At 11:47 p.m., the line on the fetal monitor went flat. The doctor removed the probe. "There's no heartbeat. We need to deliver the baby right away."When the anesthesiologist asked for my consent for the third time, I looked down at my phone. Emmett Shaw's message from two hours earlier was still on the screen.[I owe her one fireworks show. Once it's over, we're even.]I turned my phone facedown. "Don't wait for him. Go ahead."Even after the anesthesia kicked in, I felt a deep, heavy ache low in my belly. Cold sweat trickled from my forehead into my ears, and I bit my lip to keep from crying out.By the time it was over, someone outside was shouting, "Happy Valentine's Day!" Yet the man who once carefully wrote our baby's nickname on the back of my appointment slip never showed up.At 1 a.m., they wheeled me into a private room. My abdomen hurt so badly that I couldn't fall asleep.Then my phone lit up. Melissa Doyle posted photos from a rooftop restaurant, fireworks bu
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