My world is breaking. My feelings are being hurt. Actually, what is lacking for me? I have a lot of money, I am good at all subjects, and I act like a simple woman. I never bothered anyone. But my world is destroyed.
Is it true that I have no self-respect? Bryn's words were ringing in my head. But the fact that made me worse off was the beautiful memories I had. A silly feeling of being happy that Daren contacted me, but All that is just a fake. These are all just stupid things that are worse than dreaming.
Without realizing it, I was only loved by Daren's shadow, not by his person. Do you know what I did to make it through this long night? I choose to please myself to the night club. Listening to the sound of music that did not deafen my ears. Sipping expensive wine that tastes good tonight
"I have everything you know?" I said to the club
Violen POVThe whispers from the café visitors were getting heard. I was standing right in front of Bryn, staring at the man with a sharp gaze. I don't know where my fear has gone. It was enough in the first year of college and high school that he bothered me. I want to know why he hates me so much."Tell me now," I pleaded."'What will you give me? If you want to know why I did this to you, then I will let you know. But for that, there must be a reward for me."Ohh you want to act even more lowly?" the words that just came out of my mouth."What?" snapped Bryn."Yeah, you don't feel low enough for bothering a woman. And now you are trying to blackmail me too? ""Since when are you talking so cleverly like this?" Bryn drew closer to me and narrowed the distance between us. But that didn't scare me in the least. Isn't that strange?"Violen, I think,,,""I'm fine Lesley," I replied, stopping Lesley'
Violen PovI don't know how destiny works. I've been through some difficulties in my life. As you know? I don't know what it feels like to be loved by someone. I only know what it feels like to love or fight for someone.Daren accompanies my days now without me asking. This time there was no doubt for me. Why? Because this time, it was a Daren standing in front of me. Not the shadow.Once again, I said, I never asked Daren to be present in my life. I didn't ask him to be close to me like this. Everything just happened, just like the universe wanted this to happen."Aren't you tired of looking at books every day?" said Daren, who is now sleeping on my thighs. Yeah, I don't know since when he's been like that to me. I, who was focused on reading a novel in the garden after class, was suddenly surprised by Daren's arrival, who slept directly on my thighs."Daren? You will make people misunderstand like this. don't sleep on my thighs? "I said, looking at Daren. his eyes were intoxicating w
Author POVTime seems to stop for Violen. Oxygen seems to disappear around her. she wasn't even sure that she was still human with life. What she saw was like a cinema screen showing a hot scene. It was clear that Daren was enjoying a hot kiss with that woman.Daren, who realized Violen was frozen, staring at him, tried to get closer to Violen. Out of nowhere, Violen's legs suddenly walked backward when he realized Daren was walking toward her. Initially, Violen retreated with only a few small steps. The closer to him, the greater Violen's step backward, and did not need to wait for the moon to turn into noon, Violen immediately ran to avoid Daren.Violen ran his way through the crowd enjoying party music, ignoring Daren, who was shouting her name. The voice of Daren calling Violen's name made Lesley turn around, aware of the situation, Lesley came along with Daren to chase Violen to the outside door.Violen hurriedly took off her high heels, throwing them in any direction. She lifted
Is it true? The habit when there is a partner who just broke up. Men enjoy freedom right away without feeling heartbroken, while women enjoy heartbreak. After a while, the woman first recovers her heart, while the man who initially has fun only then feels heartbroken.Violen was still immersed in disappointment, blaming herself for having hoped. And now she has to go through a new problem. Even though just now Violen's burden about Bryn always nibbling her away.Daren was the trigger for Violen's current discomfort. The class was like an arid desert to Violen. One study with Daren for Violen was suffocating. Who knows how long to hold back tears when Violen meets Daren. Though usually a smile is etched beautifully every time Violen sees Daren's face. Things change so fast."You know, usually class is suffocating because of Bryn. And now the class is suffocating because of Daren. I don't know how to go about all this anymore," Violen protested while visiting Lesl
'a way to move on quickly, compelling.'My smile grew when I found a book that was not too thick, a book to be able to recover faster from a broken heart. The cover is pink mixed with black."So you're heartbroken, huh?" asked the cashier when I paid for the book I bought"Hmmm, not for me," I avoided. The fat woman looked at me sharply."Then, for who? Your eyes are talking," she said again."My eyes?" I also hold my eyes"Yeah, your eyes are swollen," she said, smiling triumphantly while I looked down sadly."This," I said, handing her the money. I hurriedly grabbed my book parcel."You can't lie to me," shouted the woman who kept the cashier, forcing me to run too quickly getaway*******"Hiuffff," I threw my body roughly onto the mattress. Grabbing the book I bought earlier. For a moment, my heart trembled to read the title of the book. have I reached this stage? this pain is my unreq
Violen POVI already felt the pounding of Daren's breath so close. There is no need to explain a situation like this. I was fighting with my thoughts. I should be happy because Daren will kiss me, but why is there something in my heart that feels odd. Reflex I turned my face, I shook my head looking out the window"The rain will stop, right?" I said"Haha? Oh yeah. Yeah sure, "Daren replied awkwardly. he smiled awkwardly because of my reaction"I'm sorry if you're uncomfortable," repeated Daren to me"Ha? It's okay. Hey, how about we watch something while waiting for the rain to stop? ""Of course, that's a good idea. Come here," Daren walked, and I followed him.Luckily the awkward situation got better after we watched it. Daren also showed me a lot about himself. He has a superior room for each of his books, mostly novels with various genres.I enjoy every single thing I do with him. As Daren said, when the r
I admit that I haven't felt a relationship yet. But the events that I saw at that time somehow disturbed my mind now. In addition to the hurt that a partner may have cheated on, it turns out that other injuries can still be felt by women, like being physically abused by a man. I wonder if indeed a man has abused his woman like that, why did the woman still survive? Can that be said to be true love?"Hey," said a man. I lifted my head to see who the man who confronted me. Bryn was standing with a thin smile in front of me. I'm quite stunned. My eyes swept to see the surroundings. I just realized that I had been daydreaming while on my way to the novel competition committee room on campus."Yeah, yeah?" I replied stuttering"Where are you going?" asked Bryan. His voice sounded very soft. It was unusual when Bryn used to always speak in a high voice to me."I want to give my novel to the competition committee," I replied. But my eyes didn't dare look at Bryn."Do you have a minute? I want
Violen POVWhat Bryn told me was true. I mean he started greeting me in class in a friendly manner. Some of the other residents of the class are being cool, but some of them are also whispering about me.Like today, I can't focus on listening to the lesson the lecturer explained to me. Bryn sits on my left while Daren is on my right. Can you imagine the gaze of the women in my class?"What did the lecturer explain?" Bryn whispered to me"you do not understand?" I asked. Bryn grinned and shook his head"Do not chat when the lecturer explains the material," said Daren whispering to me"Okay" I answered softly"I'm bored, what's wrong with chatting for a while," argued Bryn"Yeah, but you don't appreciate a lecturer explaining the material," Daren replied