BRABRA I wake early, before my alarm, before the grey light has fully filled my room, and lie there for a moment just listening to the quiet. Today feels different already, though nothing about my apartment has changed. I press my palm against my stomach, feeling the faint, familiar flutter, and let myself imagine, just for a moment, what it might mean to stop bracing for every single day the way I have for months now. "Big day," I whisper. "Nothing complicated, he said. We'll see." I dress carefully, the same soft sweater I chose the night before, and study my reflection one more time before I leave. I look tired still — I don't think that's going away for a while yet — but there's something steadier in my own eyes this morning, something I haven't seen looking back at me in a long time. Saturday arrives grey and quiet, the kind of soft, overcast morning that makes the whole city feel like it's holding its breath. Andriy picks me up exactly on time, dressed down again the
Last Updated : 2026-08-19 Read more