook for me to please me? When he was drugged months ago at the bar, did he freak out because he feared being assaulted again? Did he say yes to me in my office because he believed I had needs that I had to satisfy? Was he afraid I’d be violent with him as I pinned his hands to the wall? Did I seduce this poor, innocent, broken boy who had never been properly loved into engaging sexually with me, a much older, much stronger, much more powerful person than him?I was disgusted at myself. Even if he had never been in an abusive relationship, I should have never done this, I should have never given in to my foolish desires.And yet, here he was, admitting with astounding bravery what he had gone through, insisting that it wasn’t my fault. I wasn’t to blame for his trauma, but I sure as hell triggered it as I brutally and selfishly used his body. I was so disgusted at myself I even vom

I took a drag of my cigarette and looked out the window. "She expected things from me. She wanted me to dress a certain way. I had to be at all her soccer games, no matter what. I couldn't talk to other girls. I had to kiss her every morning. I couldn't argue with her in public... This all seemed very reasonable to me at the time, so I didn't question her. I liked that she expected things from me. It made me feel like we were in a solid, committed relationship where you have to compromise sometimes."Tears welled in my eyes. "Before I knew it, her demands became more extreme. She didn't want me to hang out with my friends, so I cut ties. She had to know my phone passcode, I couldn't go out without her, she had to know where I was at all times. Yet still, I loved her. On top of that, one day I overheard my dad talking to hers about how our wedding would be perfect, how they wouldn't spare a dime.""Oh Blair..." Felix uttered, his eyes filled with pain. He could already tell this wasn't

This act of defiance stirred something in me. Suddenly, I yanked his hair down, turning his face towards me, his neck at an uncomfortable angle."Then be a good man for fuck's sake!" I growled between gritted teeth, tugging at his roots. "A good fucking man!"I said nothing as I realized the severity of my aggression. Felix immediately fell quiet and stopped moving. My mouth was so close to his I thought of kissing him, but held back."Yes." He whispered, his voice laden with pain, sweat dripping down his neck. "I want to be a good man."Something profound changed in that moment. He sounded as if he was about to cry, like he was in pain, the honesty in his words crystal clear."Are you gonna be a good man?" I asked softly, letting go of his hair."Yes, I want to be a good man." He sighed, his breathing still shallow and alarming. He sounded as desperate as a man pleading for his life. "I want to be a good man for you."I almost broke down with his words. It took all the strength I had

However, it pained me to have to hide my new relationship from my mom. I wanted to tell her how happy I was, how Felix treated me and made me feel. She definitely picked up on my low mood and asked me what was going on, to which all I could say was that I missed my friends from Durham.Being away from Felix wasn't the only reason why I was feeling disheartened. I spoke to him on the phone in secret whenever I went to the supermarket or took a stroll in Central Park alone, and he always sounded a little sad. I didn't ask him what he was feeling or what was the matter. I knew he was sad because we couldn't spend such a special time of year together. Selfishly, my heart fluttered by him being so affected by our separation."Have your parents noticed anything?" I asked on one of my walks."What do you mean?" He asked through the phone."Oh, you know, my parents are always asking me why I'm so down in the dumps... I always make something up though."He was silent at first, taking a deep br