Cenlyn
"The Donna is very pleased with the son you gave her, but she'd like a daughter to keep her company too."
Not long after I'd given birth, Don Elias Voss pinned me beneath him and took me again and again, all because of those words.
Ten months later, I gave them the daughter they wanted.
But the moment I heard her first cry, all I could do was watch as she was carried away.
The maid beside me wiped away my tears like it was nothing new.
It was the second time.
Everyone knew that five years ago, in a shootout, Vivian Voss, the family's Donna, had been badly wounded protecting Elias and could never have children.
If not for that, I'd never have ended up in his bed. I was only the nanny's daughter, even if we'd grown up together.
I was Elias's first love. I'd already given him two children.
Yet to the entire Voss family, I was nothing more than a vessel meant to bear children.
My only purpose was to give Vivian heirs and secure her position as Donna.
Two years ago, I gave birth to my first child. I thought I'd at least get to hold him.
Instead, Elias took him away himself and warned me.
"This child belongs to Vivian and me. Remember your place.
"Either he becomes the heir of the Don and Donna, or he lives his life as an illegitimate child hidden in the shadows. You should know which to choose."
After that, my son, Felix Voss, became first in line to lead the family, while his birth mother swept floors as a maid.
Just to catch one more glimpse of my son, I volunteered for every chore on the estate that would take me inside the main house.
At first, Elias let it go. That changed when Vivian spoke up.
She said the way I looked at the boy made her feel as if I were coveting her child.
After that, I was assigned to work in the gardens and banned from the main house altogether.
And now, two years later, my daughter had been taken from me too.
I never even got to see her face.