A part of me wants to hold him up. Tell him, it’s okay. You can make wrong decisions and it would still work out. The other Part of me feels that it’s the way to go… We just wasn’t meant to be, maybe if we had met under different circumstances, we would have made it and we could have been happy together. If Faron had never entered his life, If He had grown up somewhere loved with his parents without all the lies… the what if’s take over all my thoughts as I stand there looking into the dark of the Forest.
I don’t even notice for how long I was stood there, imagining how different our lives could have been.
The strange feeling is still very prominent. When I turn around Noel is stood there looking at me and I am unsure whether I should go to him or walk away.
I know its nothing good because he never looked at me like this before. The feeling is laying heavy over us and I am reluctant to accept it.
“I didn’t want to do this to you. I know how hard it ha
