Julian's POV
I was miserable without her.
The room was losing its scent of her and I didn't like it. I inhaled the pillow she usually used.
It wasn't enough.
I missed her so damn much
"I'm going to fuck you up, Vector" I pushed down her dress I had cuddled up with at night. I was losing it little by little but I didn't mind.
I had to find her. Two weeks without her felt like death.
"I need to find my Grisella" My first reaction when I saw myself in the mirror was to jerk. I had grown into a monster. My beards had grown out of proportion - strong and scattered.
Rolling my eyes, like I've been doing ever since she left, I pushed my tired body down the stairs.
"Jesus Christ, you look like shit" I scowled at Russo, not happy with his comment.
"Have you found her?" I sat on the kitchen island, waiting for his reply as I poured myself some whiskey.
"I wasn't looking for her" He answered truthfully.
I stood up, shocked at the news. "You're kidding me, right?" I chuckled darkly, shaking m
