I can feel how awkward Jordan is right now, He can't concentrate on eating because Liz keeps on staring at him.
" Hey, eat your food first," I said as I pinched Liz's leg.
" Ahh, sorry" She apologised
" Jordan, I just want to ask something, if it's fine with you," She said
" Yes, as long as it's not about my love life, it's fine" Jordan answered and smiled.
" When did you know that you had a twin brother?" Liz asked
" Actually, just last night," He said
" Huh? Why?"
" Last night, Joash almost drowned himself on the beach, I helped him, I saw how scared he was," He said while staring at me
I can feel my sweat flow down from my cheek.
" Wait, what, you did what?!" Liz asked me
" I was stupid that time, I wanted to end my life be--" I'm not yet
JoshWhy did he come back? I thought he already went home, I look stunned when he walked near us, handed me a handkerchief and when he gave me his phone number, Wait, what? If I'm sad or having some problem he will come and help me? Am I dreaming?After the thing happened earlier, I went back to our apartment, as I opened the door the smell of Dilan's scent is still there, I sat on the couch."Hey, you're back?" I heard a voice."I missed you so much, I requested for an under time" I answered and gave him a peck on the cheek."Let's eat then, " Dilan saidMy eyes started to water again, these are the happy moments we had.Every area of this house has a lot of important memories.I stood up and went to the kitchen to get water."Stop drinking those, that is bad for your health" I shouted."
Josh POVI remember every time I woke up this early, breakfast is already ready on our dining table, coffee is served hot, my clothes to wear is also prepared, but now, I need to do it alone.After taking a bath I immediately dressed and walked out of the house, I don't have the appetite to eat.I took a cab and told the driver to drive our office.Along the way, I opened my phone and saw Jordan's Facebook post.Life said " You're gonna be happy" but first I will make you strong."I smiled, seeing Jordan this happy makes my heart flutter, it feels like I am seeing Dilan on him, but the more I see Jordan the more I feel the pain of being left alone by my boyfriend, I guess this is really not a good thing seeing him, talking to him, I need to have space for us.As I arrived at the office, I saw how shocked everyone, how they stared
JoashThat was cool, Dj Dee is really cool, I want to see him soon, I will bring Joash to him, I can feel that he can help Joash to be motivated, he's encouraging words can uplift and motivate Joash."Good Morning, Love" I was shocked when I saw Amanda sitting on my bed, I just came out from the bathroom."What are you doing here?" I asked while walking past her to get clothes." I want to have breakfast" She pouted" The food is downstairs, you go eat there," I said as I pointed the door."No, I want you to be my breakfast" She winked."What the hell?" I whispered"Why! We are lovers and besides, we haven't done that for almost forever" She said while walking near me.I don't know but I really don't want to be with this girl."S--stop it, Amanda," I said as I pushed her head.
Joash"Are you free today?" I sent a text message to Jordan, I am not really waiting for his response since I know that he is still busy working.I was about to put my phone back to my pocket when it rang.I answered it." Joash? Where are you, yes I am free today" He said?I can feel how excited he is based on the tone of his voice."Yes, I want to ask for a favour," I said"What's that?" He asked"Can you help me, can you be my doctor for the meantime? I need a person who will help me rebuild myself" I saidHe cleared his throat before speaking " Yes, why not, I'll definitely help you with that" He saidJoash: Let's meet later on my condominiumJordan: Okay, just send me the addressI sent my address to him after ending the call.After a
JordanShit why does Amanda need to drive Joash home, she might kill me if she noticed that I run off from her just to meet Joash, well this is my first time to visit Joash in the first place. Besides no one will notice me because of my get-up attire I am wearing a black hoodie jacket, mask and thick glasses for me to hide my identity and not to be noticed by Amanda when they arrive.I hide on the Pole next to my car when I saw Amanda's car arriving, I saw how she tried kissing Joash inside but pretended like she was just removing the seatbelt, I know that trick because she used that to get meI saw how disgusted Joash as he went down the car, I can't help but chuckle, When
It's already 10 in the evening and I already finished preparing the dinner, I knocked on Joash's room but he is not answering maybe he is already sleeping.I patiently waited for almost 20 more minutes when he walked out from his room yawning, yes, he fell asleep.He sat next to me and started digging his foods, I just stared at him and noticed that his eyes are a little bit swollen, I guess he cried earlier before taking a nap.I started eating when I heard his sobs. I glanced and saw him crying while eating, he looks sad and happy.I was about to ask him when he immediately wiped his tears and stared back to me." This is my favourite food, Dilan used to cook this food, I'm sorry I can't help my self but cry, it's been a long time since I tasted this food," He saidI smiled and nodded.We continued eating, no one's talking, the only sounds I can hear is
Isn't it amazing that you found not just your boyfriends twin brother but also a good friend?He doesn't know me, he doesn't know what my past life is, but he is here willing to open his heart and mind to help me.After we arrived at his office, he let me lie down on the couch."Try to rest," He saidI closed my eyes and tried to sleep, it took me minutes before I finally lost my consciousness.I woke up from a light coming from my window.I squint my eyes and saw Dilan smiling at me, Those smiles that I was longing for too long, that sweet face.Without a word he pulled
I squint my eyes while staring at the wall clock near me, hoping that I've checked the time wrong.I slowly opened my eyes wishing that the time is 8:00 am, I took a deep breath and opened my eyes once again and SHIT!!! It's 10:30 already I'm late for my workArrghh I'll be in trouble againI'm ready to stand up and go to the bathroom when my phone rung, with my trembling hands I picked up and check my phone my eyes widened when I saw 156 missed calls and 65 text messages from my boss. I should have listened to Jordan last night.I can't help but roll my eyes due to my stupidity, I shouldn't watch Korean drama all night starting nowI hurriedly went to the bathroom to take a bath, it only took me 10 minutes to take a bath and wear my clothes. I immediately run to the parking area when I saw Jordan's car parked in front of me."Wha--""Hop in," He said.