I tried my best to stay away from Raye till I got a response back from my guy, but everyday that I allowed pass me by without me seeing her felt like a huge mistake, like I was allowing history to repeat itself. I even avoided meetings with her and that was not in my style.
My heart ached, raced whenever I heard someone mention anything close to her name. For three days, I tried my best to stay without seeing her and for three days it felt like I was living a life of slow torture.
I yearned to know what her face felt like again, yearned to see what she had on for the day. I almost convinced myself to hire a man that would tail her and report her every movement to me but I didnt want to go down that psychotic road. I was happy with just looking at the camera footage that I had bribed her security man to be sending my way at the end of everyday.
Watching that footage was the only highlight of my day, the only thing I truly looked out for and loved when it happened. Everything else fe
