The second-to-last session was the one he had not prepared for.He had been preparing for the ending since the question and its answer, which was to say he had been doing what he always did with things he knew were coming: running the approach, mapping the territory, ensuring he arrived with adequate structural preparation. This was not a new habit. It was, in fact, one of the oldest habits he had—the habit of a man who had learned early that surprise was the enemy of safety, that the only way to move through difficult terrain was to know it in advance, to have already walked it in his mind a hundred times before his feet ever touched the ground.He had thought about what the last sessions would need to cover. He had reviewed the arc of the work—the early sessions where he had sat in the chair and counted minutes, the middle sessions where something had begun to shift without his permission, the February session that had broken the floor out from under him, the long integration that h
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