Chapter 11

~Why do you make me feel things, I don’t want to~

-Anonymous

I don’t know if I should be happy or sad that I have gone on a date with my big time celebrity crush, ShawnLama. And I also had sex with him.

This changes everything, its not even a year into my no-dating rule and here I am standing in front of the guy of my dreams in the presence of a huge crowd and press, taking photos.

I don’t know how long I stood here, looking straight into Shawn’s eyes as I found myself lost in thoughts…

What felt like hours was actually not less than a minute.

Shawn’s hug broke me out of my thought

I could hear the silent talks and assumptions from the crowd but it wasn’t very clear, I felt eyes of jealousy, envy, admiration, curiosity all on me…

I pulled out of his embrace.

“Asshole!” I whisper yelled.

“Oh! No.. Let’s take this drama backstage. I have fed the press with enough news of me, I don’t want to add love drama into it” Shawn said quietly with a glint of amusement as he peered into my e