Lahat ng Kabanata ng The Alpha's Mad Grief: Kabanata 1 - Kabanata 10

In my dreams, I was back to when Jaxon and I first became mates.At an Alliance banquet, he fought the Council hard for our pack's rights. Many she-wolves swooned over him. Me included.In that moment, my wolf knew he was our one and only mate.I fought tooth and nail to join his pack, to prove I was a warrior worthy of standing by his side.Later, after winning a mine merger, I asked him out to dinner. I noticed a shift in his eyes. He looked at me differently.I seized the chance and pursued him hard.Our wolves confirmed their feelings during our moonlight walks. Finally, I got my wish. He marked me and made me his mate.I thought it was the start of our happily ever after, but it was just the beginning of my nightmare.After the mark, he grew colder. Every time we had a date, he was either busy with pack duties or dealing with "emergencies."I never doubted him, until the day of our mating ceremony.Hattie blew up my phone with cocky texts, bragging about how Jaxon was always there

I scrambled to my feet, my wounds making every move stiff and clumsy. I clutched my bag over my stomach and glared at him with pure disgust."Now you remember you have an heir?" I scoffed. "A dead pup who couldn't even get his Alpha father's protection. Why would the Silver Moon Alpha care about him?"Jaxon's face twisted. He shot up, his massive frame shaking uncontrollably."What do you mean?" His eyes flashed blood-red, locked on my stomach. "Anya, explain! Where is our pup?!""Was I not clear enough?" I smirked, my voice as freezing as the wind. "He's dead. He died in that freezing sea the day of the crash. Right when you jumped in to save your precious first love without a second thought!""By the way, congratulations." I shot a look at Hattie behind him. "She gets to spend the rest of her life in the Council dungeons. And you, her blind accomplice, will lose everything you're so damn proud of!""Impossible!" Jaxon roared like a cornered beast. "I felt him kick! He can't be dead!

My phone had been recording the day of the crash. Hattie jerking the steering wheel. Her vicious laugh. Her saying "Go to hell." I had it all on tape.The Enforcers were stationed in a grim black building downtown. A middle-aged Beta officer took my case. He was cold at first."Silver Moon drama again? You guys are all over the news lately."I slid my phone over. "Here is the full footage of the car crash."He took it casually and hit play. A few seconds later, the color drained from his face."This... this is intentional assault!" He stared at me in shock. "Ma'am, why wait until now to bring this in?""The timing wasn't right," I said calmly. "You have to let her fly high, so the fall hurts more."The officer got it. He nodded with sympathy. "We're opening an investigation immediately. By Council law, harming Alpha blood is a felony. Up to twenty years of exile and silver chains.""Thank you."After leaving, I went job hunting. But I quickly found out the PackLink cyberbullying had me

The staff wrestled the feral Alpha back. I grabbed my bruised throat and hacked hard. But inside? Only the sweet rush of payback. I slowly stood straight and looked at the broken man in front of me."You know what, Jaxon?" My voice was raspy but clear. "That dead pup is with the Moon Goddess now. He's going to watch his murderer of a father mate with another woman.""He'll watch you trade rings. He'll watch you say your vows. He'll watch you take everyone's blessings.""And he will never, ever get the chance to call you Dad."Jaxon was struck dumb, frozen solid. Massive guilt and pain tore him to pieces. He opened his mouth, but no words came out."Jaxon, don't listen to her!" Hattie rushed to comfort him. "She's just trying to break you!"She rubbed his back like a fake saint, but leaned into my ear. Her whisper was total venom."That little mutt wasn't meant to live anyway. Think a second life changes anything? I was reborn too, Anya. I knew everything. In our past life, you stopp

Jaxon was white as a sheet, looking like his soul had been sucked out."So..." his voice shook. "In our past life... she caused the crash on purpose too?"I just watched him. I didn't say a word.But he already knew. He was reborn too. He came back carrying the guilt of Hattie's "tragic accident" from our last life. So this time, he chose to save her without thinking twice.He thought he was fixing his past mistakes. He never realized he was played for a fool in both lives. Twice, he helped murder his true mate and his own pup.His proud Silver Moon wolf let out a wail of total despair and completely shattered. This was the Goddess's curse. The feral backlash for a wolf who betrays his mate and kills his own blood."Jaxon! Save me!" Hattie was dragged in, crying in panic. "You know I love you! I was just... so scared of losing you!"Jaxon wouldn't even look at her. His eyes were full of pure disgust and hopelessness."Anya!" Hattie turned to me, begging. "Please forgive me! I know I wa