Nag-aayos ako pero hindi ko maiwasang kabahan. Hindi ko na mabilang kung ilang beses akong nagpawala ng malalim na hininga. Medyo nanginginig rin ang kamay ko.
The party we’re attending today is a charity ball. I only found out yesterday that it will be covered by the media. A lot of important people will be there, including a few celebrities and politicians. I thought it was just a simple event because Darius didn’t make a big deal out of it. It wasn’t until yesterday, when our outfits arrived—tailored by a well-known designer—that I realized what kind of event this really is!
And now I am having anxiety!
I shook my hands to stop them from trembling. Naglalagay ako ng eyeliner sa mata pero hindi ko magawa nang mabuti dahil sa nginig.
Jessica, ano naman ngayon kung maraming kilalang tao ang dadalo? Hindi ka naman pupunta doon para sa kanila. You don’t have to please them!
Pero wala. Kahit anong sabihin ko sa sarili ko ay hindi pa rin kumakalma ang sarili ko. And I know exactly why
