LOLA
What exactly is wrong with me?.
I kept asking myself this question for a while now, Torak has been apologizing trying to explain what happened but what did I do?, over and over again I kept sending him away even when I told myself not to, whenever he or anyone close to him steps into my ward, goosebumps wash over me, making me want to run away.
I had someone knock on the door and turned towards it. I felt a sense of happiness and at the same time fear washed over me when I saw it was him,as usual I refused to usher him in because I'm very certain he will come in whether I ask him to or not.
I hurriedly turned my back to him, not wanting to look at him. This fear is what I have been battling with since the day I regained my memories.
"Lola." I heard him call my name, but I don't see any need to answer.
My heart skipped a beat when he said he has something urgent to attend to.
For once I thought it was a perfect time to escape but then Nora's words popped up in my head.
"You are no